If you're going through a season of darkness, or a loss of meaning, purpose, identity, direction, fulfilment --or even any kind of intense discombobulation-- I've got you.

I'm reporting from the thick of a existential crisis, as grounded and centred as possible; to rechart a map of the territory to know that there is a way through, and to hopefully provide something useful for those standing at a similar threshold.

We’ll explore the hallmarks of an existential crisis, the collapse of the old, the initiatory descent, some insight into my private struggles, confronting the wounds in the underworld, the early beginnings of reorientation and re-emergence, and how to navigate it all with as much awareness, honesty and care as possible.

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This is the opening chapter of a new program that I've been sitting on for a while now, which I call: Anchoring The Vision... which is a step by step guide of how to ground your vision into tangible reality.

A lot of people have peak experiences and catch a glimpse of future timelines; of what could be (the greater vision), but have extreme difficulty in staying committed AND in knowing how to ground this vision into the physical world.

If you want to learn how to do so with time-tested systems, frameworks, structure and more, drawing from ancient wisdom and modern mindset, consider this your program to learn exactly how to do it.

If you want access to the entire first Module for free, punch your email into the link below and I'll send it out as soon as it's released.

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It's a cliché critique: that there's too many cowboys in the medicine space. And sure, the immature uninitiated cowboy has a lot of shadow. But what if that's not the full picture though? Because as we know, all archetypes have their dark and light qualities. And that's exactly what I explore with you here in this four chapter episode: 🔹The Cowboy Critique: Deconstructing the Archetype 🔹The Unintegrated Cowboy & Personal Reflections 🔹The Wild Bridgewalker: The Evolved Initiated Cowboy 🔹At the Edge of Collapse, a Bridge Appears I'll guide you through the shadow / dark qualities of the cowboy in question, followed by an intimate look at my own personal experiences of this archetype, what the mature initiated evolution of this mythic archetype might look like, and bridging the gap between old and new, tradition and innovation, and the many threads inbetween. See you in there.

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