🎙️ Bipolar & Borderline Walk Into a Podcast

Trigger warning: mental health, emotional intensity, abandonment, suicide.

What happens when bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder share one microphone?

This episode.

In this Brave Bold Brendy episode, Brendy and her friend Jasmin talk openly (and sometimes laugh way too much) about living with bipolar and borderline the chaos, the emotions, the misunderstandings, and the moments that are way too real to be aesthetic.

We joke, we overshare, we get serious, and we say the things people usually avoid:

what it’s like to feel everything at once, why intensity gets misunderstood, how love can feel amazing and terrifying at the same time, and why being “too much” is often just being human in survival mode.

This is not a therapy session.

This is not romanticizing mental illness.

It’s two girls, two diagnoses, one mic

talking honestly about what it’s really like.

Laugh with us.

Learn with us.

And if you relate… welcome, you’re not alone. 🖤

This episode is about leaving Zurich, and about the kind of loneliness that doesn’t make noise.

It’s about walking away without a goodbye because saying goodbye would have taken more strength than I had left.

It’s about choosing silence when every word starts to feel like another wound.

I talk about how a place can watch you fall apart slowly, how being surrounded by people doesn’t stop you from feeling completely alone, and how staying can sometimes hurt more than leaving ever could.

This is not a story of growth or success.

It’s a story of exhaustion.

Of loving a city that no longer loved me back.

Of disappearing because surviving out loud became impossible.

I share why I stopped talking to almost everyone, why distance became the only way to breathe, and how silence became a form of self-preservation.

This episode is for anyone who has ever felt too much, stayed too long, or realized too late that they were breaking quietly.

I didn’t leave because I stopped caring.

I left because I was losing myself.

I’m still here.

But I’m far away now learning how to exist without being seen.

Thank you for listening.

Please be gentle with yourself.

What happens when the rave becomes your religion?

In this episode of the BBB Podcast, Brendy sits down with DJ and producer Benji for a deep dive into the world of techno—beyond the basslines and into the soul. They talk success, breakdowns, queerness, community, and what it takes to survive the highs and lows of the scene.

Expect vulnerability. Expect honesty. Expect Techno Confessions.

New episode out now. Plug in. Let go.