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Can You Feel So Now?

Can You Feel So Now?

Written by: Justin Barton
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Conversations with very-recently returned missionaries of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints discussing changes of heart, spiritual growth, change, and challenges from their missions.

To help you remember the feelings brought on by connecting with God that inspired you to make enduring positive changes.

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Episodes
  • Can You Feel So Now, Aubrey Peterson?
    May 9 2026

    Justin Barton interviews his niece Aubrey about her 18+ months as a missionary, where she served, and how her faith deepened. Aubrey, from Snowflake, Arizona, explains being called to the Temple Square Salt Lake City Mission (Spanish-speaking) and later reassigned for a short outbound experience to the Colorado Springs Mission, finishing March 2026 after starting in November 2024. She shares challenges learning Spanish amid many languages, companions from different cultures, and differences in questions asked by tour groups. In Colorado, facing opposition and unfamiliar proselyting, she admits she lacked a firm testimony of the Book of Mormon and gained it through vulnerability, scripture study, prayer, and fasting. She describes faith as taking risks, learning she isn’t an exception to consequences or God’s love, and choosing surrender and trust in God.

    00:00 Welcome and Introductions

    00:22 Aubrey Background and Hobbies

    00:45 Finding a Love for the Gospel

    01:29 Mission Call and Reassignment

    02:46 Spanish at Temple Square

    04:01 Gift of Tongues in Action

    05:23 Culture Lessons on Tours

    08:19 Colorado Springs Growth

    11:23 Vulnerability and Testimony

    14:57 Why Serve Without Knowing

    16:37 Introvert to Missionary Life

    18:50 Prayer Becomes Personal

    21:35 Not an Exception

    25:17 Faith Means Acting

    30:06 Fasting and Letting Go

    32:58 Surrender and Trust God

    36:16 Mission Theme Scripture

    39:05 Final Counsel Build Testimony

    40:15 Can You Feel So Now

    42:46 Spanish Testimony and Farewell

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    46 mins
  • Can You Feel So Now, Lauryn Zobell?
    May 1 2026

    Justin Barton interviews recently returned missionary Lauren Zobell of Mesa, Arizona, who served an English-speaking mission in the Texas Houston Mission from September 23, 2024 to March 10, 2026. Lauren shares how struggles with self-image, anxiety, loneliness, and a painful breakup led her to take “simple” spiritual habits seriously, gain a testimony of the Book of Mormon (especially Alma the Younger), and accept repeated promptings to serve after encouragement from her bishop. She describes lessons from President and Sister McMullen about relying on the Savior’s Atonement, learning to love others through rejection, and strengthening ward members when teaching was slow. Lauren recounts trusting God’s timing in transfers, the challenge of maintaining missionary habits after returning home, the power of temple service, deepened testimony of Joseph Smith and the Restoration, and a conversion story of Don and Joe culminating in their sealing shortly before Don’s death.

    00:00 Podcast Welcome

    00:30 Meet Lauren Zobell

    01:48 Mission Call Details

    02:26 Choosing To Serve

    04:44 Book Of Mormon Spark

    06:26 Breakup To Belief

    09:12 Prompting To Go

    10:42 Leaders Who Lifted

    12:40 Mission President Theme

    15:03 Hanging By A Thread

    17:24 Power Of Prayer

    19:50 Gods Better Solutions

    21:54 God’s Timing Revealed

    23:29 Coming Home Is Hard

    25:32 Building New Routines

    26:32 Temple Work Power

    28:03 Restoration Testimony Grows

    30:11 Messy Resume and Anxiety

    32:50 Grace Through Rejection

    36:57 Don and Joe Conversion

    41:38 Who God Made Me

    43:13 Can You Feel Now

    46:35 Gospel Testimony Closing

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    50 mins
  • Can You Feel So Now, Sam Niles?
    Apr 24 2026

    Host Justin Barton interviews returned missionary of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, Sam Niles about his mission journey and faith. Sam was assigned to the West Virginia Charleston Mission (June 2023), but an illness in February 2024 led to a service mission after he was diagnosed with cancer, had surgery, and underwent nine weeks of chemotherapy (April–June 2024) followed by recovery. Feeling physically better, he returned to West Virginia, but a remission checkup triggered a trauma response and his mission president advised him to finish as a service missionary; he completed his mission in June 2025. Sam describes moments of peace through prayer, a powerful experience of feeling a divine presence in an ER, meaningful service in the temple and community, lessons about loving others, journaling, overcoming perceived stigma, and centering multiple identities around Jesus Christ.

    00:00 Welcome and Introductions

    00:23 Sam’s Background and Hobbies

    01:52 Mission Call and Timeline

    03:20 Cancer Diagnosis and Treatment

    06:21 Chemo Struggles and Service Work

    08:48 Temple Service and New Perspective

    13:20 Returning to West Virginia and Trauma

    15:38 Atonement and the Empty Chair Moment

    20:10 Identity After Cancer and Mission Stigma

    25:45 Learning Prayer and Purifying Motives

    32:57 Journaling and Loving Leadership

    37:16 Why Justin Started the Podcast

    40:54 Final Reflections and Alma 5 Questions

    48:42 Testimony and Closing

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    53 mins
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