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EP04. An Autist-Wannabe

EP04. An Autist-Wannabe

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As a matter of F | EP04. An Autist-Wannabe


In this episode, I delve into a deeply personal confession about my search for a label. For a long time, I suspected I might be on the autistic spectrum. I craved a diagnosis as hope, but deeper beneath that, I sought it as a 'certificate of immunity' from the world that demands arrays of normalcy in how we should perceive, feel and process.


However, when faced with the reality of a costly diagnosis test, I made a rather shameless executive decision: I spent that money (...and put even more!) on a piano instead.

My craving of the letter A for autism transforms into an epiphany that actually what I need is finding other values beginning with the same letter:

  • Autonomy

  • Authenticity

  • Audacity

I hope that one's melody doesn't need a medical label. It just needs a player with the audacity to strike the keys and the boldness to make the sound that they want the world to hear.


Have a nice holiday & a very Happy New Year!


[Side Note]

  • Around 13:00, a correction because I said 'with'. -->

    "I can say it without any problem".

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