As we wrap up Season 1, we’re hitting the pause button for the holidays — but we’ll be back in the new year! In this special episode, we reflect on the journey so far, share some behind-the-scenes moments, and look ahead to what’s next. We also take a moment to acknowledge that while the holidays are a time for celebration, they can also be a difficult period for those navigating grief and sobriety. For many, this season can bring up tough emotions, and we want to offer our support and understanding as we all continue on our personal journeys. Whether you've been with us since the beginning or just joined recently, take a moment to honor your progress, rest, and recharge. We’ll see you in the new year, ready for the next chapter!

In this deeply moving episode, Marisa opens up about the raw and painful experience of watching her mother slowly fade away, as well as the trauma and grief that have shaped her life. She shares the complexities of caring for a loved one whose mind no longer recognizes her, the emotional weight of seeing someone you love disappear bit by bit, and the toll it takes on your heart and spirit. Amidst these struggles, Marisa reflects on how becoming a parent gave her a renewed sense of purpose and ultimately helped save her life. In this conversation, she reveals how motherhood became a lifeline—offering both healing and motivation as she strives to be the best mom she can be, even in the face of overwhelming loss. This is a story of love, resilience, and the slow unraveling of memory, told through one woman’s journey to hold on, rebuild, and show up for her children, no matter what.

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In this deeply personal episode, I share the story of losing my mom to addiction and the profound grief that followed. I'll be missing you, but her story—and the lessons I’ve learned through my pain—continue to shape who I am today. From the complicated relationship with an addict parent to the weight of her death, I dive into the emotions of losing someone to addiction, and the ongoing struggle to heal from that loss. Along the way, I reflect on how grief touches every part of our lives, how we navigate multiple losses, and the ways we can move forward while carrying the memories of those we love. This is a raw and honest conversation about the complexities of love, loss, and the long road to finding peaceIn this deeply personal episode, I share the story of losing my mom to addiction and the profound grief that followed. I'll be missing you, but her story—and the lessons I’ve learned through my pain—continue to shape who I am today. From the complicated relationship with an addict parent to the weight of her death, I dive into the emotions of losing someone to addiction, and the ongoing struggle to heal from that loss. Along the way, I reflect on how grief touches every part of our lives, how we navigate multiple losses, and the ways we can move forward while carrying the memories of those we love. This is a raw and honest conversation about the complexities of love, loss, and the long road to finding peace