Episodes

  • Social Media Is Connection
    Feb 11 2026

    Some connection isn’t about closeness — it’s about continuity.
    This episode looks at why social media became a stand-in for connection when everyday closeness grew harder to reach.

    Not as a defense of platforms,
    and not as a dismissal of their harm —
    but as a way to name the human need underneath: presence without pressure, signals instead of silence, and being seen without having to ask for more than you can give.

    Here, connection isn’t measured by depth or purity.
    It’s recognized as survival, adaptation, and reach.

    Just language.
    Just recognition.
    Just a steadier way to understand why people keep reaching outward when being fully human together starts to feel risky.

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    10 mins
  • Why You Still Hear What Isn't True
    Feb 4 2026

    I’ve spent a long time wondering why certain words still echo in my head — even the ones I know aren’t true.

    In this episode of Feral Logic, I talk about why those old beliefs can linger long after they’ve been disproven. Not because we’re weak or failing to move on, but because of how the mind learns in moments shaped by repetition, authority, and the need to belong or stay safe.

    This isn’t about fixing yourself or silencing the voice. It’s about understanding where it came from — and why, sometimes, understanding really is enough.

    If you’ve ever noticed old words showing up again, even on good days, this quiet conversation is for you.

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    10 mins
  • When Your Reality Gets Dismissed
    Jan 28 2026

    If you’ve ever left a conversation feeling confused — like you explained yourself clearly but still weren’t heard — this episode sits with that experience.

    I talk about what happens when conversations slowly shift away from what you felt and toward how it’s being discussed.
    When context, tone, or explanations replace curiosity.
    And when you start doubting yourself instead of feeling met.

    This isn’t about blame or confrontation.
    It’s about recognizing a pattern — and finding your footing again.

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    10 mins
  • Name The Moves, Not The Villains
    Jan 21 2026

    Some relationship harm isn’t about villains — it’s about patterns.

    This foundation episode introduces the lens behind Feral Logic: noticing the moves people make under stress, fear, or disconnection, without turning anyone into a diagnosis or a character study.

    Here, understanding isn’t the same as excusing.

    And naming a pattern doesn’t come with pressure to stay, fix, forgive, or explain.

    Just language.

    Just recognition.

    Just a steadier place to stand when things don’t make sense yet.

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    7 mins
  • When Rest Doesn't Feel Like Rest
    Jan 14 2026

    Rest doesn’t always feel the way we expect it to.

    Sometimes when things finally slow down, relief doesn’t show up right away.
    The noise fades, the urgency passes — and your body stays braced anyway.

    In this episode, I talk about what it’s like when your nervous system hasn’t caught up yet.
    When you’re no longer rushing, but not fully at ease either.
    When nothing is wrong in the room, but something inside you is still standing watch.

    This isn’t about fixing anything.
    It’s about understanding why rest can feel uncomfortable after long stretches of readiness — and why that doesn’t mean you’re broken.

    If you’ve ever wondered why your body won’t relax even when life finally gives you a pause, this episode is for you.

    I’m D. Feral.
    And this is Feral Logic.

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    9 mins
  • Hope Runs on Fumes Sometimes
    Jan 7 2026

    Hope doesn’t always look bright or loud.

    In this episode of Feral Logic, I talk about the kind of hope that shows up tired — the kind that keeps people going when life feels heavy, uncertain, or overwhelming.

    I reflect on resilience, exhaustion, caregiving, survival, and what it really means to keep going when you’re running on empty. This is a quiet conversation about persistence, emotional strength, and the unseen work people do every day just to stay upright.

    If you’re holding it together one inch at a time, this one’s for you.

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    9 mins
  • When "You Okay" Is a Real Question
    Dec 31 2025

    Most of the time when someone asks “you okay?” they don’t really expect an answer.

    In this episode of Feral Logic, I talk about the difference between polite check-ins and real care — the kind that slows down, makes space, and doesn’t rush honesty. I reflect on why we say “I’m fine,” what it costs us, and how it feels to be seen without being fixed.

    This is a quiet episode about presence, emotional honesty, and the rare relief of being asked a question that’s actually meant.

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    7 mins
  • Apparently, I'm 45
    Dec 26 2025

    Apparently, I’m about to be 45 — and I wasn’t ready for how that would land.

    In this episode of Feral Logic, I talk about the strange disconnect between how old you’re told you are and how you actually feel inside. About realizing time passed while you were busy handling things. About joints that make noise now, expectations that show up early, and the quiet shock of being treated like you’ve already arrived somewhere you’re still figuring out.

    This isn’t about a midlife crisis or having it all figured out. It’s about noticing where you are, how you got here, and what it means to still be becoming — even when the numbers try to act settled.

    If you’ve ever thought, “Since when am I the adult in the room?” — you’re not alone.

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    7 mins