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Finding Our Y

Finding Our Y

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Why do we repeat the same family patterns, chase unavailable people, or carry pain that didn’t start with us? FINDING OUR Y is a podcast about the invisible scripts written into our bloodline—and the messy, miraculous journey of decoding them. From daddy issues to DNA, we explore how epigenetics, trauma, and ancestral programming shape who we become, how we love, and why we self-destruct (or rise above). Find our whole mission at LetsHashitOut.org

🧬 We dive deep into:
  • The science of generational trauma
  • Hidden history embedded in our family trees
  • The real "programs" encoded in our chromosomes
  • The soul work of uncovering our true WHY
This isn’t your typical self-help fluff. It’s real, raw, and rooted in science, story, and spiritual truth. If you’re trying to heal what haunts you, find the roots beneath your rage, or figure out why your family is so weird—this podcast is for you.

🎧 Guest Interviews & Deep Dives | Unfiltered truth | DNA meets shadow work

Listen to FINDING OUR Y. Your history didn’t start with you, but your healing can.Copyright Facets of Hospitality Hygiene & Healthy Living Psychology Psychology & Mental Health
Episodes
  • Digital Twins, Hidden Cults & Protecting Kids: Finding Our Y in an AI World with @Mortis.J

    Digital Twins, Hidden Cults & Protecting Kids: Finding Our Y in an AI World with @Mortis.J
    Dec 10 2025
    In this episode of Finding Our Y, The Nerd and J. Mortis connect a lot of dots most people are too busy (or too afraid) to look at directly. Starting with social media restrictions in Australia and New Zealand, they unpack how “safety” policies can quietly rewire culture, shape what we see, and train us to depend on filtered narratives. From there, they dig into the evolution of AI, internet “safety,” and what happens when your digital twin starts looking a lot like a prototype for the Mark of the Beast. Along the way, they trace threads through:
    • Doomsday cults, propaganda, and predators – how scripts repeat across history
    • AI as a mirror of human consciousness – and why “AI demands your interaction”
    • CERN, Jack Parsons, and the overlap of science, occultism, and intelligence work
    • Knights Templar, secret societies, and gatekeeping of history and theology
    • Ancestry, identity, and why knowing where you come from changes how you think
    • Mary Magdalene, racism’s historical roots, and weaponized narratives
    • Grooming, normalization, and the battle to protect innocence and the next generation
    This isn’t fear porn and it’s not blind doom. It’s a grounded, blunt conversation about evil, agency, and accountability in a world where tech, governments, and spiritual forces all collide. If you’ve ever felt that something is off with how quickly AI, social media, and “progress” are being pushed—this episode will give you language, frameworks, and a few uncomfortable but necessary questions to sit with.

    Chapters
    00:00 The Impact of Social Media Restrictions in Australia and New Zealand
    02:53 The Evolution of Internet Safety and AI Challenges
    05:58 Historical Perspectives on Propaganda and Doomsday Cults
    09:00 The Nature of Predators and Human Consciousness
    12:02 The Role of AI in Society and Its Implications
    14:57 Understanding Marxism and Its Modern Relevance
    17:55 The Dynamics of Political Extremism and Control
    21:10 The Concept of the Digital Twin and Its Significance
    30:47 Exploring Mythology and Ancestry
    32:33 The Influence of Ancestry on Identity
    33:32 Gatekeeping Knowledge and Historical Narratives
    35:49 The Role of AI in Modern Society
    38:56 Theological Reflections on Humanity and Sin
    41:33 AI as a Reflection of Human Consciousness
    45:01 The Impact of AI on Creativity and Human Experience
    49:07 The Intersection of Science, Occultism, and Intelligence
    53:30 The Legacy of Jack Parsons and Hidden Histories
    58:40 Hidden Demons in Everyday Life
    01:00:15 The Intersection of Technology and the Occult
    01:01:34 Government Secrets and the Knights Templar
    01:04:12 Ancient Civilizations and Their Influence
    01:06:35 The Role of Secret Societies in Modern Times
    01:10:24 The Misinterpretation of Religious Texts
    01:12:23 Racism and Its Roots in Historical Context
    01:14:14 The Importance of Protecting Innocence
    01:16:02 Confronting Grooming and Exploitation
    01:18:43 The Dangers of Normalizing Inappropriate Behavior
    01:25:22 Protecting the Next Generation
    01:30:40 The Dangers of Grooming in Society
    01:35:59 Understanding Mental Illness and Trauma
    01:39:36 The Nature of Evil and Its Manifestations



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    1 hr and 46 mins
  • The Search for Lost Memories on Finding Our Y | The Pizza Place Recall

    The Search for Lost Memories on Finding Our Y | The Pizza Place Recall
    Dec 7 2025
    In this deeply personal episode, The Nerd shares a raw and introspective journey through memories, trauma, and the search for understanding. The conversation explores the impact of flashbacks, the concept of CIA jump rooms, and the complexities of childhood experiences. Through storytelling, The Nerd seeks to connect the dots of their past while encouraging listeners to reflect on their own memories and experiences.

    Chapters
    00:00 Introduction to a Personal Journey
    05:26 The Impact of Max Spears
    12:10 Childhood Memories and Trauma
    20:34 Life in California: A New Beginning
    28:22 The Pursuit of Acting and Exposure
    34:10 Unraveling Family Secrets
    42:52 Connecting the Dots: Memories and Truth

    Sound Bites
    "Don't bury your memory again."
    "We really need to stick together."
    "Thank you for being here, you rock."

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    49 mins
  • Are we being lied to — and if so, by whom?

    Are we being lied to — and if so, by whom?
    Sep 25 2025
    This week, The Nerd peels back the curtain on secrecy, power, and the stories that shape us. We look at documented government programs, survivor testimony, and the murky myths that stitch them together — with a heavy dose of skepticism and straight talk.
    Content warning: this episode discusses abuse, trauma, and government mind-control experiments. If that’s heavy for you, please take care of yourself — resources are available from AllysArmy.com or OfficialUrbanUS on X, AwakeNation.com to reach Penny LA Shepard and the Trauma Triage team or just do some research through BRAVE browser, use AI tools for help, or search reddit threads for topics or links. You'll also want to read Cathy O'Brien's testimonies to understand how the government gets involved in all aspects and hides its corruption.

    Are we being lied to — and if so, by whom? In this episode of Let’s Hash It Out, The Nerd digs into the intersection of documented history and charged narrative: MK-ULTRA’s declassified experiments, survivor accounts that describe trauma-based programming (often called “Monarch”), and the ways pop culture can shape beliefs and behavior. We treat survivor testimony with respect, separate verifiable records from speculation, and lay out a clear checklist for thinking skeptically without being gratuitously cynical. Listen for a measured, no-nonsense look at why some claims stick, which ones have receipts, and how to ask better questions when everything feels like a conspiracy. Takeaways (quick list):
    • Survivors exist — and their voices deserve to be heard and protected.
    • Governments and powerful institutions have a recorded history of deception.
    • MK-ULTRA was a documented CIA program that researched drugs and behavior-modification techniques.
    • “Monarch programming” is widely reported in testimonies but remains controversial and lacking the archival footprint of MK-ULTRA.
    • Pop culture can influence belief systems; claims that it’s a universal mind-control tool require careful evidence.
    • The Georgia Guidestones fueled depopulation fears, but they’re a symbolic flashpoint rather than proof of a global plot.
    • Not all dark or dramatic claims are substantiated by hard facts.
    • Critical thinking and cross-checking multiple sources are essential when evaluating extraordinary claims.
    • Asking clear, evidence-focused questions helps separate plausible wrongdoing from myth-making.
    How to use this episode:
    • If you’re curious: use the episode as a starting point for research — we point you toward primary documents and reputable reporting in the show notes.
    • If you’re a survivor: this episode acknowledges harm and encourages seeking trauma-informed support; resources are listed below.
    • If you love drama: enjoy the intrigue — but ask for receipts before you retell it as fact.
    Liked the skeptical tea with a side of sass? Subscribe, leave a review, and tell a friend who asks the big questions.

    Want a deep dive into MK-ULTRA documents or survivor investigations next? Say the word and we’ll do it.

    If you or someone you know needs immediate help, please consult local emergency services or your nearest crisis hotline.

    TIMELINE
    00:00Introduction to the Dark Side of Truth
    02:36Survivors and Whistleblowers
    05:12Exploring MKUltra and Mind Control
    08:02The Murky Waters of Monarch Programming
    10:52Pop Culture and Predictive Programming
    13:23The Georgia Guidestones and Depopulation Agendas
    15:23Critical Thinking and Researching Claims
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    16 mins
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