How far would God go to bring you back?

Edward’s story takes us into the darkest chapters of his life — from a picture-perfect childhood to a hidden battle with addiction that nearly cost him everything. Sitting beside men whose trauma seemed far worse than his own, he wrestled with shame and the belief that something was fundamentally wrong with him.

In this powerful conversation, Edward shares how God met him at rock bottom, not with condemnation, but with grace. He opens up about confronting a distorted view of God, learning to be honest about anger and pain, and discovering a Father who never walked away.

This episode is a reminder that no depth of failure is beyond redemption. If you’ve believed the lie that you’ve gone too far, lean in. The God of grace is closer than you think.

How far would God go to bring you back?

Edward’s story takes us into the darkest chapters of his life — from a picture-perfect childhood to a hidden battle with addiction that nearly cost him everything. Sitting beside men whose trauma seemed far worse than his own, he wrestled with shame and the belief that something was fundamentally wrong with him.

In this powerful conversation, Edward shares how God met him at rock bottom, not with condemnation, but with grace. He opens up about confronting a distorted view of God, learning to be honest about anger and pain, and discovering a Father who never walked away.

This episode is a reminder that no depth of failure is beyond redemption. If you’ve believed the lie that you’ve gone too far, lean in. The God of grace is closer than you think.

What happens when you realize you can’t do it alone anymore?

In this episode, Edward shares what it felt like to move to Arizona with no roots, no community, and no clear direction — only a deep hunger for real brotherhood. After years of ministry leadership, recovery work, and spiritual highs and lows, he found himself in a season of dependence unlike any before.

We talk about what it means to walk into a room of men and risk being known. We explore the tension between pride and vulnerability, and the courage it takes to keep showing up when connection doesn’t come easy. Edward opens up about desperation, obedience, and how God often builds community one faithful step at a time.

If you’ve ever felt alone in a crowded room or unsure where you belong, this conversation will remind you: keep showing up. God may be building something deeper than you can see.