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Grief Is Not A Dirty Word

Grief Is Not A Dirty Word

Written by: Nick Gaylord
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Grief Is Not A Dirty Word is a weekly podcast that brings honest, real-world conversations about grief, loss, trauma, healing, and mental health into the light. Hosted by Nick Gaylord, the show creates a safe, compassionate space for anyone navigating the complicated emotions that come with losing a parent, partner, child, friend, relationship, or former version of themselves.


Originally launched as Our Dead Dads, the podcast has evolved into a broader mission: to normalize grief and break the stigma around talking about it. Nick explores every corner of the grieving experience — from anticipatory grief and sudden loss to complicated family dynamics, unresolved anger, identity shifts, and the invisible pain people carry long after the world assumes they’re “fine.”


Each episode features powerful, unfiltered stories from guests who have lived through loss and rebuilt their lives in deeply personal ways. Through conversations centered on resilience, vulnerability, courage, and connection, the podcast helps listeners understand that grief isn’t something to hide — it’s something that deserves space, honesty, and community.


Whether your grief is fresh or decades old, whether it’s tied to death or to a different kind of ending, this show will help you feel seen, supported, and less alone. If you’re looking for meaningful discussions about healing, emotional wellbeing, and the human experience — you’re in the right place.


New episodes every Tuesday.
Listen on all major podcast platforms or at griefisnotadirtyword.com.


Grief Is Not A Dirty Word — because every story matters, every emotion belongs, and healing begins when we speak the truth.



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Episodes
  • Hidden Suicide Loss, Lifelong Grief and Mental Health Healing with Lisa Sugarman - Episode 82
    May 12 2026

    WHO THIS EPISODE HELPS:
    People navigating suicide loss, childhood grief, traumatic loss, complicated grief, mental health struggles, depression, anxiety and anyone trying to better understand the long-term impact of losing a parent or loved one to suicide.

    WHAT LISTENERS WILL GET:
    An honest conversation about grief, suicide stigma, mental health awareness, childhood trauma, healing after loss and how vulnerability and open conversations can help people feel less isolated in their grief journey.

    DESCRIPTION:

    In this deeply emotional episode of Grief Is Not A Dirty Word, host Nick Gaylord sits down with author, mental health advocate and suicide loss survivor Lisa Sugarman for a powerful conversation about grief, trauma and the lifelong impact of losing a parent to suicide. Lisa shares the heartbreaking story of losing her father at just 10 years old, believing for 35 years that he died of a heart attack before learning the truth about his suicide later in life. Together, Nick and Lisa explore childhood grief, mental health stigma, suicide loss, survivor guilt, depression and the silence that so often surrounds traumatic loss. Lisa opens up about how that revelation reshaped her understanding of grief, mental illness and her father himself. The conversation also highlights the importance of vulnerability, emotional honesty and creating safe spaces for people to talk openly about grief and mental health. Lisa discusses her work with The Trevor Project
    , her platform The Help Hub
    and her podcast The Survivors Podcast
    , all focused on supporting people through trauma, crisis and loss. This episode is a raw and compassionate reminder that grief does not disappear when ignored and that nobody should have to suffer in silence.

    This episode answers:

    • How does losing a parent to suicide affect a child later in life?
    • What happens when you discover the truth about a loved one’s suicide decades later?
    • How can people better support someone grieving a suicide loss?
    • Why is suicide still so stigmatized in grief conversations?
    • What are the long-term mental health effects of unresolved grief and trauma?

    Key Takeaways:

    • Silence and avoidance can deepen grief and emotional isolation.
    • Suicide loss survivors often carry complex layers of grief, anger, guilt and confusion.
    • Honest conversations about mental health and grief create safer spaces for healing.
    • Vulnerability helps normalize difficult conversations around suicide and depression.
    • Grief cannot simply be ignored or “gotten over” without emotional consequences.

      Go to Lisa's EPISODE page on www.griefisnotadirtyword.com for all of her links.

    Support the show


    GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS!

    FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM!

    BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.griefisnotadirtyword.com

    FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA:

    Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/griefisnotadirtyword
    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/griefisnotadirtyword
    TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@griefisnotadirtyword
    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw
    LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/nick-gaylord/

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    1 hr and 6 mins
  • Grief, Anger, and the Loss of Stability in America Today with Mark Davis - Episode 81
    Apr 28 2026

    WHO THIS EPISODE HELPS:
    Anyone navigating grief tied to identity loss, fractured relationships, or societal division.

    WHAT LISTENERS WILL GET:
    A powerful perspective on grief, uncertainty, and emotional conflict beyond death.

    DESCRIPTION:

    This episode of Grief Is Not A Dirty Word explores a different kind of grief—one rooted in division, identity loss, and uncertainty. Nick Gaylord sits down with Mark Davis to unpack how grief shows up when trust erodes, relationships fracture, and the world feels unstable. Together, they examine the emotional toll of speaking up, the personal cost of conflict, and the grief that comes from losing a sense of safety and belonging. Mark shares his journey from a middle-class upbringing to stepping into a public role, revealing how loss shaped his perspective long before politics entered the picture. This conversation goes beyond headlines, focusing instead on human experience, emotional resilience, and the unseen grief many people carry today. It’s a raw look at what happens when personal values collide with the world around you. If you’ve felt disconnected, overwhelmed, or unsure of where you stand, this episode will resonate deeply.

    This episode answers:

    • Why does political division feel like grief and emotional loss?
    • How do you handle losing relationships over beliefs or values?
    • What are people grieving right now beyond death and loss?
    • How do you speak up when it costs you personally and emotionally?
    • Can a divided society heal from identity loss and fractured trust?

    Key Takeaways:

    • Grief isn’t limited to death—it includes loss of identity, trust, and stability
    • Division creates emotional distance that mirrors personal grief
    • Speaking up often comes with real personal and relational consequences
    • Financial stress and uncertainty are major sources of modern grief
    • Healing begins with recognizing shared humanity beneath disagreement


    Support the show


    GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS!

    FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM!

    BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.griefisnotadirtyword.com

    FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA:

    Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/griefisnotadirtyword
    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/griefisnotadirtyword
    TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@griefisnotadirtyword
    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw
    LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/nick-gaylord/

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    1 hr and 1 min
  • What Grieving Parents Need After Child Loss and Sudden Death with Kelly Edmondson - Episode 80
    Apr 21 2026

    WHO THIS EPISODE HELPS:
    Grieving parents, anyone navigating child loss, and those supporting someone through deep grief and trauma.

    WHAT LISTENERS WILL GET:
    Honest insight into grief processing, how to show up for someone in loss, and how to break the silence around death and healing.

    DESCRIPTION:

    In this powerful episode, Nick Gaylord sits down with Kelly Edmondson to explore the unimaginable grief of losing her son, Darius, to sudden unexplained death in epilepsy (SUDEP). Kelly shares the raw reality of child loss, the shock of sudden death, and the emotional aftermath that reshapes identity and life itself. Together, they unpack why silence around grief is more damaging than grief itself and how honest conversation creates space for healing. Kelly opens up about the importance of speaking directly about death, the role of support systems, and what grieving people truly need. The conversation also dives into societal discomfort around loss, the failure of traditional bereavement norms, and the long-term impact of unprocessed grief. Nick guides the discussion with empathy and clarity, reinforcing the mission of Grief Is Not A Dirty Word. This episode is both a tribute to Darius and a roadmap for navigating grief with honesty, connection, and courage.

    This episode answers:

    • How do you cope with the sudden loss of a child?
    • What should you say to someone who is grieving a major loss?
    • Why is silence harmful in the grieving process?
    • How can you support someone dealing with child loss and trauma?
    • What does healthy grief processing actually look like over time?

    Key Takeaways:

    • Grief is not the problem—silence is what isolates and damages healing.
    • Saying the words “dead” and “died” helps process reality, not avoid it.
    • Support matters more than perfection—showing up is everything.
    • Unprocessed grief can manifest as physical, emotional, and mental health issues.
    • There is no timeline for grief, and traditional expectations often fail grieving people.

    Website / Business

    • https://thetimelypresence.com
    • https://www.thememorybox.co

    LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/kelly-edmondson
    Instagram (Personal): https://www.instagram.com/the.kellyedmondson
    Instagram (Business): https://www.instagram.com/thetimelypresence
    Facebook (Business): https://www.facebook.com/TimelyPresence

    Support the show


    GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS!

    FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM!

    BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.griefisnotadirtyword.com

    FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA:

    Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/griefisnotadirtyword
    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/griefisnotadirtyword
    TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@griefisnotadirtyword
    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw
    LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/nick-gaylord/

    Show More Show Less
    1 hr and 15 mins
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