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I Didn't Know I Was an Addict - Until I Quit

I Didn't Know I Was an Addict - Until I Quit

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🎧 EPISODE DESCRIPTION

About a year ago, I went through something I never expected: addiction.

What started as a natural, alcohol-free wellness drink containing kratom extract slowly turned into something I couldn't ignore. When I finally decided to quit cold turkey, I experienced intense withdrawal symptoms, insomnia, anxiety, and a complete disruption of my dopamine and serotonin balance.

In this raw, unscripted conversation with my friend John from WarriorsBFit, we talk about:
• Addiction recovery
• Kratom withdrawal
• Breaking unhealthy habits
• Mental health and resilience
• Why people can't "just quit"
• Personal growth through pain
• Masculine accountability and discipline
• Rebuilding identity after addiction

This episode is about habits, self-awareness, and what happens when you finally let go of the thing holding you back—even when it hurts.

If you're struggling with a substance, a coping mechanism, or a season of burnout, anxiety, or depression, this episode will resonate.

🧠 You are not weak. You are rewiring.
🔥 And recovery is not linear—but it is real.

⚠️ This episode discusses substance use and withdrawal. If you're struggling, consider reaching out to a qualified medical professional or support resource.

⏱️ EPISODE TIMESTAMPS

0:00 – Welcome to Unleash the Ultimate You
0:19 – Why I'm sharing this story
0:47 – Highs and lows of personal growth
1:27 – Growth isn't linear
1:56 – Pain as a prerequisite for change
2:18 – Pressure, leadership, and expectations
3:05 – The physical breakdown begins
4:54 – Speaking on habits and identity
6:35 – Losing my brother and the reality of addiction
7:16 – Kratom extract and "natural" misconceptions
8:18 – Escalation without realizing it
10:11 – Quitting cold turkey
10:25 – Withdrawal symptoms hit hard
12:04 – Insomnia, anxiety, and recovery tools
12:31 – Why people can't "just quit"
13:39 – Drawing the line in the sand
14:03 – Letting go of what holds you back
15:29 – Replacing alcohol with another dependency
17:36 – Removing temptation completely
19:11 – Dopamine, serotonin, and brain recovery
21:17 – Sleep, hydration, and nervous system regulation
23:47 – Withdrawal symptoms people don't talk about
25:09 – Training and sunlight during recovery
26:55 – The opioid epidemic and accountability
28:23 – Becoming yourself again
29:46 – Why sharing this story matters

💬 QUOTES

"I finally understand why people can't just quit."

"You can't reach your next level while dragging what's holding you back."

"The low point existed because I was removing the worst thing in my life."

"Recovery isn't weakness—it's discipline."

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