For most of my life, I hid behind stronger people.

First it was my mom.

Then it was my husband.

I told myself I was easygoing, supportive, and laid back. But the truth was much harder to admit: I was terrified of responsibility because responsibility meant I could fail.

In this deeply personal episode, I share the childhood moment that planted the seed of self-doubt, how I spent years avoiding decisions, what happened when my husband was sentenced to 30 years in prison, and the depression that left me praying, “God, please help me get out of bed.”

From starting a wedding photography business with zero experience, to forgetting the code to my lockbox during a season of overwhelming stress, to stepping onto a comedy stage terrified of bombing, this episode is about the fear of not being enough and the surprising truth I discovered about confidence.

Because confidence isn’t never feeling scared.

It’s moving forward anyway.

If you’ve ever questioned yourself, doubted your abilities, struggled with responsibility, battled insecurity, or wondered if you’re capable of more than you’re currently living, this episode is for you.

Maybe you don’t need more confidence.

Maybe you need proof.

And maybe you’ve been stronger than you think all along.

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