In this deeply personal and culturally grounded episode, Anne Adhiambo takes us back to a Luo homestead in the early 1980s, when her father married wife number five — and the women of the family were expected to celebrate it.

Through the innocent eyes of a five-year-old girl, we witness a moment that was presented as joyful but was quietly soaked in emotional sacrifice. Women cooked, decorated, and competed to welcome their husband’s new bride in the name of “Konya Hero” — a phrase that literally means “help me love,” but in practice meant “I have no choice but to accept this.”

This episode unpacks what polygamy looked like inside Luo culture — not just as a tradition, but as a system that quietly trained women to suppress grief, compete for male approval, and call endurance “strength.” Anne reflects on how culture rewarded men for expansion while teaching women to make peace with emotional displacement.

Moving between memory, cultural analysis, and adult reflection, she explores:

The invisible trauma women carry in polygamous families;

How girls are socialised to admire male power before they understand female pain;

The cost of asking women to welcome what wounds them;

And how modern womanhood begins when we refuse to nurture what we cannot enjoy.

This is not an attack on culture — it is an honest conversation about how some traditions shaped women’s silence, endurance, and self-erasure.

If you have ever been told to “understand,” “accept,” or “be strong” while something in you was breaking, this episode is for you.

In this episode, we confront one of the most uncomfortable truths of emotional healing:

Peace does not come from getting closure — it comes from deciding you no longer need it.

“Choosing Peace On Your Own Terms” is not about pretending nothing hurt.

It is about refusing to keep bleeding just because someone else never apologised, never explained, or never changed.

So many people remain emotionally trapped because they are still waiting:

• waiting for an apology

• waiting for validation

• waiting for accountability

• waiting for someone to finally “see” what they did

But peace does not arrive when other people mature.

Peace arrives when you do.

In this episode, I talk about the invisible cost of unresolved emotional contracts — the expectations we place on people who may never be capable of meeting them. I unpack how holding onto “one day they will…” keeps you emotionally tied to people who have already moved on.

We also explore: • why forgiveness is not the same as reconciliation

• how silence can be a form of self-respect

• why some people don’t deserve continued access to your inner world

• how choosing peace is sometimes an act of emotional rebellion

This is especially for those who were gaslit, ignored, betrayed, or emotionally neglected — and then told to “just move on” without ever being heard.

Moving on does not mean what happened was okay.

It means you decided your future deserves more energy than your past.

This episode will help you:

• stop negotiating with people who have already shown you who they are

• break free from emotional loops

• redefine closure on your own terms

• choose peace without needing permission

If you are tired of replaying conversations that will never happen,if you are exhausted from waiting for apologies that will never come,this episode is for you.

Because peace is not something people give you.

It is something you claim.

And sometimes, claiming it means walking away — quietly, firmly, and without looking back.

In this deeply and reflective episode, we confront one of the hardest emotional truths to accept: sometimes, the people who hurt us will never say “I’m sorry.”

We grow up believing that healing comes after acknowledgement — that closure requires confession, regret, or accountability from the person who caused our pain. But what happens when that apology never comes? What happens when the message is never sent, the call never made, and the wrongdoing is never owned?

This episode explores how many of us become trapped in emotional debt — waiting for people to “pay us back” with apologies, validation, or recognition. We replay conversations in our heads. We rehearse what we would say if they ever showed up. We pause our joy while we wait for justice.

And while we wait… life moves on.

In this conversation, we look at why holding onto that expectation quietly gives other people control over our peace. We talk about bitterness — not as anger, but as unresolved grief that turns into a way of living. And we ask a difficult but freeing question:

What if your healing did not depend on anyone else?

You will hear why forgiveness is not about excusing what happened, and why releasing someone does not mean they were right — it means you are done being emotionally stuck. This episode is about choosing freedom over fairness, peace over proof, and healing over validation.

If you have ever been hurt, overlooked, betrayed, or abandoned — and found yourself still waiting for an apology — this episode is an invitation to stop waiting and start living again.