Trying To Make It Make Sense
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About this listen
You ever look back at your life and think…
“What in the actual chaos was I doing?”
This episode is about the man was with before prison — aka my Olympic-level attempt at ignoring every red flag in existence.
We’re talking:
• Grief I didn’t know how to handle
• A relationship I definitely should’ve run from
• Drinking like it was a personality trait
• And me convincing myself everything was “fine”
Spoiler: it was not fine.
This is the part of my story where I was trying to make heartbreak, addiction, loss, and dysfunction somehow make logical sense… like if I just thought hard enough, it would all magically become healthy.
It didn’t.
But if you’ve ever loved the wrong person, stayed too long, or coped in ways that made things worse — welcome. Pull up a chair.
We’re healing now.
But back then? Whew. We were auditioning for chaos