Have you ever noticed that just as things start going well, something inside you pulls back, procrastinates, or creates chaos?

In this episode, we explore why success, joy, and expansion can feel just as threatening to the nervous system as struggle — and why self-sabotage isn’t a failure, but a form of protection.

Through a grounded yet spiritual lens, you’ll learn how your nervous system responds to positive change, why fear can show up after progress, and how to gently expand your capacity to receive more without forcing yourself or pushing past your limits.

This episode is for you if:

• You sabotage opportunities just as things improve
• You feel anxious, overwhelmed, or disconnected when life gets “too good”
• You struggle to trust yourself, your choices, or your inner guidance
• You want success, alignment, and peace — but your body doesn’t feel ready yet

We’ll talk about:

• Upper limit problems and why your body fears positive change
• How self-sabotage actually shows up in everyday life
• The nervous system’s role in receiving joy, love, visibility, and abundance
• Capacity-building practices that help you feel safe having more
• Why learning to receive without deflecting is a powerful form of healing
• How regulation and self-trust open the door to deeper spiritual guidance

This conversation weaves together nervous system regulation, emotional healing, and spiritual wisdom to help you move from self-sabotage into self-trust — without bypassing your body or forcing transformation.

If you’re ready to stop fighting yourself and start expanding gently, this episode will help you understand what’s really happening beneath the surface — and how to move forward with compassion and clarity.

Learn more about The Oracle Within, a live 5-day journey to reconnect with your intuition, nervous system safety, and higher guidance at mariahaurora.com/oracle

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So many of us understand alignment intellectually, but struggle to embody it day to day. We know what feels true, yet still override ourselves to keep the peace, avoid disappointing others, or stay in situations that no longer fit. This episode is about closing that gap between knowing and living.

We talk about what aligned action really is, how to recognize when choices are coming from fear instead of clarity, and why slowing down often leads to better outcomes than forcing yourself forward. You’ll learn how boundaries protect your ability to say yes to what’s meant for you, and why choosing yourself isn’t selfish, even when it’s uncomfortable.

This episode also offers a gentle reframe around relationships, people-pleasing, and self-abandonment. When you stay where your heart isn’t aligned to avoid hurting someone else, you’re not giving them the best of you, and you’re also blocking what’s meant for both of you. Alignment creates honesty, freedom, and space for everyone to meet their true path.

You’ll leave this episode with a clearer understanding of what embodied healing looks like, why aligned action often feels quieter than fear-based action, and how small, honest choices build trust with yourself over time. This is an invitation to imagine what life can feel like when your nervous system, values, and choices begin working together instead of against each other.

At the end of the episode, I’ll also share an invitation to The Oracle Within, a five-day journey of remembering where you’ll learn how to reconnect with your inner wisdom, create safety in your body, and practice living in alignment without pressure or performance.

If you’ve been craving clarity, trust, and a way of living that feels more peaceful and true, this episode is for you.

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Letting go sounds simple in theory, but in real life it can feel terrifying, especially when the beliefs, identities, and patterns you’re being asked to release once helped you survive. In this episode of Jotindi: Journey to the Inner Divine, we explore why letting go feels so hard and how to move through it without losing yourself.

This episode gently reframes letting go as a process, not a single decision or dramatic breakthrough. You’ll learn why resistance doesn’t mean you’re failing, why healing often comes in layers, and how grief and relief can exist at the same time when old stories begin to loosen their grip.

We talk about releasing identities built around pain, strength, or resilience, and why your nervous system may resist change even when you consciously want healing. You’ll gain a deeper understanding of why letting go happens at the pace your body can tolerate, and why that pace is wisdom, not a problem to fix.

This episode is for you if:

• You feel stuck even though you’ve been “doing the work”

• Letting go feels scary or disorienting

• You’re afraid of who you’ll be without old coping patterns

• You want healing that feels safe, embodied, and sustainable

• You’re ready to realign without forcing change

You’ll leave this episode feeling validated, grounded, and reassured that you’re not broken and you’re not behind. Letting go doesn’t mean losing yourself. It means making space for who you’re becoming.

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