Its 3Am

No script.

Just me talking about the weight of being the strong one -- the one who holds it all together, shows up and doesnt get to fall apart.

Strength looks admirable.

But it can be lonely.

If you are the strong one too...this one is for you.

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Welcome to the part of the internet that doesn't look away.

We talk about death without whispering.

We talk about the fear without pretending we are fearless.

We talk about addiction without glamorizing it.

This is where the uncomfortable stuff lives---the late night thoughts, the grief that lingers, the truth most people would rather scroll past.

If you want honesty with teeth press PLAY.

This isn't an inspirational illness story.

This is the reality of living with Cirrhosis and ling failure caused by addiction.

I am 37.

I am a widow.

I am a single mom.

Sobriety didn't magically fix my life. It gave me the clarity and strength to face what addiction left behind.

No sugar coating. Just truth.

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Grief doesn' t pause when you are a parent.

In this episode I am talking about the reality of raising kids while your own world is falling apart. The exhaustion, the guilt, the impossible balance between carrying your pain and showing up for those young humans who need us the most.

Children grieve differently, Parents grieve quietly. And somewhere in the middle you are just trying to survive another day.

If you are navagting loss while trying to be strong for your kids--this episode is for you.

And if you love someone who is, this may help you understand what they are carrying behind the scenes.

Because parenting while grieving isn't weakness.

Its one of the hardest forms of strength there is.

Grief doesn't arrive quietly.

Trauma doesn't disappear just because we try to silence it.

In this deeply personal episode, I open up about the pain that shaped my addictions, the traumas I carried for years and the devastating loss that changed everything.

I talk honestly about becoming a widow, navigating the grief and the reality of getting sober when life gives you every reason not to.

This is a conversation about trauma, addictions, loss and what it means to break the cycle instead of being consumed by it.

Some wounds can't be numbed.

Some pain demands to be faced.

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XO,

Justine

People avoid you because they are scared to say the wrong thing. Unfortunately they do not understand the silence hurts worse.

Grieving People DO NOT need to be fixed---we need presence and healing.

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Today I’m sharing the story I never imagined I would have to tell — the day everything changed. I talk about the moments leading up to the loss, the phone call, the shock that followed, and what the first hours and days of grief actually felt like.

Grief doesn’t look the way people expect it to. Sometimes it’s numbness. Sometimes it’s confusion. Sometimes it’s simply trying to make it through the next minute.

If you’re walking through loss, this episode is a place to sit for a while. And if you’re supporting someone who is grieving, it may help you understand what they’re experiencing beneath the surface.

This podcast is about rebuilding a life you didn’t choose, learning to live with grief instead of running from it, and reminding you that you are not alone in what you’re feeling.

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I didn't just quit drinking ...I had to learn how to live in a word built around it. Has that happened to you too?

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Next week will be a recorded by audio and video and we have a special My Momma.

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