Episodes

  • Manipulated into Love: My Story of Relationship Manipulation 🫩 Pt. 1

    Manipulated into Love: My Story of Relationship Manipulation 🫩 Pt. 1
    Sep 12 2025

    In this episode, I open up about my personal experience of being manipulated into a relationship that wasn’t built on love, but control. I share the subtle red flags I ignored, the emotional toll it took, and how I eventually recognized the patterns for what they were. This is more than my story — it’s a guide to help you spot manipulation early, protect your boundaries, and reclaim your power. Whether you’ve been through it yourself or want to better understand the signs, this episode is about awareness, healing, and moving forward stronger.
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    46 mins
  • Establishing Boundaries….

    Establishing Boundaries….
    May 3 2023
    I’m asked alot how do I stay positive even with what I’ve been through. In this episode, I answer that! Acceptance and boundary setting. I’m no way or form perfect but I can say that throughout life I’ve acquired a liken to separating myself from those who may not understand or just refuse. That’s when you start to realize what needs to be done for your happiness. Especially when your growing. You don’t want to leave anyone behind especially when their blood but your want to surround yourselves around those who you manifest to want to become. Again, I’m still working on myself but the answer all lies within you. What will make you happy?? This episode and other episode feature songs I have no rights to at all. Featured podcast track is…. Changing- Rod Wave. Follow me on my social media platforms…. https://www.instagram.com/p/CkEQt1ouv9u/?igshid=MWI4MTIyMDE= and my Apple Music profile https://music.apple.com/profile/Bxmami4eva Remember who a person is to you doesn’t define your relationship nor require you to engage in anything especially when it comes to your peace and growth. Until next time Fam!!! ❤️❤️❤️
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    35 mins
  • Prayer is Powerful…

    Prayer is Powerful…
    Jan 30 2023
    In this episode, I express how sicken and sadden I am with the sinful behaviors we’re surrounded around. From Jezebel female officer committing sin with married man or mentally unstable mass shooters from children to elders. It’s getting out of hand. We have time to make for all the worldly things we want as we allow our greed to control us but can’t seem to make time to thank the all mighty for everything we have in our lives. Once we learn to take action by praying for guidance, protection and for wisdom things will only get worst. These times we’re living in requires abilities we will only be able to touch once we’ve started to pray and ask the lord for understanding. Whether you closed for Sunday like Chick-fil-A or decide to wanna give him time everyday the time must be made. This episode and other episode feature songs I have no rights to at all. Featured podcast track is…. Closed on Sundays- Kanye West. Let’s work on praying more so we can all learn how to control and defeat the negativity and evil. Follow me on my social media platforms…. https://www.instagram.com/p/CkEQt1ouv9u/?igshid=MWI4MTIyMDE= and my Apple Music profile https://music.apple.com/profile/Bxmami4eva The apps I use mentioned in this episode are…. The Bible app https://apps.apple.com/us/app/bible/id282935706 The Bible Project https://apps.apple.com/us/app/bibleproject/id1523687027
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    28 mins
  • Recognize….

    Recognize….
    Jan 8 2023
    With the new year here, we’re still faced with everyday life and what hurdles we go through to survive here on earth. It’s been a while so in this episode I touch a few topics while trying to get to the conclusion. That’s the Facts!!! I find more and more people are drawn to me not just because of my beauty but because of the message I deliver. Moving forward, I want to continue sharing my spiritual growth as I battle my way through life while trying to be an example for those who may need guidance. Please continue to share as I’m working on trying to get as many of my messages out into the universe. I need for people to focus and listen. You’ll be surprised how much easier life may be. This episode and other episode feature songs I have no rights to at all. Featured podcast track is…. Real Spill- Lil Baby. This new year let’s work on becoming at peace with ourselves in order to defeat the negativity out here. ❤️ Follow me on my social media platform Instagram… https://www.instagram.com/p/CkEQt1ouv9u/?igshid=MWI4MTIyMDE= And my Apple Music Profile… https://music.apple.com/profile/Bxmami4eva
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    30 mins
  • Mom’s Plea

    Mom’s Plea
    Oct 18 2022
    As I continue my growth process, I touch more on my observation of my mother, her plea and struggle with Depression. This episode is not intended to hurt anyone but to help others be aware that Depression don’t discriminate on age, race or even gender. I’m sharing this story in hopes that anyone that may see signs or that may be going through it will take the advice of getting professional help. Featured Track…. Free Mind- Tems. Let’s help each other in any way we can even if it’s an ear, a shoulder or an hug. Be blessed!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Follow me on social media platform Instagram.. https://www.instagram.com/p/CXTZOKXr3s5/?igshid=NDc0ODY0MjQ= And my Apple Music Profile…. https://music.apple.com/profile/Bxmami4eva
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    32 mins
  • Credit REALization

    Credit REALization
    Sep 17 2022
    In this episode, I speak about my experiences with CREDIT. I discuss what I was taught back in the day, a little about what I’ve encountered and what I’ve gained since establishing and fixing my credit. Tough situations come at any time. Believe I Know!! Let’s give our loyalty to something that will help benefit you and your family when these times come. Now that’s something we all can benefit from for the better. This episode and other episode feature songs I have no rights to at all. The song played in this episode were… Kendrick Lamar- Alright. Featured Pages are Building Credit (Let’s Talk) & Road To 750 both group pages on Facebook. When you send an invite let them know Bxmami sent you! Let’s continue to help, build and support our community. Remember: We can live the life we've always wanted just trust the process. Be Blessed Fam!!! ❤️
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    27 mins
  • Manifesting New Beginnings……

    Manifesting New Beginnings……
    Feb 7 2022
    With a fresh new start☀️… They ask where ya girl been at?! Well I’ve been trying to work on forgiving and healing myself as I live life everyday. I’m just giving y’all a glimpse of what I’ve been striving towards in hopes one day my dreams may come true with the help of the ones who truly love me. I’m also working on my consistency with podcasting so I can continuously keep it real with y’all. As I’m manifesting, I had to feature the one and only Big Sean as he’s known for his growth and speaking on his beliefs. From Overtime to Blessings 🙏🏾 each track featured I’ve related to. It’s just the start so thank y’all for the continued support and stay tuned as your girl stay keeping it real! 💯💯💯 Make sure to follow me. Let me know what you think and more on my Instagram also keep in mind 1 Corinthians 10:13. Let’s continue to spread the love!! https://www.instagram.com/p/CQZID07hvTV/?utm_medium=copy_link
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    38 mins
  • Envious Behavior (Young Dolph & Key Glock Edition)....

    Envious Behavior (Young Dolph & Key Glock Edition)....
    Dec 3 2021
    In this episode, I discuss the acts of senseless gun violence among us in our community. RIP Young Dolph!!! As the community still mourn the death we are still trying to piece together what led to that day. I speak on how we feel we should get justice for what’s right but is hurting one another setting an example of how powerful we are?? When are we finally gonna band together and put the hate and envy to the side and work on uplifting and motivating each other as we should?? Hopefully this episode helps you better understand what it is we are really setting as a whole and how we can come better before it may be to late. Being envious isn’t something I can say I know but being surrounded by envious people who portray wanting the better but really wanting the worst is something I’m sure I’m not the only one to have encountered. Whether it’s associates, friends or even family ENVIOUS PEOPLE are real! As always, real talk with a playlist with two real n***as. Key Glock and Young Dolph ❤️ Just touching what I feel as I stay keeping it real 💯💯 Make sure to follow me and let me know what you think and more on my Instagram and y’all remember Luke 6:27. Let’s continue to spread the love!! https://www.instagram.com/p/CQZID07hvTV/?utm_medium=copy_link
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    36 mins