Episodes

  • Adam Age
    Jun 28 2026

    Corey starts off reading a poem he wrote earlier in the week and discusses a return to the reinvention/relaunch process, embracing literature, and fighting his mind's inability to communicate with his hands by dedicating himself to charcoal and guitar.

    Song(s) of the Week: "Shithawks" by the Flatliners, "Maximum Piss & Vinegar" by Dillinger Four, and "Are You There, Margaret? It's Me God" by the Lawrence Arms

    Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

    For Corey's other show the Smark Avengers, click here: https://open.spotify.com/show/10m9rCJVNLtJFNDnmT1ObN?si=f8ad7ed257944f88

    For all Social Media Links, click here: https://linktr.ee/baldasiwanttobe

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    28 mins
  • The Hypochondria Episode
    May 31 2026

    A recent bout of hypochondria landed Corey in the Emergency Room. This week he's looking back into his past to see why this is such an issue for him.

    Song(s) of the Week: "Covered In Chrome" by Violent Soho

    Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

    For Corey's other show the Smark Avengers, click here: https://open.spotify.com/show/10m9rCJVNLtJFNDnmT1ObN?si=f8ad7ed257944f88

    For all Social Media Links, click here: https://linktr.ee/baldasiwanttobe

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    28 mins
  • Sleep Episode
    May 24 2026

    Corey recounts his issues with sleep throughout the various stages of his life.

    Song(s) of the Week: "EAT MEAT!" by Wheelchair Sports Camp

    Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

    For Corey's other show the Smark Avengers, click here: https://open.spotify.com/show/10m9rCJVNLtJFNDnmT1ObN?si=f8ad7ed257944f88

    For all Social Media Links, click here: https://linktr.ee/baldasiwanttobe

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    28 mins
  • Just Another Saturday
    May 17 2026

    In this scattershot episode, Corey is working through jumbled thoughts and memories.

    Song(s) of the Week: "Shred Cruz" by Mom Jeans

    Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

    For Corey's other show the Smark Avengers, click here: https://open.spotify.com/show/10m9rCJVNLtJFNDnmT1ObN?si=f8ad7ed257944f88

    For all Social Media Links, click here: https://linktr.ee/baldasiwanttobe

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    28 mins
  • Mother's Day
    May 10 2026

    Today is Mother's Day and Corey is processing the anniversary of his Mother's death and his not great relationship with her.

    Song(s) of the Week: "My Head Is Fucked Again" by the Murderburgers

    Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

    For Corey's other show the Smark Avengers, click here: https://open.spotify.com/show/10m9rCJVNLtJFNDnmT1ObN?si=f8ad7ed257944f88

    For all Social Media Links, click here: https://linktr.ee/baldasiwanttobe

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    27 mins
  • Trucker Pills
    May 3 2026

    Corey tells the story about trying to go without sleep for a week with the aid of trucker/caffeine pills on two separate occasions. Why? Just to see if he could do it of course.

    Song(s) of the Week: "USA CHEESE" by Surfbort

    Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

    For Corey's other show the Smark Avengers, click here: https://open.spotify.com/show/10m9rCJVNLtJFNDnmT1ObN?si=f8ad7ed257944f88

    For all Social Media Links, click here: https://linktr.ee/baldasiwanttobe

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    28 mins
  • Remembering Gib
    Apr 26 2026

    Corey discusses gatekeeping and otaku/fanatics as he remembers co-founder of the Laughing Ogre, comic book community giant, friend, and icon Gib Bickel.

    Song(s) of the Week: "Tylenol" by Gramma

    Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

    For Corey's other show the Smark Avengers, click here: https://open.spotify.com/show/10m9rCJVNLtJFNDnmT1ObN?si=f8ad7ed257944f88

    For all Social Media Links, click here: https://linktr.ee/baldasiwanttobe

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    28 mins
  • Bed Trauma
    Apr 19 2026

    Corey discusses trauma and the lingering effects it has had on his relationship with beds and replacing things. Additionally he takes a brief foray into taxidermy and his issues with artificial intelligence.

    Song(s) of the Week: "Be Quiet and Drive (Far Away)" by Deftones

    Song of the Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2WtFA2sX3bQkwX86GwuaL7?si=6e977dbed8704b84

    For Corey's other show the Smark Avengers, click here: https://open.spotify.com/show/10m9rCJVNLtJFNDnmT1ObN?si=f8ad7ed257944f88

    For all Social Media Links, click here: https://linktr.ee/baldasiwanttobe

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    28 mins