Season 3 of Lynn Logic starts here.

In Episode 1 (Part 1): CH-CH-CHanges – Turn And Face The Strain, Lynn talks about change — the kind you choose and the kind that hits without warning — and the psychological impact of both.

This episode covers loss, grief, neurodivergence, PTSD, healing versus functioning, and why laughter is sometimes the only sane response. Right now, Lynn is in transition and staying with her 79-year-old Jewish mother, which means reflection, perspective, and a guided tour of some truly elite old-people décor.

This is a multi-part episode because the journey isn’t finished yet.

Listen or watch, laugh a little, and come along for the ride.

Chin Up. Tits Out.

Episode 22 – Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing | Points 106–110

Hi! Lynn again.
This is Lynn Logic — Episode 22.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law… but I do love to laugh.

This episode is part of the Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing series — a living list I wrote while moving through grief, solitude, and survival. These are points 106–110, captured in real time as I worked through communication, boundaries, and the difference between words and actions.

I talk about silence as an answer, why non-answers are still answers, and what it means to stop chasing clarity from people who won’t give it. I also touch on grief being interrupted, time being taken, and being forced to fight when all you wanted to do was grieve — including navigating estate law, pressure tactics, and decisions made without regard for the person left behind.

This isn’t polished. It’s honest.
It’s a snapshot of healing while it’s still happening.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 23 – Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing | Points 111–117

Hi! Lynn again.
This is Lynn Logic — Episode 23.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law… but I do love to laugh.

This episode wraps up the original list I wrote while I was healing — a constant movement through grief, solitude, reflection, and survival. These are points 111–117, and they’re a mix of humor, humanity, and the quiet truths you only write down when no one’s watching.

I talk about being self-entertaining, getting bored easily, wandering through hardware stores, dancing with tool belts, and why my brain never really shuts up — even when I’m sitting still. I touch on love, belief, religion, maintenance (the high kind and the emotional kind), body realities, and the strange, beautiful moments that live alongside grief.

This is the end of this list — but not the end of my writing.
I kept going. I’m still going. I’m not done yet.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 24 – What Now? (Part 1)

Hi! Lynn again.
This is Lynn Logic — Episode 24.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law… but I do love to laugh.

After everything I lost, I kept asking myself one question: What now?

In this episode, I talk about grief, healing, and the strange freedom that comes when the future you planned disappears. I revisit childhood dreams (hello, Mensa fantasies), test anxiety, brain exercises, procrastination, and the unexpected discovery that I actually love writing. A lot.

Somewhere in the wreckage, I found my voice.
I found stories.
I found new dreams — books, business ideas, even the hope of creating a nonprofit someday.

And if none of that works out? Well, I’ve got a 25-year career in accounting to fall back on. Like the good little Jew my mama raised. Hahaha.

Most importantly, I finally figured out what I want to be when I grow up:

A priority.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 25 – What Now? (Part 2)

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 25: What Now? (Part 2).

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. Let’s get started.

In this episode, I talk about what it means to come out of survival mode after living there for most of my life — even before I met Drew. I’m learning that I don’t have to live in constant fight-or-flight anymore, and I’m slowly starting to believe the hardest sentence of all: I am enough.

I talk about grief, visiting my husband’s grave, and learning how to sit with anxiety instead of letting it control me. From highway anxiety to overstimulation, boundaries, grocery stores, and restaurants — this episode is about recognizing limits, gently pushing some of them, and respecting the ones that need to stay in place.

I also talk honestly about being tired — tired of cruelty disguised as love, tired of being misunderstood — and about the unconditional love I had for my husband and will always carry with me.

I’ve always lived on hope, even knowing disappointment well. And if you need hope right now? I’ve got you.

If you want to reach out, you can text me (I really do mean text — I never answer my phone), email me, or write me. All my contact information is on the front page of DrewInDrag.com.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 26 – Darkest Parts

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 26: Darkest Parts.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. Let’s get started.

In this episode, I talk about something a fellow trauma survivor asked me recently: Have you tackled the darkest parts yet?
If you’ve lived through trauma, you know exactly what that means. These are the memories you either share only with a therapist — or don’t share at all. The most painful moments. The ones that sit in the dark.

When I was asked that question, my mind immediately filled with those memories. I know them. I’m beginning to share them with my therapist, because I tend to have a “get it all out” mentality. While I’ve shared a lot through my writing, videos, and website, I haven’t shared everything.

This episode is about acknowledging that truth — and what it means to start opening doors that have been closed for a long time.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 27 – DrewInDrag.com

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 27.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. Let’s get started.

In this episode, I talk about DrewInDrag.com — why I created it and why it matters. I made this site first and foremost for Drew, my late husband, who lived much of his life silenced by conditional love, shame, and the pressure to fit into boxes he was never meant for. All Drew ever wanted was what we all want: to be loved. And I made sure he knew that my love for him was unconditional.

I also made this site for myself. I was silent for 13 years — long enough — and silence was never my natural state. DrewInDrag is where the videos end, but the story continues. The website includes my writing, photos, and videos of Drew and our life together — including his own words about alcoholism, his demons, and his perspective.

If you choose to visit DrewInDrag.com, thank you for listening, for seeing, and for holding space.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 28 – What’s To Come

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 28.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. I have a 25-year background in accounting and operations, a BA in psychology, and a lifelong love of patterns, numbers, and categories. Lynn Logic is the result of all of that colliding.

In this episode, I talk about what’s next. I’m heading to Podcast Movement in Dallas (August 18–21) to learn, connect, and make friends in a world that’s still new to me. I’ve been writing nonstop — Lynn Logic, the beginnings of an autobiography, and the memories that resurface as part of PTSD recovery. My life has been full of spectacular mishaps, wild adventures, and moments you couldn’t plan for — and I’m finally writing them all down.

My plan is evolving as I recognize patterns (especially in social media), but I do know this: I have dreams again. I’ll still release Lynn Logic episodes, just at a slower pace, with more room to play with visuals, scenes, and storytelling.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙