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Metanoia Madness

Metanoia Madness

Written by: Nicholas Bradshaw
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Metanoia Madness is a raw, real, and radically honest podcast about spiritual evolution, emotional healing, and what it truly means to live an aligned life. Hosted by Nicholas Cornell Bradshaw, a creative storyteller, life coach, and soul-led thinker, this podcast explores the messy, beautiful journey of transformation, not just as an idea, but as a lived experience.

This isn’t about surface-level motivation. This is about the madness of metamorphosis - the unraveling of who you thought you had to be so you can become who you really are.

Whether you’re navigating a spiritual awakening, shedding old identities, healing from emotional pain, or rebuilding your life from the inside out, Metanoia Madness creates space for the questions that don’t always have easy answers.

Each episode dives deep into topics like:

• Shadow work and releasing limiting beliefs

• Manifestation, law of attraction, and energetic alignment

• Letting go of control, trusting divine timing, and surrendering the struggle

• Detachment, spiritual resilience, and the power of presence

• Self-worth, emotional intelligence, and building unshakable self-trust

• Masculine and feminine integration, divine polarity, and sacred relationships

• Synchronicity, intuition, and the spiritual signs guiding your path

• Redefining success, choosing alignment over approval, and living with intention

But Metanoia Madness doesn’t just tell you what to think; it invites you to feel more deeply, question more honestly, and live more freely.

Through poetic reflections, personal stories, and grounded spiritual insights, Nicholas offers a voice that’s both soothing and provocative.. the kind of voice that doesn’t shy away from discomfort, but walks with you through it. He speaks to the overthinkers, the feelers, the ones who’ve outgrown their old lives but aren’t quite sure who they’re becoming yet.

This is a podcast for people who feel “too much,” want “too much,” and refuse to live a life that feels muted. It’s for those waking up to the truth that healing is not about fixing what’s broken, it’s about remembering what’s whole.

Each week, you’ll find episodes that are both philosophical and practical, spiritually grounded and emotionally raw, designed to help you:

• Break free from societal programming

• Reconnect with your intuition and soul wisdom

• Transmute your pain into purpose

• Cultivate clarity, inner peace, and deep trust

• Rewrite the story you’ve been told about who you are

Whether you’re listening on a morning walk, in the middle of a breakdown, or during a quiet moment of reflection, Metanoia Madness will meet you where you are and gently remind you: you are not alone and you’re not crazy for wanting more.

Join thousands of listeners around the world who are done performing, done pretending, and done waiting for permission to be themselves.

You’re not here to fit in. You’re here to wake up, rise up, and live fully aligned with your truth.

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Episodes
  • The Life I Still Would Have Chosen

    The Life I Still Would Have Chosen
    Feb 2 2026

    This episode is not recorded from the other side of the storm. It’s recorded from inside it.

    In Episode 104 of Metanoia Madness, Nicholas reflects on what it means to stay present with real life when momentum exists but relief does not. When progress is happening, but stability still feels out of reach. When vision is alive, but proof has not arrived yet.

    He speaks honestly about the tension of carrying a personal life inside a world that feels unstable, the weight of knowing who you are before life reflects it, and the complicated spiritual landscape of faith without a script.

    This episode explores:

    • Progress without relief, growth without ease

    • The exhaustion of surviving while still becoming

    • The shame that comes from not being “where you thought you’d be”

    • How global uncertainty leaks into the nervous system

    • Faith, agency, and the tension between waiting and participation

    • Choosing the path even when it hasn’t rewarded you yet

    The episode closes with a reflection and affirmation for anyone in a heavy, unresolved season:

    “If you could look back from five years in the future, what part of who you’re becoming now would you be grateful you didn’t abandon?”

    Affirmation: I trust the path that shaped me, even before it rewards me.
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    28 mins
  • What I No Longer Explain

    What I No Longer Explain
    Jan 26 2026

    In Episode 103 of Metanoia Madness, Nicholas explores the quiet shift that happens when you stop explaining yourself out of habit and start speaking from trust.

    For a long time, explanation felt like responsibility, care, and clarity. But over time, it became exhausting. Not because anyone was demanding it, but because it was being offered automatically, as a way of managing perception, smoothing discomfort, and staying ahead of misunderstanding.

    This episode reflects on:

    • When explanation shifts from communication to self-abandonment

    • The emotional cost of constant justification

    • How trust changes language and boundaries

    • Letting silence and clarity stand without defense

    • Why being understood isn’t the same as being aligned

    • How over-explaining quietly erodes self-trust

    This is not an episode about withdrawing or shutting people out. It’s about discernment. About noticing when explanation is intentional, and when it’s simply a reflex you no longer need.

    If you’ve ever felt drained after explaining yourself, softened your truth to make it easier to receive, or narrated your decisions before anyone asked, this episode offers a grounded place to pause.

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    If this episode resonated, consider sharing it with someone who’s learning to trust their clarity without justification.
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    24 mins
  • What I Trust Now

    What I Trust Now
    Jan 19 2026

    Trust doesn’t always look like certainty.

    In this episode of Metanoia Madness we reflect on how trust evolves when certainty is no longer the goal.

    For a long time, I believed trust meant clarity, confidence, and knowing exactly what to do next. But over time, that definition stopped holding weight. What I trust I now is quieter, slower, and less reactive. It doesn’t come from urgency or emotional intensity, but from what remains consistent once fear, excitement, and doubt have had time to settle.

    This episode explores:

    • Why urgency is often mistaken for intuition

    • The difference between trust and comfort

    • Letting clarity arrive without force

    • Paying attention to what remains instead of what spikes

    • Moving through uncertainty without turning against yourself

    • Trusting steadiness over intensity

    This is not an episode about making perfect decisions or eliminating doubt. It’s about learning how to move through life without rushing clarity, forcing outcomes, or abandoning yourself when things are still unfolding.

    If you’re in a season where things feel open-ended, undefined, or quieter than you expected, this episode is an invitation to slow down and listen to what holds.

    🎁 Download the free Start With Why Clarity Guide → metanoiamadness.com
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    18 mins
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