Episodes

  • Paige Sinicki Beat Cancer the Same Way She Plays: One for One
    Jul 16 2026
    Paige Sinicki won the first Gold Glove in Oregon softball history, a Big Ten championship, and played in the Women's College World Series. Then, at 22, with no family history and no symptoms, she was diagnosed with Stage 2 breast cancer. In this episode of Out of Left Field, the Portland Cascade infielder opens up about the sticky note mantra — "One for One" — that carried her through 8 rounds of chemotherapy, the teammates who showed up to every infusion, and her emotional return to professional softball at Hillsboro Ballpark.

    ▶️ IN THIS EPISODE:
    - Growing up in Henderson, Nevada & chasing her brother into softball
    - 4-hour drives every Friday to play for the Corona Angels
    - Derek Jeter, defense wins championships & the first Gold Glove in Oregon softball history
    - The values that ground her: growth, heart & gratitude
    - Being 5'3" and overlooked — "the game doesn't know how big you are"
    - November 11: the breast cancer diagnosis at 22
    - "One for One" — the sticky note that got her through 8 rounds of chemo
    - Why chemo felt like a softball season
    - The teammates who showed up to every single infusion
    - How faith carried her through treatment
    - Her return with the Portland Cascade — replacing Sis Bates & the at-bat that brought the crowd to its feet

    🥎 ABOUT PAIGE SINICKI:
    Paige Sinicki is a professional softball infielder for the Portland Cascade of the Athletes Unlimited Softball League (AUSL). At Oregon, she became the first player in program history to win the NFCA Rawlings Gold Glove (2024), was named Pac-12 Defensive Player of the Year, and helped lead the Ducks to a Big Ten championship and the 2025 Women's College World Series. Diagnosed with Stage 2 breast cancer at age 22, she returned to professional softball just eight months later.

    🎙️ ABOUT OUT OF LEFT FIELD:
    Out of Left Field is a softball podcast telling the real stories behind the game — long-form conversations with the players, coaches, and personalities shaping pro softball, college softball, and the AUSL. Hosted by Abby Alonzo. Sponsored by Triple Crown Jewelry.

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    20 mins
  • Erin Coffel on Winning the First-Ever AUSL MVP, Delusional Belief & Small-Town Roots | OLF
    Jul 15 2026
    Erin Coffel made history as the first-ever AUSL MVP — and in this episode of Out of Left Field, recorded in Chicago just hours before first pitch on the 4th of July, she opens up about the mindset that got her there. From small-town Illinois and a high school state championship with her best friends, to Kentucky, Florida, and pro softball with the Chicago Bandits, Erin breaks down the "delusional belief" philosophy that changed her career, the battle between Self 1 and Self 2, and why she told her team to stop chasing last year's version of themselves. In this episode: Small-town roots, a high school state championship & still taking ground balls on her old field The high school coach who taught her to believe in herself (and hated her sidearm throws) Overcoming negative self-talk: "sometimes you just gotta be a little bit delusional" The Mindset Mentor podcast episode that changed everything Self 1 vs. Self 2 — The Inner Game of Tennis applied to softball Mentoring young athletes and how teaching became her own reset Winning the first-ever AUSL MVP and handling the expectations that follow "Be you right now" — the message she gave her team after a rough spring scrimmage Kim Ng's leadership and why players believe in the AUSL's future How Skylar Wallace inspires her every single day The legacy she wants to leave: it's okay to truly care TIMESTAMPS: 00:00 – Intro from Chicago 00:35 – Small-town life & winning a state championship with her best friends 01:25 – The high school coach who changed the game for her 03:21 – The sidearm story: "the whole entire team is running" 03:44 – Combating negative self-talk at the plate 04:05 – Delusional belief & the Mindset Mentor podcast 05:03 – Self 1 vs. Self 2: The Inner Game of Tennis 06:47 – Mentoring teammates & young athletes 07:35 – Winning the first-ever AUSL MVP 08:52 – "Be you right now" — letting go of expectations 10:15 – Coach Walton, Florida & who shaped her vision for softball 11:30 – Why Skylar Wallace motivates her every day 11:58 – The legacy she wants to leave behind ABOUT ERIN COFFEL: Erin Coffel is a professional softball player for the Chicago Bandits and the first-ever AUSL MVP. A standout at Kentucky before serving as a graduate assistant at Florida under Coach Tim Walton, Erin grew up in small-town Illinois, where she won a high school state championship. She now mentors young athletes through remote lessons while competing at the highest level of professional softball. ABOUT OUT OF LEFT FIELD: Out of Left Field is a softball podcast and media platform telling the real stories of the athletes growing the game. Hosted by Abby Alonzo, OLF features long-form conversations with professional softball players, college stars, and the voices shaping women's sports. This episode is part of the Summer of Softball tour — 10 stops covering the WCWS, all six AUSL markets, the PSL, and the AUSL Championship Series. This episode is presented by Solaro Shades — Official Eyewear of the Out of Left Field Tour. Use code OLF for free shipping! SUBSCRIBE for new episodes all summer long! #ErinCoffel #AUSL #ChicagoBandits #ProSoftball
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    13 mins
  • Jazmyn Jackson on Her Historic Triple Crown, Atlanta Smoke & Pro Softball Around the World
    Jul 1 2026
    Jazmyn Jackson on Her Historic Triple Crown, Atlanta Smoke & Pro Softball Around the World DESCRIPTION Jazmyn Jackson has played professional softball all over the world — the Netherlands, Italy, Mexico, Athletes Unlimited, and now the Atlanta Smoke in the AUSL. In this episode of Out of Left Field, recorded in Kansas City just three hours before first pitch, Jazmyn opens up about her historic Triple Crown season in Liga Mexicana de Softbol, the story behind the number 24 and her love for Rickey Henderson, and the mindset shift that changed her entire career: calling herself a professional athlete first. In this episode:
    • Why Jazmyn fell in love with softball — and why it's really about the people
    • What it's like playing for the Atlanta Smoke in the AUSL
    • Pro softball in the Netherlands vs. Italy vs. Mexico — culture, coaching & competition
    • Playing in front of tens of thousands of fans in Mexico's MLB-like atmosphere
    • Her Triple Crown season: .519 batting average, 10 home runs, 32 RBIs
    • Hitting .857 with 4 home runs in the championship series
    • The Rickey Henderson influence and unlearning the fear of being "too much"
    • "I'm a professional athlete" — the identity shift that changed everything
    • Reimagining Resistance Through Radical Love: Jazmyn's advocacy and mission
    • Creating the first Manager of Civic Leadership role at Athletes Unlimited
    • Her message for young girls: show up exactly as who you are
    TIMESTAMPS:
    00:00 – Intro from Kansas City (PSL tour stop)
    00:42 – Falling in love with softball & the people behind it
    02:41 – Playing for the Atlanta Smoke
    04:42 – Netherlands vs. Italy vs. Mexico: pro softball around the world
    06:36 – Mexico's fans & the most MLB-like season of her career
    08:15 – KC Diamonds & communities rallying around women's sports
    09:09 – Realizing her impact on women's sports
    10:39 – The historic Triple Crown season in Mexico
    12:43 – The story behind #24 & Rickey Henderson
    15:42 – Unlearning the box: "I'm a professional athlete"
    19:03 – Reimagining Resistance Through Radical Love
    21:14 – Where her advocacy comes from & Athletes Unlimited
    23:38 – Advice for the next generation of girls in sports ABOUT JAZMYN JACKSON:
    Jazmyn Jackson is a professional softball player for the Atlanta Smoke. A former Cal Bears standout, she has played professionally in the Netherlands, Italy, Mexico, and Athletes Unlimited. In Liga Mexicana de Softbol, she made history as a Triple Crown winner, hitting .519 with 10 home runs and 32 RBIs. Off the field, Jazmyn is an advocate and business owner whose mission is "Reimagining Resistance Through Radical Love." ABOUT OUT OF LEFT FIELD:
    Out of Left Field is a softball podcast and media platform telling the real stories of the athletes growing the game. Hosted by Abby Alonzo, OLF features long-form conversations with professional softball players, college stars, and the voices shaping women's sports. This episode is part of the Summer of Softball tour — 10 stops covering the WCWS, all six AUSL markets, the PSL, and the AUSL Championship Series. This episode is presented by Triple Crown Jewelry and Solaro Shades. SUBSCRIBE for new episodes all summer long
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    26 mins
  • Jess Clements: UCLA & Cal Poly Star on Identity, Pressure & Her Dad's Letters | Out of Left Field
    Jun 18 2026
    Jess Clements — UCLA & Cal Poly outfielder and AUSL Chicago Bandits rookie — joins Out of Left Field for a raw, honest conversation about identity beyond the sport, processing disappointment as a pro, the dad letters that shaped her, and what makes the AUSL culture so special. Filmed in Chicago on the OLF Summer of Softball nationwide tour. ▶️ SUBSCRIBE for more long-form athlete storytelling! ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ IN THIS EPISODE ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ - From Salinas, CA to Cal Poly San Luis Obispo — agriculture major turned softball star - Why she entered the transfer portal & chose UCLA for her fifth year - Earning her master's in coaching & leadership while playing pro - Being a "learner": where her curiosity and competitiveness come from - Tying self-worth to performance — and learning to let go - The autograph debate: athletes are people, not just performers - Her dad's daily emails from birth, printed in binders she still keeps - Quitting pitching (and the letter that set her free) - Playing up with older girls, isolation & finding your support system - Processing disappointment & pressure as a pro right now - How a veteran teammate's words grounded her mid-slump - What makes the AUSL bond and culture genuinely different ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ TIMESTAMPS ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ 00:00 Intro — On the green in Chicago 00:36 Jess's story: Salinas, Cal Poly & UCLA 01:12 Pursuing a master's while playing pro 03:24 Where the hunger to learn comes from 04:14 Bringing a learner's mindset to softball 05:30 What Cal Poly taught her 06:22 Identity beyond the sport & the autograph debate 09:08 Serving others as a character trait 09:48 Her dad's influence & the daily email letters 12:10 What those letters mean to her now 12:18 Quitting pitching — the email that freed her 13:16 Softball dads & playing up with older girls 14:11 Advice to her younger, isolated self 15:50 Processing disappointment as a pro 17:28 Who she leans on right now 18:18 The AUSL vets, rookies & a teammate's reminder 19:43 Why the AUSL culture matters for women's sports ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ABOUT JESS CLEMENTS ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ Jessica "Jess" Clements (#5) is an outfielder for the AUSL Chicago Bandits, drafted in the 2025 allocation draft. A Salinas, California native, she starred at Cal Poly — leaving as the program's career batting average leader (.414) and the 2022 Big West Freshman Field Player of the Year — before transferring to UCLA, where she was a key bat on the Bruins' Women's College World Series run. She was the 2024 Big West Conference Player of the Year and a three-time NFCA West All-Region selection, and earned her master's in coaching and leadership through UCLA's John Wooden program. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ABOUT OUT OF LEFT FIELD ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ Out of Left Field (OLF) is an independent softball podcast and media platform built on long-form athlete storytelling — going beyond the box score to the people behind the game. Hosted by Abby Alonzo. #OutOfLeftField #JessClements #AUSL #ChicagoBandits #Softball #UCLASoftball #CalPoly #WomensSports #ProSoftball #SoftballPodcast
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    20 mins
  • Sharlize Palacios on Growing Up in a Baseball Family, Transferring to UCLA, and Her Vision for Professional Softball | AUSL Utah Talons
    Jun 11 2026
    Out of Left Field host Abby Alonzo sits down with Utah Talons catcher and 2025 AUSL Champion Sharlize Palacios — one day before the Talons' first ever home opener in Salt Lake City. Sharlize opens up about growing up in Chula Vista, California in a family where softball and baseball were everything. Her dad was drafted by the Cleveland Indians. Her sister played for Team Mexico in the Olympics. And Sharlize? She walked out to the front yard in her sister's catcher's gear at 5 years old and never looked back. In this episode, Sharlize gets into:
    • Growing up around elite athletes and how her family shaped her career
    • The travel ball days with Jadelyn Allchin, Maya Brady and the Orange County Batbusters
    • The fear of entering the transfer portal and how UCLA changed her life personally and professionally
    • Imposter syndrome, mental health, and what it really takes to compete at the highest level
    • What it's like being one of 90 elite athletes in the AUSL — and the culture they're building together
    • The origin of her nickname "La Chispa" — and her connection to Fernando Tatis Jr.
    • Her vision for professional softball in the next five to ten years
    This episode is brought to you by Solaro Shades — the official eyewear of the Out of Left Field Summer of Softball Tour. Use code OLF for free shipping at solaroshades.com. Out of Left Field is an independent softball podcast built around telling the human stories behind the game. New episodes every week. Subscribe so you don't miss a stop on the tour.

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    📍 Timestamps: 0:00 — Introduction & Salt Lake City opening day energy 2:15 — Growing up in Chula Vista with a baseball and softball family 6:30 — Her dad and sister as her hitting and catching coaches 10:00 — Travel ball days with Jadelyn Allchin and the Orange County Batbusters 15:30 — The decision to transfer and entering the portal 21:00 — Losing her grandma and the personal side of the transfer to UCLA 25:00 — Imposter syndrome and mental health in elite athletics 30:00 — What it's like competing alongside the best 90 softball players in the world 36:00 — The culture of the AUSL and what they're building together 41:00 — The origin of "La Chispa" and Fernando Tatis Jr. 46:00 — Her vision for professional softball in five to ten years 50:00 — The dodgeball tournament and closing thoughts
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    21 mins
  • How Chelsay Day Became Softball's Go-To Sports Agent | Legacy Creators Management
    Jun 4 2026
    This week on Out of Left Field, Abby Alonzo sits down in person in Oklahoma City at the Women's College World Series (WCWS) — the first in-person episode of the Summer of Softball Tour — with Chelsay Day, founder of Legacy Creators Management, for a real conversation about building a career in sports representation from the ground up. Recorded at the WCWS in Oklahoma City, Chelsay opens up about how she got into being a sports agent and the genuine personal relationships she's built with the athletes she represents. We get into what it really takes to manage talent in today's softball world, including her work with stars like Jocelyn Alo, Alyssa Brito, Kinzie Hansen, Kelsey Stewart-Hunter, and Ashton Lansdell. We also dig into the bigger stuff: being a woman in sports, being a mom while building a company, why making time for yourself matters and how she actually does it, and why a strong personal brand is everything for athletes navigating the NIL era. This one's for anyone who loves softball, follows the business side of women's sports, or wants to understand what a sports agent actually does. This episode is presented by Triple Crown Jewelry. Like, subscribe, and turn on notifications so you don't miss a stop on the Summer of Softball Tour — kicking off at the WCWS in Oklahoma City. #Softball #WCWS #WomenInSports
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    23 mins
  • Maya Johnson Opens Up on Chemo, Loyalty, NIL & What It Actually Took to Get to the AUSL
    May 28 2026
    She was told she couldn't play college softball — twice. She went through 10 rounds of chemotherapy this fall. Then she threw a perfect game 21 days after her last infusion, went 21-1 with a 0.57 ERA, and was drafted 3rd overall by the Oklahoma City Spark — becoming the first mid-major player in AUSL history to receive a Golden Ticket.Maya Johnson (Belmont University) sits down with Abby Alonzo on Out of Left Field for her most personal interview yet.In this episode:- How Maya was medically disqualified at Pitt and told she'd never play — then heard the same thing at Bowling Green- What it was like going through chemotherapy for lupus while still training three to four days a week- Why she turned down $380,000 in NIL money to stay at Belmont- The moment she almost quit chemo — and what stopped her- The Jessica Mendoza golden ticket surprise and what she actually said when she walked out- Her identity outside of softball, working in the pediatric cardiac ICU, and why she chose nursing- Advice for young athletes on recruiting, the transfer portal, and when to follow your heart over the money- What it means to be the first mid-major player drafted in AUSL history — and what she wants that to say to the next generation━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━🎙️ ABOUT MAYA JOHNSON━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━Maya Johnson is a redshirt senior left-handed pitcher from Columbia Station, Ohio. A four-year starter at Belmont University, she is a two-time Missouri Valley Conference Pitcher of the Year, two-time NFCA First Team All-American, and the NCAA's active career strikeout leader. In 2026 she led Division I in ERA (0.57), strikeouts (381), shutouts (14), and strikeout-to-walk ratio (11.91). She was selected 3rd overall by the Oklahoma City Spark in the 2026 AUSL College Draft — the first mid-major player in league history to receive a Golden Ticket. She is also pursuing a doctorate in nursing.━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━⏱️ TIMESTAMPS━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━0:00 – Intro & Welcome0:37 – Season ending at the Tuscaloosa Regional — how she's processing it1:35 – Maya tells her full story: Pitt, Bowling Green, finding Belmont4:15 – Being medically disqualified twice and refusing to accept it5:53 – How she found Belmont and committed less than a month before school started7:21 – The transfer portal this offseason — why she almost left again9:38 – Seeing the Instagram ad for Belmont's hybrid doctoral program and pulling out of the portal11:30 – The lupus flare, 10 rounds of chemo, and training through it12:57 – Abby shares her own experience with her dad's lymphoma and chemo14:01 – What softball gave her during chemotherapy — community, purpose, and a reason to keep going16:17 – Writing handwritten letters to every teammate at the end of the season17:28 – How rejection made her better and what her parents instilled in her18:53 – The loyalty to Belmont and turning down $380K in NIL20:39 – What coaches said in the portal that made her cry and realize she needed to go back22:28 – Advice for young athletes on recruiting and the transfer portal25:32 – The importance of identity outside of softball and the illness narrative27:24 – Why she chose nursing and the nurses who changed her life during her diagnosis28:11 – Her tattoo: "If you can't see the sunshine, be the sunshine"29:13 – What it means to be the first mid-major AUSL draft pick and growing the game31:32 – Fear as a lie and the gut feeling she still gets before medical clearance calls34:21 – Work ethic, intentionality, and what she'd tell a 12-year-old36:42 – Fighting competitively as a kid and winning a bronze medal at the world championships38:49 – What she's most proud of in her entire journey39:18 – What 15-year-old Maya would say looking at where she is now40:11 – Outro━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━🎙️ ABOUT OUT OF LEFT FIELD━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━Out of Left Field is a softball and baseball media podcast hosted by Abby Alonzo. We go beyond the highlight reel — real conversations with real athletes about the journey, the grind, and everything the box score doesn't show. New episodes dropping regularly.📲 Follow Out of Left Field:Instagram: @olfmediaTikTok: @outofleftfieldmediaYouTube: @outofleftfieldmedia📲 Follow Abby:Instagram: @abbigailalonzoTikTok: @abbyalonz0📲 Follow Maya:Instagram: @johnson_maya━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━🔔 Subscribe so you never miss an episode.━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━#OutOfLeftField #MayaJohnson #Softball #AUSL #CollegeSoftball ...
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    41 mins
  • Dallas Escobedo Magee on Winning a Natty as a Freshman, Representing Mexico, the Tokyo Olympics & Betting on the AUSL | Out of Left Field
    May 21 2026
    Dallas Escobedo Magee joins Out of Left Field for a full career deep dive — from winning a national championship as an ASU freshman, to switching flags and representing Team Mexico, to throwing the qualifying pitch that sent Mexico to the Olympics for the first time in history, to seven seasons in Japan, to pitching in Times Square as part of the 2026 AUSL launch. This one goes deep. 🎙️ IN THIS EPISODE:
    • How Dallas fell in love with softball in Glendale, Arizona — and why pitching found her at age 9
    • What it was like to win a national championship as a college freshman at Arizona State
    • The real story behind switching from Team USA to representing Team Mexico
    • Throwing the pitch that qualified Mexico for their first-ever Olympic softball appearance
    • Losing her grandfather two days before her Olympic debut — and taking the mound anyway
    • What 7 seasons of pro softball in Japan taught her about the game, discipline, and life
    • How her master's degree in autism and behavior analysis shapes her coaching approach
    • Why she left Japan and bet on the AUSL — and what it felt like to pitch in Times Square
    • Her message to the 18-year-old girl stepping into her college career: don't put a ceiling on yourself
    ⏱️ TIMESTAMPS:
    • 0:00 — Intro & welcome
    • 0:28 — Dallas introduces herself: NPF, Japan, AUSL
    • 1:18 — The origin story: Glendale, Arizona, and falling in love with softball
    • 2:28 — How pitching found her at age 9
    • 3:07 — Going to Arizona State and winning a national championship as a freshman
    • 4:20 — What winning a Natty in year one does to the rest of your college career
    • 5:21 — Her relationship with pressure — and what "being prepared" actually means
    • 7:01 — Advice for young pitchers on preparation and the bullpen
    • 8:39 — Playing for Team USA juniors, then making the decision to represent Mexico
    • 10:24 — Mexico reaches out, her first tournament, and the moment she was hooked
    • 11:36 — On pivoting gracefully when things don't go your way
    • 13:07 — Throwing the qualifying pitch that sent Mexico to the Tokyo Olympics
    • 14:20 — Losing her Tata two days before her Olympic debut
    • 15:48 — What she thinks her grandfather would have said watching her pitch
    • 16:43 — The decision to play pro softball in Japan — seven seasons with Toyota Shoki
    • 19:44 — How her husband Chris made it work across time zones and visa windows
    • 21:01 — What Japan taught her about respect for the game
    • 23:26 — Getting a master's degree in autism and behavior analysis while playing overseas
    • 25:16 — How special education training translates directly to coaching
    • 28:21 — Coming home: signing with the Utah Talons and the AUSL
    • 30:29 — What it means to be part of the moment softball has been waiting for
    • 31:43 — The ESPNW Summit, the Sephora Times Square billboard, and pitching in NYC
    • 33:36 — Words of advice to the 18-year-old stepping into college softball
    👤 ABOUT DALLAS ESCOBEDO MAGEE:
    • 2011 NCAA National Champion | Arizona State University
    • 2011 WCWS Co-Most Outstanding Player
    • 2011 First-Team All-American | Pac-10 Freshman of the Year
    • Career record at ASU: 115–26 | 1,222 strikeouts (2nd all-time in program history)
    • NPF #1 Overall Draft Pick (2014) — Pennsylvania Rebellion
    • Team USA Junior National Team | Team Mexico National Team (2016–present)
    • 2020 Tokyo Olympian 🇲🇽 — First pitcher in Mexico's Olympic softball history
    • Threw the pitch that qualified Mexico for their first-ever Olympic appearance (2019)
    • 7 seasons with Toyota Shoki — Japan Diamond League
    • M.S. Autism & Behavior Analysis | Pitching Coach, Cal State Fullerton
    • 2026 AUSL — Utah Talons
    📱 Follow Dallas: @dalpal12 on Instagram 📻 ABOUT OUT OF LEFT FIELD: Out of Left Field is the softball podcast that goes deep on the players, coaches, and stories growing this game. Hosted by Abby Alonzo, OLF covers professional softball, women's sports, NIL, and the culture of the game — from the field to the business side. 🔔 Subscribe so you don't miss an episode.
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    36 mins