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Queen

Queen

Written by: Elaina Redmond
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Like the Phoenix who rises, from the ashes. Opening your wings, to fly. All the wounds have healed, All I want is real. The favorite color blue. The master piece, was it took to heal. Everything was grey for a while, until you were able to see color again. The “Queen” isn’t someone who knows everything. It’s the price of going through the darkest moments that life hands you, to face fear and say I can handle this. The walk through fire , to face your deepest fears, nothing scares you, because what scared you. You already face at a young age. The one risen from the ashes to share the story of survival, There were several or more times I repeated a story that I didn’t feel like I was giving it all justice or that the darkest parts were still raw and hard to type out. Surviving the darkest part doesn’t mean you fully be over it, you just learn to accept it. The nightmares, flashbacks and constantly apologizing wasn’t your fault it was the environment you were raised in, but chose to escape to make a change, Not just for you, but for everyone else.

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Elaina Redmond Hygiene & Healthy Living Social Sciences
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  • CRYSTAL CLEAR

    CRYSTAL CLEAR
    Apr 28 2026
    Name one decision that became crystal clear to you, but you weren’t sure how to go about it? You know what decision you make isn’t just about survival; but it will define the rest of your life. Not in a bad way, but it will define who you became. From nine years old to thirteen years old of sexual, mental, physical and verbal abuse by someone you weren’t related to. The courage of speaking up, collecting evidence to finally being free. It never felt being free. Even having a lifetime restraining order and that individual not allowed to be in the same state as you. What did actually mean being free, when you are constantly looking over your shoulder? Still having nightmares, waking up in sweat or crying, even though you learned to be okay and to live with it. You chose to correct your mistakes and to be a better person. Then two individuals breaking your confidentiality, one was a nurse and the other just became a doctor. You would think they would know what HIPPA and PHI means, but they don’t care. Two vendors, while one was a supervisor, you let your ego get in the way. Now the both of you broke Federal laws, while sharing my information without my consent. All the things that were thrown at you, you could become cold-hearted but you didn’t. You chose to heal before you made your next move. When you did make your next move, you wanted to make the right one, but also be clear-minded. This wasn’t about revenge or treating them the same way they treated you. This move was to make sure your story would be heard and anyone else who went this would be taking seriously. That no one else would have to go through this. They will have to live with the consequences of their actions. That this is on their record permanently. That being a bully, using information as a gain to harrass, you really didn’t think none of this through. If you can’t handle the consequences of your actions then don’t do it. The crystal clear answer to life is to learn the lessons, learn from the mistakes, but never dwell on the past. Forgive yourself, forgive others, and continue to move forward.

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