Episodes

  • Bonus guided meditation: I’m not settling

    Bonus guided meditation: I’m not settling
    Jan 7 2026
    This is a short guided meditation to help you release energetic attachments to what no longer meets you and reconnect with your standards, worth, and inner knowing. It is designed to ground you back into trust, self-respect, and embodied clarity.

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    9 mins
  • I’m not settling

    I’m not settling
    Jan 5 2026
    This episode explores what it really means to stop settling in relationships, sex, and life- and the discomfort, clarity, and power that come with choosing yourself.

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    9 mins
  • Finding my voice through sexuality

    Finding my voice through sexuality
    Dec 31 2025
    Finding my voice didn’t start with words- it started with my body. In this episode, I trace how sexuality helped me recognize my needs, articulate boundaries, and step out of silence. Desire became not something to tame, but something that teaches.

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    10 mins
  • A Dom who wasn’t

    A Dom who wasn’t
    Dec 24 2025
    In this episode of Quivers: Deconstructing Desire, I unpack an encounter with a Dom who couldn’t actually hold the power I projected onto him. What unfolds is less about kink and more about discernment- how desire, fantasy, and reality collide, and what it taught me about boundaries, embodiment, and self-trust.

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    10 mins
  • My Xmas wish

    My Xmas wish
    Dec 16 2025
    There’s only one thing I want from Santa this year. Come with me as I describe exactly what I want Santa to bring me!!

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    11 mins
  • Thankful

    Thankful
    Dec 10 2025
    During this giving season, I’d like to take a moment to reflect upon those people and things that I’m grateful for. Past, present, future- this episode will cover it all.

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    12 mins
  • Guided meditation: directing your own video

    Guided meditation: directing your own video
    Nov 30 2025
    In this guided meditation, listeners are invited to gently but powerfully reclaim the narrative of their lives. Too often, we move through the world through someone else’s lens- seeking validation, shrinking ourselves to fit their frame, or waiting for approval to take center stage.

    Through grounding breathwork, visualization, and intentional inner dialogue, you’ll explore the places in your life where the camera has been held by others- parents, partners, past lovers, or old wounds. You’ll be guided to take the camera back into your own hands. You become the director, the actor, the writer, and the producer of your story.

    This practice helps you feel what it’s like to stand in your own spotlight not because someone offered it to you, but because you chose it. You’ll leave with a renewed sense of agency, clarity, and creative authority- connected to the truth that you are the one shaping the scene, defining the plot, and choosing where your heart focuses next.

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    10 mins
  • Deep emotions

    Deep emotions
    Nov 18 2025
    Today’s episode explores the impact of confessing love to someone for the first time during sex. Do they truly love you, or just love the sex?

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    11 mins