Episodes

  • ”ARE YOU PART OF THE PROBLEM OR SOLUTION!”

    ”ARE YOU PART OF THE PROBLEM OR SOLUTION!”
    May 24 2026
    Before I begin discussing what this episode is truly about, I want to apologize for the music not being incorporated into the beginning and ending of this recording. Unfortunately, there’s an issue with my wireless headset that prevents the music from being heard while recording. So no worries about copyright concerns — it’s not like y’all can hear the music anyway. I created this episode because the longer I remain clean from substance abuse, toxic cycles, and generational bondage, the more clarity God continues to reveal through spiritual discernment and awakened understanding. At the same time, I constantly have to remind myself that every battle is not mine to fight. Some battles belong to God because He is far better equipped to handle them than I am. I truly believe I was called into this field of work for several reasons, but one of the biggest reasons is exposure to truth — even the uncomfortable truth hidden beneath the surface. Recently, I began reflecting more deeply on certain recovery environments and twelve-step meetings I once genuinely enjoyed attending. Over time, I started recognizing patterns that caused me to question whether some systems are fully focused on healing or whether, in some cases, people unintentionally become trapped within repetitive cycles that are difficult to escape. What makes this even more heartbreaking is that the unhealthy behaviors of individuals who are still deeply conditioned by addiction, manipulation, and dysfunction can sometimes overshadow those who are sincerely fighting for change, healing, and freedom in their lives. And those individuals deserve real support, real guidance, and real opportunities to rebuild themselves. This episode is not about condemning people. It’s about awakening discernment, asking deeper questions, and learning how to see beyond surface appearances. Please join me as I unpack truths that often go unnoticed in everyday life and recovery culture. Thank you in advance for downloading, listening, and supporting this journey. Until the next episode — allow truth, wisdom, healing, and discernment to guide your path forward. Much love, healing, and peace.
    Show More Show Less
    1 hr and 16 mins
  • GIVE IT UP AND TURN IT LOOSE: When Failed Attempts Become Lessons

    GIVE IT UP AND TURN IT LOOSE: When Failed Attempts Become Lessons
    May 22 2026
    As Jesus mentioned in the Bible, “It is finished.” I created this episode after attempting to go live tonight, only to receive a message stating that this feature officially ended on the 18th of this month and will be fully phased out sometime in June. While I was initially disappointed, I chose to view the situation from a different perspective. Much like the renovations taking place within my own temple and personal journey, I realized that sometimes inventory must be taken in order to move forward. I’m sure Podbean reached a similar conclusion — recognizing that maintaining the livestream feature may have cost more than simply removing it altogether. Even so, this is far from the end of the world. I’m genuinely grateful for the opportunity Podbean gave me to share my story with people from all across the globe. Through this platform, I’ve encountered some truly amazing individuals — and, admittedly, a few not-so-amazing ones as well. Regardless, every interaction became part of the experience, the growth, and the journey. For that, I remain thankful. Although I remain uncertain regarding my long-term journey here on Podbean, the platform itself has been an incredible learning experience — helping shape me into a more polished speaker, communicator, and podcaster. I sincerely pray that whatever decisions I make moving forward, many of you will continue to be part of that journey alongside me. I mainly created this episode as an update. Although there have been difficult and trying moments along the way, God has continuously taken those experiences and used them for my growth, strength, and elevation. For that alone, I could not be more grateful. Within this episode, I discuss relapse, perseverance, earning certifications, temptation, spiritual warfare, and the various challenges that arise while attempting to grow, heal, and walk with purpose. Thank you all in advance for your continued support, encouragement, and understanding during this transitional season moving forward.
    Show More Show Less
    2 hrs and 1 min
  • ”SATURDAY NIGHT ENCOURAGEMENT: STILL SUFFERING!”

    ”SATURDAY NIGHT ENCOURAGEMENT: STILL SUFFERING!”
    Feb 22 2026
    [RECORDED YESTERDAY NIGHT] Thank you for tuning into Raising Vibrations! My apologies for just now uploading this content later rather than sooner. In this live stream. I wanted to share some words of encouragement with those addicts still suffering. The weekends were a huge trigger for me while deep in my addiction. The control that "THE GODDESS ISHTAR" had over me with mind altering substances, sexual rituals, porn, secular music, scallywags, and just simply crossing ethical boundaries is exactly what this spirit wants! And not just from me either! "NO ONE IS EXEMPT DUE TO HER POSSESSIONS!" I now know why my family's lineage has suffered for so long. And why I'm the chosen one of the family picked to uplift them from their bandages! Unfortunately, acts of paganism has destroyed my family, and this world for decades! Addiction, mental, physical, verbal abuse, alehouse worship, god and goddess worship, sexual relations outside of marriage, sexuality identification boundary crossing, societal conditioning, etc! I am the generation chosen to carry my lineage to promising grounds! Unfortunately but fortunately, with each relapse that I experience, something new is revealed to me about myself, the world, and man! "THANK YOU JESUS THAT I'M PART OF THE WORLD, BUT NOT OF IT!" Join me to help set free, not only those addicts still suffering, but ourselves from years of unnecessary conditioning! Until my next upload, happy sober living and namaste. Also, thanks to those who took the opportunity to engage in the live stream chat last night! You all know who your are and much love! [DISCLAIMER: NON OF THE MUSIC SHARED ON THIS PROGRAM BELONGS TO ME. THE MUSICAL CONTENT IS COURTESY OF AMAZON MUSIC.]
    Show More Show Less
    1 hr and 15 mins
  • ”HOW DID HE DO IT: YEP, EVEN WHILE RELAPSING!”

    ”HOW DID HE DO IT: YEP, EVEN WHILE RELAPSING!”
    Jan 26 2026
    In this episode. I explain "HOW I DID IT" and beat the odds. Even while going through phases of addiction and relapse! Though I made the mistake of falling victim to the "HOLIDAY" relapse quad. I managed, with the help of the invisible, to persevere. Which in return, opened the doors to some major opportunities! Satan took so much from me because it's what I allowed. Now that I realize how much of a value I am within the spirit realm. Is the very reason why Satan won't leave me the fuck alone! He knows that Source is elevating me to a level of unstoppable! This is where I'll truly shine. If he doesn't want it for any of you. What makes me think that I'm exempt!!! "I AM NOT!" But considering the fact that I'm "WELL" protected via Source. There's really nothing Satan can do in order to harm me. Don't get me wrong. I'm not exempt from this either! But when you're chosen. Source devotes more than enough protection in order for us to fulfill his missions while on earth. I created this content, not to glorify relapse, but to let it be known that it still can be done! I am a testimony of this considering what I'm sharing via this content. And unfortunately, the world plays a huge role in this as well regarding control, mind manipulation, status, identity theft, etc. I'll never be able to take back the fact, it was me who decided to open "PANDORA'S BOX" that night in Vegas when I decided to indulge. But I be damned if I allow that night to define me, or take away from me. It's refining me by giving to me what it tried to withhold! I pray that my story encourages addicts, and/or the non, that it doesn't stop unless you allow it to! Until my next upload of hope and encouragement. Much love and namaste. [DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE MUSIC FEATURED ON TODAY'S SHOW. THE MUSIC IS COURTESY OF AMAZON MUSIC.]
    Show More Show Less
    1 hr and 50 mins
  • ”I’M TAKING BACK WHAT’S MINE: YOU CAN’T HAVE IT FEAT CARLA!”

    ”I’M TAKING BACK WHAT’S MINE: YOU CAN’T HAVE IT FEAT CARLA!”
    Jan 20 2026
    In this episode. I share some stories of encouragement that goals can still be accomplished. Yes, even while going through relapse phases! I managed to achieve my (CPI) certification while relapsing on the eighth of this month. Hell, I even achieved my peer support certificate in 2022 while dealing with intermittent relapses. I'm not at all trying to influence it. I'm just saying that you can still achieve even if you've fell off of the bandwagon. Which in my case, has opened the doors for me becoming a certified (BHT). Which is an acronym for, "BEHAVIORAL HEALTH TECHNICIAN." Then within a couple of days. I'll be attending a course geared toward the prevention of suicide. Which will hopefully land me a job working with the national suicide prevention phone line! That's not it for I have a few other endeavors to accomplish. Plus I still have magazine interviews to start and finalize. For some addicts, tackling these achievements while going through a phase of relapse isn't easy. With the help of the invisible, and the strength from my own damn self. I overcame and doors continue to open, heavenly promises are being fulfilled, I'm earning certifications geared towards helping myself and others, abundance is flowing my way, etc. My spiritual path of living life as a humanitarian is going to be a humbling and rewarding experience indeed. Also, caller (CARLA) calls in with her own story of trial and error centered around addiction. But wait until you hear her victorious moment that overshadows her addiction, and her most recent relapse! This is exactly why I do what I do regarding my platforms! To give hope, strength, and encouragement to those needing it the most. Especially all of my addicts that are still suffering in silence! Until my next upload of hope and encouragement. Happy sober living and namaste.
    Show More Show Less
    1 hr and 20 mins
  • ”I REFUSE TO THANK TWELVE STEP BEFORE THANKING GOD: RUFFLING FEATHERS!”

    ”I REFUSE TO THANK TWELVE STEP BEFORE THANKING GOD: RUFFLING FEATHERS!”
    Jan 9 2026
    In this episode of "RAISING VIBRATIONS" podcast. I open up in regard to my feelings centered around what happened at tonight 12-step meetings. I truly thank Dr. Bob and Bill for creating an amazing read "THE BIG BOOK OF AA" that has helped thousands of addicts recover from addiction. But lately, I've been feeling this type of energy that tells me "THESE AREN'T MY PEOPLE" in those fellowship rooms. I've come across more shady acting people than anything. I'm starting to see that these places can be quite judgemental for a quote on quote, "FELLOWSHIP!" These types of organizations aren't ready for my level of spirituality because it's too deep! And that is what caused tonight issue. I simply don't agree with everything concerning these rooms, or that big book. Source will never just give us one option to view situations. That's why he gave us choices because there's always another way of viewing things. To thank man and these rooms first before thanking the creator for saving your life from addiction says it all in regard to a great majority of these rooms that I've entered into! If the energy doesn't feel right. More than likely, something isn't right. If I can't rely on Source to uplift me from my addiction before man. Then something is terribly wrong! Until my next episode, 👀 wide open and namaste.
    Show More Show Less
    1 hr and 4 mins
  • ”REDEFINED THROUGH ADDICTION: STEALING BACK MY IDENTITY FROM SOCIETAL CONDITIONING!”

    ”REDEFINED THROUGH ADDICTION: STEALING BACK MY IDENTITY FROM SOCIETAL CONDITIONING!”
    Jan 2 2026
    [HAPPY 2026 EVERYONE!!!] In this episode. I spoke openly about how I (WILL NOT) allow my addiction to refine me. Rather, it's refining the fuck out of my ass! After a few relapses, both occurring after major holidays. I had, another, out of many, spiritual awakenings that revealed to me what my purpose is while here on earth. I'm a humanitarian, and I am to live a life of humanitarianism!!! Much as I dislike most humans. Source wants me to have a change of heart. I slightly figured my role in this world would be serving mankind. But this serves mankind in a whole other way! "THIS IS MAJOR! AND OBVIOUSLY CONFIRMATION VIA THE UNIVERSE CONSIDERING IT'S ANGELIC TIME 12:44 PM RIGHT NOW!" What Satan thought he was going to steal from me. I've reclaimed back! I've also stolen back my identity from years of socialized conditioning!!! Satan hates that his plan to ruin me pretty much has backfired! I allowed myself to be his puppet for the last time! There's only so many foolish situations that Satan can place me in until I've had enough! I'm very thrilled with myself, and all of the other addicts whom placed themselves into 12-step meetings over the holidays!!! "ESPECIALLY ON NEW YEAR'S EVE AND DAY!" This is a huge blessing considering the greatest majority of addicts were probably out getting shit faced! Things are uplifting for me in major ways! I'm even looking into the (EASTERN PHILOSOPHY) of living and thinking! Again, Satan, you've given to me more than what you've taken. And now I'm about to take flight in some major ways! "THANK YOU!" My addicts still suffering. I've made it, and making it, period! Long as your faith channels are tuned up and you remain optimistic. You'll be speaking the universe's language in no time. Once you're in alignment. That's when the true transformations start to happen! Until then, happy sober living, and namaste.
    Show More Show Less
    2 hrs and 25 mins
  • "PLUNGED TO DEATH: THE NIGHT THAT LITERALLY CHANGED MY LIFE!”

    "PLUNGED TO DEATH: THE NIGHT THAT LITERALLY CHANGED MY LIFE!”
    Nov 21 2025
    In this episode. I share why I stepped away from the mic, and all of my other social media platforms for awhile. "IT ALL CENTERS AROUND WHAT OCCURRED THAT NIGHT OF NOVEMBER THE NINTH!" I'm not really surprised at what I witnessed. Unfortunately, this is the direction that our world is heading in. But the fact that I'm involved with this in a "SPIRITUAL" sense is what had me blown away! Who knew that what I thought about years ago in Vegas while undergoing meth psychosis. Would manifest into reality later down the line. I was so fucked up in the head by all of this to the point I needed time to process it all. I wanted to meditate about it in order to receive clarification via the spirit realm why I was led to that particular area to begin with! When I tell y'all it was perfect timing! "I MEAN IT TRULY WAS PERFECT TIMING!" I wanted to find out the spiritual significance associated with it. What I do know is that this event created a huge impact on myself, my life, and the destruction that this world will soon face if we don't continue to raise her vibrations! It allowed me the chance to see why Source separates his chosen from the world! And that's simply because it's a huge distraction! It's definitely keeping me from fulfilling my spiritual obligations! I'll soon be posting what footage I did capture on my alternate social media platforms! Once I have done this. I'll let you all know in the event some of you want to 👀 for yourselves what I witnessed! The footage isn't the best considering I was dealing with an archaic galaxy phone during that time. But with me explaining the events at hand. That should be enough to give y'all a general idea of what you're viewing! Until my next upload, y'all be good, happy sober living, and namaste.
    Show More Show Less
    2 hrs and 4 mins