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What if the reason you’re stuck isn’t misalignment…
but inner conflict?

In this raw, honest episode, I unpack why so many good-hearted, conscious people struggle with money, ease, and expansion—despite doing all the personal development and manifestation work.

We talk about:

• Why chasing a pain-free future actually prolongs suffering
• The nervous-system truth behind frequency, alignment, and coherence
• How tying wealth to worth creates internal static
• The hidden beliefs keeping heart-centered people broke
• Why some people accumulate money easily—without the inner torment
• And the powerful metaphor of cows vs buffalo in a storm (and how to move through life faster)

Grounded in nervous-system regulation, this episode dismantles the idea that you must heal, fix, or improve yourself before you’re allowed to receive.

You don’t hold the frequency of your future by feeling better.
You hold it by relating to your present reality differently.

This episode is for creators, leaders, and sensitive souls who are done trying to earn worth—and ready to remember who they are.

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You are not broken.
You are the creative force within.
And you get to choose what you’d love to create.

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There are moments in life where you don’t need another mindset shift — you need permission to stay present inside the storm.

In this raw, honest episode, I share what it’s been like walking alongside my cat, Simba, for months with a condition that can’t be cured — only managed. What happens when the treatments that once worked stop working? When the options narrow? When love doesn’t come with leverage?

This episode is about borrowing tomorrow’s sorrow — the quiet suffering that happens when your mind fast-forwards into worst-case scenarios and your nervous system reacts as if the future is already here.

We talk about:

• Living with inevitability while still loving fully
• The helplessness of not being able to fix what you love
• How the nervous system confuses imagination with reality
• Why presence doesn’t erase pain — but does prevent suffering twice
• Choosing to stay when control is gone

This isn’t a lesson from the other side.
It’s a moment from the middle.

If you’re navigating chronic illness, anticipatory grief, uncertainty, or loving something you can’t save — this episode is for you.

You are not broken.
You are the creative force.
And even now, you still get to choose presence.

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#PresenceOverPanic
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The survival identity hiding under ambition

Hustle feels safe… until it owns you.

Not because you’re weak.
Not because you’re doing it wrong.
But because hustle is a survival spell your nervous system learned a long time ago.

In this episode of the Spiritually Kinky Podcast, we get deliciously honest about the part of ambition no one wants to name — the moment where drive turns into self-domination and burnout starts masquerading as dedication.

We’re talking about the Edge-Holder shadow kink — the woman who learned to stay sharp, stay busy, stay “on,” because slowing down once felt dangerous.

This isn’t a “just rest more” conversation.
It’s a body-level truth about why flow can’t be forced, ease can feel terrifying, and hustle keeps looping even when you’re exhausted.

Inside this episode, we explore:

• Why hustle feels like safety (and why your body clings to it)
• How spiritual and personal development teachings accidentally keep you stuck
• What the Edge-Holder shadow kink actually is
• Why burnout isn’t failure — it’s a refusal
• How flow arrives when you stop dominating your power into submission

If you’re tired of proving your worth through exhaustion…
If you secretly crave ease but don’t trust it…
If you know you’re powerful but don’t want to keep bleeding for it…

This episode is for you.

✨ Ready to stop forcing and start creating with your power?

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