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Testimony Through Tears (Grieving Christian Mothers)

Testimony Through Tears (Grieving Christian Mothers)

Written by: Janet Miller
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This podcast is for Christian moms who are grieving the loss of a child to suicide. It’s a space created from lived experience, deep sorrow, and a faith that has been tested—and held—by God. Here, we don’t rush grief, we don’t pretend away the pain, and we don’t offer easy answers. We bring our tears honestly before God and learn, slowly and gently, how this loss becomes part of our testimony—not the end of it. Each episode is here to meet you where you are. You don’t have to listen in order. From one mom who has walked this road to another—let’s lean on God together.Janet Miller Christianity Ministry & Evangelism Spirituality
Episodes
  • Glorifying God in Grief
    Feb 10 2026

    What does it mean to glorify God when your heart is shattered?

    In this episode, we sit with 1 Corinthians 10:31 and explore how God’s glory is not diminished by grief—but often revealed through it. This conversation is for the mother who has lost a child to suicide and wonders how faith fits into a life forever changed.

    You’ll hear reassurance that your tears do not dishonor God, that your child’s life still mattered deeply, and that guilt does not belong to you. We talk honestly about broken faith, daily survival, releasing false shame, and holding onto eternal hope—even when it feels like only a flicker.

    This is not an episode about pretending you’re okay or finding silver linings. It’s about meeting God in the valley, discovering that He is near to the brokenhearted, and learning that even here—your life, your love, and your grief can still glorify Him.

    If you are a grieving mother walking through unimaginable loss, you are not alone. God is with you, and He is gentle with your heart.

    🎧 Listen, rest, and be reminded: even here, God is still faithful.

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    11 mins
  • Lord, Make my feet pretty
    Feb 7 2026

    Romans 10:15

    What if God calls tired feet beautiful?

    In this episode, we sit with Romans 10:15 and the powerful truth that God doesn’t wait for us to feel healed, strong, or ready before He sends us. He calls willing hearts—and faithful feet.

    If you’re a mom walking through deep grief, especially after the loss of a child, this episode is for you. Your feet have walked hard roads you never chose, yet God sees them as holy and beautiful. Not because of perfection—but because of obedience, perseverance, and love.

    This is a gentle but honest conversation about being sent while still hurting, carrying good news through tears, and allowing God to use your story—even when it still aches.

    You don’t have to have it all figured out.
    You don’t have to feel brave.
    You just have to take the next step.

    Let this episode remind you that you are not disqualified by grief—and that God walks with you, every step of the way.

    💛 A prayer is included at the end for the mom who feels tired, unsure, but willing.

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    12 mins
  • Faithful and still wounded
    Feb 3 2026

    What happens when you’re living a godly life—and suffering still comes?

    In this episode, we sit with 2 Timothy 3:12, a verse that speaks honestly about the cost of following Christ. For moms grieving the loss of a child to suicide, this scripture reminds us that suffering is not a sign of failure or weak faith. It is not proof that God has turned away.

    Together, we talk about what persecution can look like in grief—the isolation, the misunderstanding, the quiet weight carried day after day—and how God remains present in the midst of it all.

    If you’ve ever wondered why this pain found you even while you were faithful, this episode offers truth, grounding, and hope for the road you’re walking now.

    You are not abandoned.
    You are not disqualified.
    And your story is still being held by God.

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    8 mins
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