Day 7. Today I’m sitting with grief—not just the sadness, but the frustration that fuels it. My family dynamic feels like a loop I can’t escape, and it’s brought up some deep questions about identity, parenting, and emotional survival. I’ve realized how much I’ve lost myself while trying to guide my son, and how easy it is to confuse isolation with protection.

This season—Fall—isn’t just about rest. It’s about shedding. About letting go. And today, I’m feeling the growing pains of that release. I hope this episode meets you wherever you are in your own process of letting go.

Thanks for listening!

Check out the Big Love Project Instagram and give it a follow!

Today is Day 6 in what I am now calling a Creative Sprint. In this episode, I share reflections from arun filled with distractions, beauty, and quiet questions. From snapping photos of bugs and plants to wrestling with the tension between consuming and creating, this episode explores what it means to draw inspiration from the original Creator. With honesty and gratitude, I want to remind you that creation is sacred—and that even in a world that feels chaotic, faith can be a steady source of light.

Day 4 of Creating more than you Consume

In today's little message, I reflect on the power of creating from exhaustion, grief, and confusion. Inspired by a journal prompt—“What is the most confusing thing in your life right now?”—I open up about parenting, emotional overwhelm, and the tender truth that rest is a creative act. This episode is a soft, honest invitation to create from the wound, not in spite of it.