• S6E63 | Mary Sparrow - MONARCH Mind Control, Ritual Abuse, & DID Memory Recovery Through Art Therapy
    May 8 2026

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    Today I’m honored to have back on the show once again: Ritual Abuse, Military Mind Control, and Organized Abuse survivor, thriver, and whistleblower, loving mother, writer, painter, and graphic artist, daydreamer of publishing her own book one day, content creator, nature lover, 12-step fellowship and survivor support group participant, and a courageous warrioress bringing a light to the darkness that is RAMCOA: Mary Sparrow

    From the very first days of her life, Mary entered a world that tried to break her before she could even speak. Born in a Catholic hospital in Manhattan, she was taken from her mother for weeks - an eerie separation that set the tone for a childhood steeped in both fleeting love and unrelenting terror. Her father, a former paratrooper in the 101st Airborne Division turned bar owner, began sexually abusing Mary in her earliest years. Her mother, shaped by her own generational trauma from impoverished, oppressed Ireland in the 1930s and 40s, responded with verbal and physical outbursts rooted in unresolved pain. By age four, Mary was drawn into a nightmare far darker than most can imagine: a child sex trafficking network in the New York City area involving ritual abuse, child pornography, exploitation, and highly sophisticated military mind control programming.

    She was taken to lab-like facilities with men in uniforms and white coats, strapped into chairs with helmets and wires, subjected to electricity, pain, and psychological torment that forced her to dissociate - floating out of her body to survive. She witnessed horrors including ritual sacrifice and organized abuse involving pedophile networks and powerful figures. Programming instilled false pride, sexualized affection mixed with pain, and discard protocols meant to ensure she would self-destruct later in life.

    Her mother’s courageous escape when Mary was ten and a half ended the active trafficking and ritual horrors. The physical captivity ended, but the internal programming remained ruthless.

    In her early forties, while deep in 12-step recovery, repressed memories began surfacing in gentle fragments. Journaling, intuitive drawing, and painting became lifelines.

    Today, Mary is a radiant beacon of hard-won triumph. She lives with a joy that once felt impossible, her days filled with writing and dreaming of the memoir that will one day reach thousands, creating art that processes flashbacks and balances darkness with vibrant light, music that stirs her soul, poetry that ignites memories of the past, and profound connection in survivor circles. And this is what we will be sharing more of today - Mary’s creativity through her own artwork and poetry. On Mary’s last episode, we shared a moment in time through her artwork, grappling with the reality of ritual abuse and taking in moments from the past Mary vulnerably shared that stirred and came to life behind the paint on the paper. On today’s episode, we will be showcasing more of Mary’s artwork and introducing some of her collages and poetry.

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    Website: https://sparrow4everfree.com/

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  • S5E19 | Madison Cupps - Trafficked by CyberSlice, Blackmailed by Bill Gates, & Sold to Steve Jobs
    May 5 2026

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    Todays 'Movie Night' is going to be replaced by the Part 2 of 3 interviews I did with Madison (Clares) Cupps who recently passed away in mysterious circumstances. Before her passing, she was intimidated into taking down all of her disclosures on podcasts and on social media. We won't let her story die with her...

    Today I’m honored to have back on the show: Multi-generational sexual abuse and trafficking survivor, technology sales extraordinaire, aspiring singer and songwriter who dreams of bringing to life music to help empower other survivors, animal and child rescue advocate, whistleblower of what I will be referring to as ‘The Original Pizzagate’ scandal involving a suspicious pizza delivery company called Cyber Slice, and a modern day Katniss Everdeen: Madison (Clares) Cupps

    Madison was born a twin to a father who was the co-founder of the first online pizza delivery service company called Cyber Slice - and who would also allege that he was an ex-C-eye-A assassin - and she and her twin sister spent their first 6 weeks of her life being hospitalized after being born prematurely. Madison discovered through her investigations since waking up to her abuse that her family line is laden with occult, military and CIA influences and connections, and that the oddities and abuse in Madison’s family date back at least a few generations - tracing back to her great grandfather who was a Freemason and trickling down the family line to her and her twin sister.

    Cyber Slice was the first online pizza delivery service and Madison’s father would often be absent from home on business trips, catering to high-end clientele like his biggest client, Bill Gates. Madison recalls how it was interesting how her father could go from being playful to violent so quickly. Her father would also force her and her sister to do sexual acts to each other, and he would record and use those recordings to lure in other predators to Cyber Slice. He would offer free videos and photos of Madison and her sister in exchange for them using the Cyber Slice platform. His platform was for online pizza ordering but - as Madison discovered: ‘pizza’ was actually her father’s code word for little girls - and is a proven code word for little girls according to the FBI.

    And the rabbit hole goes even deeper: Inspiration for Cyber Slice began with a movie called ‘The Net’ starring Sandra Bullock, and in an interesting chain of events, Apple Inc Founder, Steve Jobs, was the first person to place an order for online pizza using Cyber Slice’s online platform after helping develop the app during a brief hiatus from Apple in the late 1980’s through the early 1990’s.

    Madison’s repressed memories of her abusive childhood began surfacing around the age of 14 and ever since, she has been working on putting together the pieces of the mysterious events of her life that flew under the radar of her and her siblings as children. Madison also hopes her testimony and public disclosure helps other survivors to come forward, helps shed a light on what’s going on in our world right now, and helps brings justice to all of the victims.

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  • S6E62 Kadaya - Waking Up: Masonic Deathtrap - CIA Twinned, Thrown to the Dogs: Jesuits, Jail & Jesus
    May 4 2026

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    Today I’m honored to have back on the show: Satanic ritual abuse, mind control, Stargate Project, Freemason, Jesuit, and organized abuse survivor, overcomer and whistleblower, loving mother, content creator, faithful servant to the most high, former school teacher, gardener, floral design extraordinaire, singer and songwriter, poet, poetry and creative writer, and someone I’m so grateful to call my friend: Kadaya

    From infancy, Kadaya was subjected to horrific familial trafficking, ritual abuse and mind control programming involving things electroshock, drowning, and soul-shattering rituals designed to fracture her into dissociative identities. Her extraordinary intelligence and spiritual gifts were weaponized by programmers tied to Freemasons, Jesuits, and elite bloodlines, forcing her hidden alters into trafficking operations hidden behind churches, lodges, and institutions. Yet even in the darkness, a “happy childhood” front persona shielded her core self - until divine intervention began to awaken her.

    Despite heartbreaking betrayal Kadaya stands unbowed. A fierce mama bear, she fights for her children’s freedom while exposing systemic abuse. Her burden for the imprisoned reflects the heart of Christ.

    On today’s episode, we are bringing you an emergency address, breaking news, a display of corruption that is rotten to it’s core. Recently Kadaya and another survivor - who all of you listening here know as her ‘training partner’ - faced a horrific sequence of events and targeting that led to a real life altercation with authorities - aka: the network. In today’s episode, Kaday’s training partner will be revealed, more intimate details about her life and the life of her ‘training partner’ will be revealed, details surrounding this criminal altercation will be revealed. All will be revealed. What is dark will today be drowned out by the light and the truth - guided by the power and authority of the Holy Spirit. This will be one of the most damning and important episodes we’ve ever done on this podcast, and I ask you all to sit and witness from start to finish. There will be video and photo evidence shown as well - if you are listening and not watching, I highly suggest moving to a platform with video if at all possible.

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  • S6E61 | Tarese Estelle - From High-Control Religious Abuse & DID to Award-Winning Fashion Designer
    May 1 2026

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    Today I’m honored to have back on the show for a second time: Ritualistic, religious and child sexual abuse survivor and overcomer, social media whistleblower and content creator, therapist and educator, award winning and renowned fashion designer, founder of Tarese Estelle Couture and Birds With a Feather, plant parent, passionate speaker and writer, and an incredible DID system sharing their story with the intent that others know they aren’t alone and that hope is possible: Tarese Estelle & Co

    Born in Sydney, Australia, and soon swept into the isolated strictures of rural Queensland, Tarese grew up as the eldest of eight siblings in a high-control offshoot of the Seventh-day Adventist Reform Movement. Her family believed they were among the chosen 144,000 souls destined for heaven, while the rest of humanity faced damnation. Life was governed by rigid doctrine: no birthdays, no Christmas, no play on the Sabbath, strict veganism with only two meals a day, modest dress codes, and homeschooling that kept them far from the “worldly” outside world.

    The family lived on a desolate property, hours from the nearest church, deepening their isolation. As her mother battled debilitating illness and slept through much of the day, young Tarese carried the weight of caring for her siblings while enduring a childhood stripped of joy and normal connection. Physical punishments were severe and frequent, and the sounds of her younger siblings’ screams burned into her memory, leaving her feeling helpless and terrified. Sexual abuse occurred at home and extended to others over the years. Dissociation became her silent guardian, turning horrors into distant fragments viewed as if through a wooden fence.

    Yet light pierced the darkness - and that is what we will discussing today and where we left off in Part 1. In 2009, at 18, Tarese stepped through the doors of Destiny Haven in Newcastle - a sanctuary of unconditional love where volunteers poured their hearts into healing broken women. From that foundation, her wings unfolded. She studied fashion design, launching stunning collections that have been featured in iconic magazines, collaborated with renowned artists, dressed cultural icons, and powered poignant campaigns, runway shows, scholarships, and ambassadorships.

    CONNECT WITH TARESE:
    Website: https://thehungryaustralien.com/
    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@thehungryaustralien
    TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@thehungryaustralien
    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thehungryaustralien
    Substack (coming soon!): https://substack.com/@tareseestelle

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    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@Birdswithafeather
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    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/birds.with.a.feather

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  • S5E9 | Madison Cupps - The Original Pizzagate: CyberSlice, Steve Jobs & Child Sex Trafficking Rings
    Apr 28 2026

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    Tonight's 'Movie Night' (and the following 2 weeks) are going to be replaced by the 3 interviews I did with Madison (Clares) Cupps who recently passed away in mysterious circumstances. Before her passing, she was intimidated into taking down all of her disclosures on podcasts and on social media. We won't let her story die with her...

    Today I’m honored to introduce you all to: Multi-generational sexual abuse survivor, technology sales extraordinaire, aspiring singer and songwriter who dreams of bringing to life music to help empower other survivors, animal and child rescue advocate, whistleblower of what I will be referring to as ‘The Original Pizzagate’ scandal involving a suspicious pizza delivery company called CyberSlice, and my new friend: Madison (Clares) Cupps

    Madison was born a twin to a father who was the co-founder of the first online pizza delivery service company called CyberSlice - and who would also allege that he was an ex-CIA assassin - and she and her twin sister spent their first 6 weeks of her life being hospitalized after being born prematurely. Madison discovered through her investigations since waking up to her abuse that her family line is laden with occult, military and CIA influences and connections, and that the oddities and abuse in Madison’s family date back at least a few generations - tracing back to her great grandfather who was a Freemason and trickling down the family line to her and her twin sister. Madison recalls her abuse starting as early as age 4 where she can remember memories of her father and his business partner, Tim Gla.ss, in their joint company called CyberSlice having her strip naked while they sexually molested and abused her.

    CyberSlice was the first online pizza delivery service and Madison’s father would often be absent from home on business trips, catering to high-end clientele like his biggest client, Bill Gates. Madison recalls how it was interesting how her father could go from being playful to violent so quickly. When he’d assault her, he always did it with so much joy that sometimes Madison would forget that he was a monster - although her father was not a joyful person. Her father would also force her and her sister to do sexual acts to each other, and he would record and use those recordings to lure in other predators to CyberSlice. He would offer free videos and photos of Madison and her sister in exchange for them using the CyberSlice platform. His platform was for online pizza ordering but - as Madison discovered: ‘pizza’ was actually her father’s code word for little girls - and is a proven code word for little girls according to the FBI.

    And the rabbit hole goes even deeper: Inspiration for CyberSlice began with a movie called ‘The Net’ starring Sandra Bullock, and in an interesting chain of events, Apple Inc Founder, Steve Jo.bs, was the first person to place an order for online pizza using CyberSlice’s online platform after helping develop the app during a brief hiatus from Apple in the late 1980’s through the early 1990’s.

    Madison’s repressed memories of her abusive childhood began surfacing around the age of 14 and ever since, she has been working on putting together the pieces of the mysterious events of her life that flew under the radar of her and her siblings as children. Madison hopes that going public with her story will help her to get custody of her 12 year old brother as the FBI, police, and CPS have been useless despite the evidence Madison has presented. Madison also hopes her testimony and public disclosure helps other survivors to come forward, helps shed a light on what’s going on in our world right now, and helps brings justic

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  • S6E60 | Kate - Alien Abduction & Satanic Ritual Abuse Connections, Suicide Programming, Shame, & God
    Apr 27 2026

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    Today I’m honored to have back on the show for a second time: Satanic and Masonic ritual abuse, governmental mind control, and organized abuse survivor, loving mother and devoted wife, survivor small group facilitator, homeschool extraordinaire, and a woman who walks and heals all things with the power of the Holy Spirit on her side: Kate

    Kate was born into a bloodline deliberately claimed by darkness. Her father’s ancestry traces to the year 1000, emblazoned with the Freemasonic square and compass; her 33rd-degree Mason grandfather loomed large, while distant relatives linked to royalty and the Sinclair bloodline filled her childhood with forced genealogies and heirlooms soaked in occult power. Yet even before the rituals began, Jesus claimed her. At just five years old, her Christian grandmother insisted on a Billy Graham crusade. When her mother refused the altar call, tiny Kate defied her for the first time in her life, marched forward alone, and surrendered her heart to Christ. That single act of childlike courage became her anchor through decades of unimaginable horror.

    Hand-picked at an elite private school for her dissociation and family legacy, Kate was funneled into clandestine programs including MK ULTRA and Project Stargate. From kindergarten onward, she endured things like remote-viewing sessions with hypnotic colors and dial-up-like tones, underground labs lined with electric-shock tables, spinal taps, probes, and handlers who trained her through torture. Her body still carries the scars, yet her spirit never yielded.

    All the while, Jesus walked with her. When they locked her in the tunnels at fifteen to break her, she preached the gospel to every creature and soul she met. Her DID was never a disorder; it was a God-given superpower that let her endure nightly torment and still rise each morning to live, learn, and later serve others in her career path.

    Through it all, Kate built a life of defiant light. She married a steadfast man who has walked beside her for over thirty years. Together they homeschooled their two children and shielded them from the same abuse and targeting that pursued her family.

    And now Kate returns, bolder than ever, to expose the hidden connections few dare name in addition to sharing more about her own testimony. She will be drawing the parallels with crystal clarity between aliens and alien abductions and satanic ritual abuse and mind control.

    WATCH KATE'S PART 1 ON 'THE IMAGINATION':
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_4PXRVcc-XU

    ARTICLE ON SRA & ALIEN ABDUCTION:
    https://www.alienresistance.org/satanic-ritual-abuse-sra-and-alien-abduction-comparison/

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  • S6E59 | J.R. Sweet - Audience Q&A w/ MK ULTRA Whistleblower P2: Memory Erasure, Pig Farms & LDS Inc.
    Apr 24 2026

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    Today I’m honored to have back on the show for Part 2 of his Audience Q&A: Operational CIA MONARCH mind slave survivor, thriver and whistleblower, devoted husband and loving father, blogger and content creator, published book writer and author, beloved podcast regular, and absolute warrior, J.R Sweet

    For most of his life, J.R. believed he had grown up in a relatively normal family. That illusion shattered in 2017 at age 38 when long suppressed memories began to surface with devastating clarity. What emerged was the truth of systematic ritualistic abuse beginning in infancy. He was tested at 5 years old for his capacity to dissociate and from that moment forward was forced to become a CIA sponsored mind slave. As a teenager, J.R. was sold to Senator Robert Byrd who used him in blackmail operations, pornography production, and eventually cleared him for Pentagon level black operations after a sadistic test of obedience involving the murder of someone J.R. cared deeply about. He carried out assassinations, guarded satanic rituals and underground complexes, and was positioned in proximity to figures in politics, Hollywood, and the music industry. He personally encountered people whose public personas hide lives of control and compromise.

    Yet the most extraordinary chapter of J.R.’s life is not what was done to him, but what he has done with the pain and devastation. In 2017, when the walls of amnesia began to crack, J.R. chose the path of exposure rather than silence. He began journaling every memory that returned, no matter how painful, horrifying, or professionally risky. Those raw, meticulously processed accounts now live on his website, mormonmonarch.com, a digital lighthouse for other survivors and a public record that refuses to be erased. The writings are not sensationalized. They are sober, detailed, and relentlessly honest. They name locations, methods, abusers, and institutions, including the hidden intersection of certain religious hierarchies, government agencies, and elite bloodlines. Today, J.R. is a husband and father who protects his own children from the systems that once ensnared him. He’s a writer whose incredible self-published memoir, Mormon Monarch, will preserve his testimony for all of time. Above all, he is proof that no matter the amount of programming, no depth of betrayal and no layer of dissociation can extinguish the divine spark that refuses to be enslaved.

    Our last episode was the first part of an audience Question and Answer session, and on today’s episode, J.R. will be doing part 2 of answering all of your questions.

    JR'S PLAYLIST ON 'THE IMAGINATION':
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  • TIP 'Movie Night' | Milton William 'Bill' Cooper - Behold A Pale Horse (Full Lecture, 1991)
    Apr 21 2026

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    William "Bill" Cooper's lectures on his 1991 book, Behold a Pale Horse, are seminal pieces of conspiracy theory literature where he discusses his research into what he termed the "secret government". A prominent recording often cited as the primary lecture was delivered in February 1991 in Atlanta, Georgia, shortly after the book's release.

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