today I want to talk about faith but in a simple way not the big moments not the dramatic stories just faith in everyday life

today I want to talk about faith not religion not rules but faith

I got a message from someone who listens to the podcast. they asked me a few questions about the podcast, my books, and why I do all of this. so today I'm answering them

after everything we've talked about lately the hard seasons, the fear, the chaos, I wanted to end this stretch with something softer. today is about faith and joy

okay we've cried enough, we've healed enough, we've been emotional enough today, we're laughing because if I don't laugh at my life, I will cry in the parking lot at Target and we're not doing that today.

After the last few episodes, I wanted to give all of us including myself a moment to breathe. this episode is light. is simple and it's about the little things that help keep me grounded.

Today I want to talk about my fifth pregnancy and what it was really like being a NICU parent while my own body was struggling too. before I do that I want to acknowledge something important because my story includes loss, love and survival

I want to take a moment to talk about the last episode; not to explain myself; not to hurt anyone and not to point fingers, but to share where my heart was when I spoke