• Finally season 2
    Feb 23 2025

    I talk about briefly about my wisdom as a 25 y/o, some balance in my life, a little bit of trauma, family and my feelings about some topics like youth and sexuality. These topics are not properly talked about in depth so bare in mind it's a shorter episode with room to discuss further.

    I also reintroduce myself as Silly or well, Existing Silly on Twitch, YouTube and Tiktok.

    Feel free to join the discord if you want to be on the show or the start of this new community!

    https://discord.gg/T6hvFYVE

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    35 mins
  • The One and Only Walldoser
    May 5 2023

    This episode I am joined by one of my Twitch Community Members, The one and Only Walldoser.

    Walldoser is a fun teddy bear type of guy, but even he has to try and be happy. We speak on many topics, for a packed episode on his family life, childhood and mental health, specifically OCD and the internet and young children. Walldoser tries to make the most of his situations and it shows, he offers some wisdom to myself and my audience throughout our conversation about life.

    ***Thank you for your patience on a new episode! Belgium still #1 listener, and I hope to do more guests on the show soon! ~ Let me know if you want Walldoser to come back for another episode :)

    Follow walldoser on Youtube @walldoser33

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    1 hr and 36 mins
  • Small Soggy- Elementary school beginnings
    Apr 3 2023
    Let's keep it light cause damn have I been dark lately. Forgetting what the main prompt of this show is, it's to try to be happy. So in spite of having to face all the negative from childhood I will be ignorant of it for now and share some of the highlights of little soggy as a young soc. I hope this is light and entertaining to you all haha. From junior kindergarten, drawing sussy things in gr. 2 and owing lots of soda's, memories can be kind of fun instead of sad all the time <3 Stay happy <3
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    1 hr and 11 mins
  • People, Patience & Peace
    Mar 21 2023
    People suck. But so do I. Patience is a virtue. Hard to have. Peace on Earth sometimes can be hell. I talk about my week, past, present and future what has been weighing on my mind.
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    58 mins
  • Co-existence with an Amateur
    Mar 5 2023

    Is co-existence really co-existence if you can't allow other people to actual speak to you? Can people learn to unlearn? Am I just some random who only knows a fraction about myself and the world? The answers to these questions shall be addressed not solved through todays episode. Let's talk about Landlords, Supers, My analytics, Finances and the pain of being a human being with other shitty inconveniences.

    Oh and Capitalism.

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    1 hr and 11 mins
  • A week of weakness
    Mar 1 2023

    I'll be honest, I have no idea what I was talking about exactly for this summary. Idk I suppose it was just a weak for me ehe.

    No but seriously, I think I just talk about my issues as usual specifically on identity and vulnerability.

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    54 mins
  • Give Yourself Grace
    Feb 21 2023

    Going on a hiatus, cleaning my apartment, using the tik of tok, working on finances, giving myself time to heal. All these things require patience, kindness, balance and respect for myself. Let me share what I am planning for a month and a half and why it's an important lesson to give yourself grace!

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    44 mins
  • life life life
    Feb 13 2023

    Sorry for the unplanned break, if anyone cares. I am in the process of getting positive again, but life still happens however it wants. I will just be giving a rundown of my 'rundowns'. Hopefully I am gonna be more consistent and happy in the coming months ehe.

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    54 mins