In this episode of Unspoken with aggie park, i sit down with my sister Laneice for a raw and tender conversation about childhood pain, domestic violence, low self-worth, suicidal thoughts, identity, healing, and the redeeming love of Jesus.

Laneice shares how pain entered her life way too early, how silence became survival, and how those wounds followed her into adulthood. We talk about the painful ways trauma can shape how we see love, how we see ourselves, and what we think we deserve.

But more than anything, this conversation is about hope.Laneice is still here. She is still fighting. She is still choosing healing. And God is helping her remember who she really is in Christ — loved, chosen, worthy, and not defined by what happened to her.

If you’ve ever felt worthless, stuck, ashamed, or too broken to be restored, this episode is for you. Jesus can meet you right in the middle of the pain, break cycles, restore your voice, and remind you that your story is not over.

If this episode encourages you, share it with someone who needs hope today.

And this week, i want to challenge you: share your story with at least one person. It doesn’t have to be perfect or polished. Just be honest, and trust that God can use your testimony to plant seeds in someone’s life.

Your story matters. Your voice matters. And what God healed in you may be the very thing He uses to help set someone else free.

If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, please don’t fight alone. Reach out to someone you trust, a pastor, counselor, or crisis line. You are not a burden. Your life is worth fighting for!

Connect with Laneice

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YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/LaneiceLeads⁠

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In this episode, i’m sharing something very raw and personal...a moment where the enemy attacked my mind so hard that i spiraled into shame, worthlessness, abandonment wounds, suicidal thoughts and self-harm.

i want to be honest because healing in Christ is not always cute, clean, or instant. Sometimes you can know The Word, love Jesus, be doing the work, and still find yourself in a battle that feels too heavy to carry. You are not alone in this my friend.

But this episode is not just about the attack. It is about the kindness and power of Jesus in the middle of it.

Even in my darkest moment, The Holy Spirit helped me put the knife down and run to God, even when all i had were tears. And the next day, Jesus reminded me that He already saw the ugliest, most broken parts of me yet He still chose the cross for me...and for you.

i talk about spiritual warfare, identity in Christ, deliverance prayer, hidden idols, suicidal thoughts, self-harm and why the enemy often attacks hardest when God is moving powerfully.

If you have ever felt abandoned, unloved, useless, or like your life does not matter, this episode is for you.

You are not your worst moment.

You are not the lies in your head.

Jesus can make all things new!

And that is THE TRUTH.

If you are struggling with thoughts of harming yourself right now, please call or text 988 in the U.S. or Canada for immediate support and if you are outside the U.S. or Canada, please click here for immediate help:

https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/

i would love to pray with you and walk this season together. You can message me at theunspokenpodwithaggie@gmail.com or on instagram:

https://www.instagram.com/un_spokenpod/

https://www.instagram.com/aggie_pouredoutforjesus/

You are loved, you are wanted, you have a beautiful & powerful purpose and your story is far from over.

Songs mentioned:

The truth by Megan Woods:

https://youtu.be/85I6HI2E4AA?si=oOYJVxLuKAtJABTg

Any More by CAIN:

https://youtu.be/qnqWwE8zJBQ?si=90PbmFGtY1usrHrI

In this raw, real, and deeply honest conversation, aggie sits down with Taylor Williams to talk about how narcissistic and controlling relationships can quietly distort your identity. If you have ever found yourself shrinking, overthinking, people-pleasing, or feeling like you lost your voice, this episode is for you.

Together, we unpack how trauma can reshape the way you see yourself, why survival patterns can linger long after the relationship ends, and what healing looks like when you begin rebuilding your true identity in truth, freedom, and God’s love.

In This Episode

• How narcissistic relationships distort identity
• Why shrinking, overthinking, and people-pleasing become survival patterns
• How EMDR can help process trauma
• What it looks like to find your voice again
• How to rebuild your true identity after narcissistic abuse

Connect with Taylor Williams
Website: www.trinitytraumatherapy.com/

Connect with aggie / unspoken with aggie park
Website: www.theunspokenpod.com
Instagram: @un_spokenpod
Instagram: @aggie_pouredoutforJesus

Need prayer or support?
If this episode spoke to you and you need prayer, support, or someone to walk alongside you, please feel free to reach out to me or Taylor. We would truly be honored to pray for you and support you.

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Please share it with someone who may need language, clarity, and hope for what they are walking through.

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