What If I Loved You is a soft, slow-burning unraveling of the heart. the kind of podcast you listen to when you’re healing, reminiscing, or finally being honest with yourself. Season 1 takes you through thirteen intimate storytime-style episodes where love isn’t polished or romanticized… it’s examined & Questioned. Held up to the light until its shadows start telling the truth.

Across this first season, you walk with me through almost-loves, unfinished feelings, imaginary versions of people I built in my head, the return of someone I once wished for, the apology that never came, and the quiet bravery it takes to leave situations that never loved me back.

Each episode is open-hearted, reflective, and rooted in the messy, relatable parts of love, jealousy, hope, projection, comfort, self-abandonment, closure, boundaries, and the uncomfortable art of choosing yourself.

WIILY is for anyone who ever felt like the “almost,” the “almost enough,” or the one who cared more than they were cared for. It’s for anyone who outgrew old patterns but still remembers what it felt like to stay.

This season isn’t about perfect endings. It’s about real beginnings.

Clearer eyes. Softer hearts. And the question we’ve all asked at least once:

What if I loved you… would things have been different?

Welcome to the space where we figure it out together — gently, one episode at a time.