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Wild & Waking

Wild & Waking

Written by: Emily Reuschel
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Wild & Waking is more than a podcast—it’s a sacred return to who you’ve always been. This space is for the woman standing at the edge of everything she’s outgrown. The one who’s checked all the boxes, followed all the rules, and still feels the quiet ache for something more honest. More alive. More hers. She’s begun the unraveling—of roles, expectations, and identities that no longer fit. She’s remembering the voice beneath the noise, the rhythm beneath the hustle, the truth beneath the performance. She’s reclaiming her joy, her intuition, her fire. And she’s rising—not as a version of who she was told to be, but as the truest expression of who she already is. Hosted by soul expansion coach Emily Reuschel, Wild & Waking is for spiritual entrepreneurs, coaches, rural changemakers, and conscious leaders dismantling old paradigms and creating new ways of living, leading, and becoming. Through raw conversations, deep reflections, and embodied wisdom, we explore what it means to awaken a life of abundance, authenticity, and purpose. This is for the woman who holds both sacred rage and radical joy. Who moves with reverence for the seasons of her life. Who isn’t afraid to break cycles, speak truth, and dismantle what no longer serves—not to destroy, but to create. To rebuild a world rooted in the celebration of difference, the beauty of nuance, and the power of sovereign, embodied leadership. If you’re ready to come home to yourself—fully, fiercely, and without apology—welcome. We’ve been waiting for you.2026 Economics Hygiene & Healthy Living Leadership Management & Leadership Psychology Psychology & Mental Health Self-Help Success
Episodes
  • 207 | Self(ish) Motherhood: Raising Daughters Beyond the Good Girl Script with Paige Christiansen

    207 | Self(ish) Motherhood: Raising Daughters Beyond the Good Girl Script with Paige Christiansen
    Jul 9 2026
    In this episode of Wild & Waking, I’m joined by Paige Christiansen, Co-Founder and CEO of Self(ish), behavioral strategist, entrepreneur, and Human Design expert, for a conversation about raising daughters beyond the good girl script. So many women are actively unraveling people-pleasing, perfectionism, over-functioning, and the belief that being loved requires being agreeable, helpful, easy, or endlessly accommodating. But when we become mothers, an entirely new question emerges: how do we teach our daughters to be kind, thoughtful, and connected without accidentally teaching them to abandon themselves?Paige introduces the “villain edit”, the fear women carry of being perceived as selfish, cold, difficult, dramatic, or too much, and explains how that fear begins shaping our identities from an early age. We explore how women become a threat to themselves when they are constantly editing, suppressing, or overcorrecting who they are in order to remain likable. Paige offers a powerful reframe of selfishness as self-possession: centering yourself in your own life, trusting your internal authority, and allowing other people to have their own reactions without making their comfort your responsibility.Together, we talk about what it means to model self-possession, boundaries, emotional honesty, and personal power for our daughters. Paige shares how she uses Human Design to understand her children as whole individuals rather than extensions of herself, support their unique emotional and energetic needs, and guide them through sibling conflict, communication, decision-making, and self-trust. We also explore how to teach empathy without emotional over-responsibility, why children need space to experience discomfort, and how mothers can stop parenting through the lens of perfection, performance, and fear of being judged.In this episode, we explore:How good girl conditioning begins in childhood and shapes women’s identity, relationships, motherhood, and self-worthThe difference between raising kind, thoughtful daughters and conditioning girls to people-please, over-function, or self-abandonPaige’s concept of the “villain edit” and why women fear being seen as selfish, difficult, cold, dramatic, or too muchReclaiming selfishness as self-possession, self-respect, and the ability to center yourself in your own lifeWhy mothers must model self-trust, emotional honesty, boundaries, and authentic self-expression for their daughtersHow to raise girls who can ask for what they want, hear no, disappoint others, and remain connected to themselvesThe importance of seeing children as whole individuals rather than extensions or reflections of their parentsHow Human Design can support conscious parenting, self-awareness, decision-making, and understanding a child’s unique needsUsing Human Design to navigate emotional sensitivity, sibling conflict, communication patterns, and family dynamicsTeaching children empathy without making them emotionally responsible for everyone around themHelping sensitive children understand which emotions belong to them and which emotions they may be absorbing from othersThe ways perfectionism and good mother conditioning can quietly influence parenting choicesPaige’s vision for Self(ish) Media and the intersection of Human Design, cultural psychology, relationships, self-concept, and modern womanhoodBe sure to hit subscribe so you never miss the latest episode!Connect with Paige:Learn more about Paige’s work, Self(ish) Media, Human Design, relationships, self-possession, and modern womanhood:Follow Paige on InstagramFollow Paige on ThreadsFollow the Officially Selfish Show on InstagramVisit Paige’s websiteExplore Paige’s Human Design reports:Loved by Design Relationship ReportYou + Your Child Parent and Child ReportYou + Your Business ReportConnect with Emily:Website: www.EmilyReuschel.comInstagram: @emilyreuschelFacebook: Emily ReuschelLinkedIn: Emily ReuschelJoin my Book Insiders List: Sign up here!Resources and Links:Sign up here to get the inside scoop to my book writing journey!Book me as a speaker for your next event - email inquiries to emilyreuschel@gmail.com or schedule a call hereWild & Waking – Produced by Jill Carr Podcasting | Learn More
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    42 mins
  • 206 | The Astrology of Politics, Power, and Collective Change with Lesley Brock

    206 | The Astrology of Politics, Power, and Collective Change with Lesley Brock
    Jul 2 2026
    In this episode of Wild & Waking, I’m joined by Lesley Brock, policy analyst, writer, astrologer, and founder of Smartt Takes and Smartt Strategies, for a conversation that brings together astrology, public policy, politics, power, grief, systems change, and collective awakening. With master’s degrees in Public Health from Harvard and Public Policy from the Fletcher School at Tufts University, Lesley brings a rare interdisciplinary lens to the question so many of us are asking right now: what the hell is happening in the world, and is there a deeper pattern beneath the chaos?Together, we explore astrology not as prediction or escapism, but as a powerful tool for pattern recognition, decision-making, self-awareness, and understanding the collective cycles we are living through. Lesley shares how her background in government affairs, public health, human rights, and policy analysis eventually led her to astrology as a framework for understanding the human psyche, institutional breakdown, political behavior, and the personal stories that shape public decision-making. Her perspective is deeply grounded, intellectually rigorous, and refreshingly expansive.If you have been feeling the intensity of this moment… the crumbling, the awakening, the uncertainty, the anger, the grief, the hope… this episode will give you language, context, and a wider lens for understanding what we may be living through. This is a conversation about astrology, politics, power, collective change, personal agency, and the invitation to become conscious participants in the rebuilding of what comes next.In this episode, we explore:Lesley’s path from public policy, public health, and government affairs into astrologyHow grief, loss, and her mother’s sudden passing reshaped Lesley’s work and worldviewThe connection between public health, politics, and the social determinants of well-beingAstrology as a tool for strategy, decision-making, and self-awarenessWhat astrology can reveal about political leaders, institutions, and collective decision-makingThe impact of COVID as a collective grief experience and societal turning pointPluto in Capricorn and the breakdown of government, financial systems, and old power structuresPluto in Aquarius and the shift toward collective power, people-led movements, and systemic changeThe tension between individual rights, government control, and collective responsibilityThe future of political leadership, personality-driven campaigns, and values-based leadershipWhat it means to become a spiritual warrior in this momentHow to stay awake, engaged, and aware without spiraling into fear or despairThe invitation to participate consciously in the systems, communities, and future we are helping createBe sure to hit subscribe so you never miss the latest episode!Connect with Lesley:Instagram: @lesleysbrockThreads: @lesleysbrockBook a Session: Schedule a reading or strategy session with LesleyWebsite: Smartt StrategiesSubstack: Smartt TakesTED Talk: Watch Lesley’s TED Talk on YouTubeConnect with Emily:Website: www.EmilyReuschel.comInstagram: @emilyreuschelFacebook: Emily ReuschelLinkedIn: Emily ReuschelJoin my Book Insiders List: Sign up here!Resources and Links:Sign up here to get the inside scoop to my book writing journey!Book me as a speaker for your next event - email inquiries to emilyreuschel@gmail.com or schedule a call hereWild & Waking – Produced by Jill Carr Podcasting | Learn More
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    1 hr and 4 mins
  • 205 | A Listener-Inspired Q&A on Wanting More, the In-Between, Being Witnessed, and the Avalanche of Awakening

    205 | A Listener-Inspired Q&A on Wanting More, the In-Between, Being Witnessed, and the Avalanche of Awakening
    Jun 25 2026
    In this solo episode of Wild & Waking, Emily is coming to you from the very real, very human middle of summer with four kids, four months postpartum, big feelings, low capacity, and a whole lot of “everything is fine, I’m fine… but also what is happening?” This listener-inspired Q&A came from questions and reflections shared by clients and women inside Emily’s group programs around support, community, ritual, purpose, deconstruction, and what it means to keep waking up in the middle of everyday life.Together, we explore the tension of wanting more without losing gratitude for the life you already have. Emily speaks into the ache so many women feel when they know there is more joy, purpose, alignment, creativity, community, and soul-filled living available to them, while also navigating motherhood, work, caregiving, burnout, postpartum, summer chaos, and real-life responsibilities. This episode is an honest look at the messy middle of personal growth, where you can feel deeply grateful and wildly restless, grounded and overwhelmed, alive and completely maxed out.This conversation also moves into the avalanche of awakening: the way questioning one belief, role, relationship dynamic, or inherited expectation can suddenly lead to questioning everything. Marriage, motherhood, work, religion, identity, social structures, spirituality, and the past versions of ourselves who did not know what we know now all come into view. Emily speaks to the grief of waking up, the tenderness of honoring who you used to be, and the truth that you mature into your intuition, your knowing, your spirituality, and your next becoming.This episode is for the woman in the in-between; the one holding the tension, craving more, trying to stay connected to her mission and values while the world feels heavy, and learning how to build sacredness into the ordinary moments of her life. It is a reminder that you do not have to have it all figured out to be on the journey. You deserve to be witnessed, supported, and carried through your becoming.In this episode, I explore:The tension of being in the messy middle of personal growth, motherhood, postpartum, and identity evolutionWhat it means to want more while still feeling deeply grateful for the life you already haveNavigating the in-between season when you are expanding, but do not yet have the capacity, clarity, or energy to move forwardThe reality of postpartum emotions, panic, grief, rage, overwhelm, and learning to trust the season you are inWhy spiritual awakening, personal growth, and deconstruction often feel disorienting instead of clean or linearThe power of being witnessed, supported, and held in your healing journeyThe loneliness of wanting deeper conversations, soul-level friendships, and in-person communityHow to find or create spaces where your truth, growth, and spiritual evolution can safely landHolding the desire for more joy, purpose, alignment, creativity, money, community, and soul-filled living without falling into the trap of constant strivingReclaiming your connection to intuition, purpose, mission, values, and embodied truth when the world feels heavyThe grief of waking up and realizing what past versions of yourself did not know yetHonoring the women you used to be instead of shaming yourself for not knowing soonerWhat it means to mature into your intuition, your spirituality, your knowing, and your becomingMaking peace with being in the middle instead of rushing to fix, solve, perform, or rise immediatelyBe sure to hit subscribe so you never miss the latest episode!Connect with Emily:Website: www.EmilyReuschel.comInstagram: @emilyreuschelFacebook: Emily ReuschelLinkedIn: Emily ReuschelJoin my Book Insiders List: Sign up here!Resources and Links:Sign up here to get the inside scoop to my book writing journey!Book me as a speaker for your next event - email inquiries to emilyreuschel@gmail.com or schedule a call hereWild & Waking – Produced by Jill Carr Podcasting | Learn More
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    37 mins
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