I trust in you with all my heart. Don't let me wander away from your commands (Psalm 119:10).

"A man after my own heart", God said of David. Is your heart healthy? Do our hearts align with God's? A week ago, we explored one answer, David's desire to be obedient to God's law.

On its surface, Psalm 119 is boring. It's repetitive. But I think we miss the point. Its goal is not content but enchantment with the Word of God. It's a carefully crafted poem which oozes with delight in how God has created and ordered the world. There is nothing better for the psalmist than to follow this God. Here is an invitation to catch the joy of obedience.

If obedience is one aspect of a person after God's own heart, close on its heels is humility. The delight in this psalm can only come from a place of willing submission to God. In our reflections on obedience, it was mentioned that David waited for God to put him on the throne of Israel. He would not claim it by force as his right.

This was an act of humility towards God. In 1 Samuel 25, David is slighted by Nabal and sets out to get vengeance. On the way, he is intercepted by Nabal's wife who begs her husband's pardon. David recognizes that God has sent her to keep him from doing wrong and he let's go of his desire for vengeance. Humility.

There is the sordid tale of David sleeping with Uriah's wife followed by a murderous cover up. When Nathan confronts him regarding this sin, David responds, "I have sinned against the Lord" (2 Samuel 12:13). Humility. Later, David counts his fighting men. This displeases God, who forces him to choose which punishment Israel will endure. When David makes his choice he says, "I am in deep distress. Let us fall into the hands of the Lord, for his mercy is great…" (2 Samuel 24:14). Humility.

In each case of disobedience, David responded with an admission of guilt and a turning back to the Lord, something Saul refused to do. He made excuses (cf. 1 Sam 15:24-25). Humility before the Lord acknowledges our disobedience and then turns back towards obedience.

Disobedience never has to be the last word. With God there is mercy, forgiveness. We do not need to approach God with fear in our disobedience, but rather, we may "enter boldly because of the blood of Jesus" (Hebrews 10:19). Our identity is formed by being God's children, not by our disobedience. We are daughters and sons of the King.

If you have wandered far from God, turn back. Humble yourself before him. God's mercy is great. He loves you and wants nothing more than your face to be turned towards him.

As you journey on, go with the blessing of God:

"May God himself, the God who makes everything holy and whole, make you holy and whole, put you together—spirit, soul, and body—and keep you fit for the coming of our Master, Jesus Christ. The One who called you is completely dependable. If he said it, he'll do it" (1 Thessalonians 5:23).

"Come, all you who are thirsty, come to the waters; and you who have no money, come, buy and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without cost. Why spend money on what is not bread, and your labor on what does not satisfy? Listen, listen to me, and eat what is good, and you will delight in the richest of fare. Give ear and come to me; listen, that you may live (Isaiah 55:1-3).

Many things are expected and demanded of us. We have family obligations. Many of us are required to work for a living; this makes significant demands on us. When we don't have such work, the demands are different but certainly not less stressful. Some of us volunteer in Thrift Stores, at service agencies and even for the congregations that we are part of.

These things are good. It is good to be part of a family and contribute to its well being. Having a job that provides income as well as a means of contributing to the flourishing of society is also good. Being available to serve others reflects the mercy of our God. Contributing to the life of the church is one way in which we participate in the growth of God's kingdom. These spaces also provide community for us and that too was declared by God to be good.

All these good things can put strain on us. They become burdens that we become unable to lay down. They can sap our energy, control our emotions, dominate our lives. They can begin to act as idols that constantly demand increasingly more from us. They become irritants that cause resentment, anger, jealousy, and other fruits of the flesh to grow in our hearts, sometimes bursting forth in the most inopportune times.

The world demands more of us, always more. And often, it gives very little back. We end up depleted and empty, hungering for something that will nourish us; fill us; satisfy.

Into those demands, God speaks. No, God invites. He invites us to come. He invites those who have nothing, who are thirsty, poor, hungry, depleted from work that offers nothing in return. God offers us something the world cannot give: life, meaning, fulfilment.

Jesus gave greater depth to these words when he said, "Let anyone who is thirsty come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me…rivers of living water will flow from within them." By this he meant the Spirit…" (John 7:37-39).

God does not take us away from the demands of family or work or volunteering or church. Rather, he fills us with his life so that we can give life to others. He desires for the fruit of the Spirit to develop in us so that they can adorn the places we work and live and volunteer.

He would fill us so that we can contribute not from our emptiness but from his fullness. With his filling, we discover that we are able and even eager to enter our spaces. We can contribute from his resources not our own; with his filling something supernatural is truly at work. Wherever God takes you this week, ask and he will fill you. Go then and bring his life into those places and communities.

As you journey on, go with the blessing of God:

Wherever God takes you today, may He fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit and that you may live carefully—not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity.

A Sunday Sermon edition of Wilderness Wanderings! The text is Galatians 5:1, 13-14. Dive In discussion questions are below for further reflection!

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Dive In!

1. What were the three things about freedom mentioned in the previous sermon?
   1. Relationship with _________.
   2. The result of the ___________ of _________ __________.
   3. Life in the ____________ of _________.
2. These three are from whose perspective:
3. What perspective did today's sermon explore:
4. Why must we embrace our freedom? What things might hinder our freedom? Does our idea of who God is matter?
5. What is our freedom not? What is it for?
6. How do we live our freedom? Will this be easy? How will you do it this week?