Episodes

  • Plant Medicine and Yawanawa Ceremonies
    Apr 28 2026

    In this episode, Lauren talks about the benefits and misconceptions around plant medicine and shares her recent experiences in sitting with Shavora of the Yawanawa. She gives deeper insights into the shadow and underworld layers for anyone who is working through this themselves.

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    45 mins
  • The Angelic Wars
    Mar 2 2026

    In this episode, Lauren does a deep dive around the Angelic Wars or the Angelic Rebellion, the battle between the angelic beings and the archons. She goes into the different consciousness groups, as well as describes the qualities of the fallen or inverted angels.

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    20 mins
  • My Underworld Journey Part 5: The Completion
    Feb 16 2026

    In this episode, Lauren talks about her final initiation through the shadow system and her exit from it entirely, as well as her initiations and completion through the contracts with dark forces, dark magic and her maternal lineage. She shares the changes coming in her business, the ecosystem she is building to support everyone else through this process and explains what it means to be initiated and what it asks of you individually. This is an important lesson for anyone wanting to or currently working with her, or anyone going through this process already.

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    1 hr and 8 mins
  • Saturnian time matrix
    Dec 16 2025

    Has time not been feeling weird lately?! It's prompted Lauren to look further into what these time matrices truly are. This episode delves into the complexities of time distortion as well as a deep dive on Saturn as a being, a fallen angel and a cosmic time warden. We explore the Saturnian cult and its control mechanisms, as well as the interconnectedness of the Saturn-Moon matrix and its impact on human consciousness and emotional cycles.

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    40 mins
  • The black cube, red cube and metatron inversion
    Nov 24 2025

    In this episode, Lauren goes deeply into the mechanics of the Red Cube and Black Cube technology, explaining how these systems operate as artificial matrix overlays that interfere with organic soul architecture, perception and human consciousness. She breaks down how these cubes function on multiple planes and how they were designed to distort time, identity, intuition and spiritual sovereignty.

    She also gives a detailed exploration of who and what Metatron truly is, beyond the commonly circulated new-age interpretations.

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    27 mins
  • Inverted kundalini and synthetic sexuality
    Nov 3 2025

    In this episode, Lauren talks about the inverted kundalini current, as well as sacred versus distorted sexuality. She talks about how sexual energy has been hijacked through collective programming and trauma, as well as the signs when others are embodying this inverted current and the reclamation of sacred sexuality as creation energy.

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    20 mins
  • Are they really a healer? Spotting energetic red flags
    Oct 20 2025

    In this episode, Lauren explores the signs to look out for when someone on the spiritual path has diverted or lost their way — whether it’s a healer caught in the webs of false light or a spiritual leader in ego and self-importance. She unpacks how subtle energetic distortions can disguise themselves as wisdom or guidance and how to recognize when the current of truth has shifted into manipulation or illusion. She also goes into detail about the inversions and false light traps that exist from the 5th-8th dimensions, which is a fascinating topic that may put some puzzle pieces together, beyond just the red flags in behavior.

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    43 mins
  • How long does the shadow journey last?
    Sep 1 2025

    In this episode, Lauren shares personal updates from her recent grid working in Banff and Telluride, as well as on her love life. She also shares some practical tips and guidance for those currently navigating the depths of shadow work and explores the nature of the underworld journey, detailing why some descents are longer than others. This includes a deep dive into the role of karma and how it shapes these experiences, as well as soul contracts and many other reasons that determine the length of the process.

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    1 hr and 4 mins