Episodes

  • Episode 24: How God Smashed me With His Love

    Episode 24: How God Smashed me With His Love
    Jan 6 2026
    My story. Undoing the lie that “Before God can use a man greatly He must hurt him deeply.” This is my raw, vulnerable, transparent story of how Father God smashed the shame and self-loathing out of me by His goodness and love. Wow! I shed a lot of tears in this one. Listen, if you dare. I share because I strongly want you to know how much God loves us all.
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    38 mins
  • Episode 23E: Why We Need the Wisdom of the Old People

    Episode 23E: Why We Need the Wisdom of the Old People
    Jan 2 2026
    We need elders, presbyters, episkoposes, teachers, shepherds, pastors. We need life wisdom experience. We need old, wise people to help us grow up and mature. Is it working? Why or why not? How do we improve this so we have older people who have wisdom?
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    32 mins
  • Episode 22: God’s Thoughts on Christmas are All Good News for Everyone

    Episode 22: God’s Thoughts on Christmas are All Good News for Everyone
    Jan 1 2026
    This is the good news. Luke 2:9-14. The message from the angel of God to the shepherds is gooooood good news casting out mega fear from allll all humans. This is the message of Christmas. And it gets even crazier as the angel describes how God feels and believes about us: all humans. Check this out and get your world rocked and your life transformed by God’s love for you. Immanuel, God with us is here. Jesus is the Savior, Healer, Deliverer, Restorer of Allll all. Belee Dat!!!
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    23 mins
  • Episode 21D for death: Post Traumatic Last Leg Day Workout of the Year

    Episode 21D for death: Post Traumatic Last Leg Day Workout of the Year
    Jan 1 2026
    Arm humorous take on my last workout of the year which happened to be leg day, so I currently have a lot of post traumatic stress from what I did to myself. I am also recovering from the hot bath I took and all the strange items that were in the foofoo woman bath salt mix. Pretty sure there were moths, bugs and leeches. And the machine I couldn’t remember the name of was… a hip thruster. Yep, I do those now. Semi competitive bodybuilder doing hard workouts. Let’s go!!! LFG!!! Happy New Year!!!
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    27 mins
  • Episode 20P: How I Sucked at Parenting and You can Too

    Episode 20P: How I Sucked at Parenting and You can Too
    Dec 16 2025
    Stories about how I sucked at being a parent. Don’t suck at being a parent. Think differently than I was taught. Better beliefs lead to better behavior. Let’s go and grow together. There is room for improvement. Stop beating yourself up for your mistakes. Time to change how we think and take steps towards repairing and improving relationships.
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    38 mins
  • Episode 19a: What is the Good News from God through Jesus Christ?

    Episode 19a: What is the Good News from God through Jesus Christ?
    Dec 14 2025
    If your church has a bad news first message, it is Not the good news (gospel) of Jesus Christ. God is always and only: Savior, Healer, Deliverer, Restorer. There is no bad news from Jesus Christ. He is God, one with the Father. The Father is exactly like Jesus. God is with us: Immanuel! God is in us. Jesus becoming a human baby is great news for ALL! Not just good news for those who say a magic, tearful, remorse filled prayer. Merry Christmas to All. Great, mega Joy to all!! The news is good for everyone.
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    32 mins
  • Episode 18: ALL Your MLM Propietary Blend Products are Bull $#it

    Episode 18: ALL Your MLM Propietary Blend Products are Bull $#it
    Dec 14 2025
    This will probably piss off a lot of people. Good! Truth matters. I got sucked into a couple bull $#it MLM companies and can now spot them easily. Nothing is verifiable by science. Only their secret one in the world scientists have developed this new world’s best secret product to detox earth and turn you into a superhero. Yep. I bought the hype before. They are all crap. They all cost five times what they are worth. And…they don’t work. But the placebo effect is 30% anyway, so go ahead and support your friend’s independent business consultant schtick.
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    10 mins
  • Episode 17: Marriage Conversation with my Wife

    Episode 17: Marriage Conversation with my Wife
    Nov 29 2025
    Specialist bestest guest, my wife Darla. How did we get here? 22 years married. Lessons learned. Difficult stuff growing up and in first marriage. How we met. What connected us. Where are we now in our relationship with God and each other. What has happened during our detox, deconstruction, reconstruction?
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    42 mins