Episodes

  • Poetic Terrorism
    Jan 7 2026

    “We need to be shocked into beauty.”


    Welcome to the Temporary Autonomous Zone.

    In this episode, we discuss being “stuck” in the body, and Hakeem Bey’s concept of Temporary Autonomous Zones: an artistic means of transcending the rules of our current realities. We delve into our relationships with our bodies, their wisdom, and the dangers of overidentification with them. We discuss liberatory tactics such as Poetic Terrorism to disrupt the mundane and shock people into beauty – as well as the burdens that come with being the disruptor. We discuss when to stay and fight, the love and freedom in letting go, and the role forgiveness plays in it all.


    Chapters

    00:00 Feeling Stuck in the Body

    03:01 Exploring Temporary Autonomous Zones

    07:42 The Concept of Poetic Terrorism

    12:44 Body and Identity: Personal Journeys

    18:57 The Wisdom of the Body

    27:15 The Role of the Disruptor

    35:20 Navigating Family Dynamics, Ideological Differences, Erasure, and Harm

    40:34 The Burden of Being a Change Maker

    43:27 The Freedom in Letting Go

    55:17 Creating Space for New Beginnings


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    1 hr
  • Jesus Does Not Need a Gram
    Nov 23 2025

    "Sometimes we discover what something is by subtraction. So you're actually shaping a new reality by removing things that obscure that reality."

    Pedro is newly employed, Mercedez is lost in the present, and Katerina is becoming famous... and the rapture still hasn't hit, yet. In this episode we explore:

    • Navigating our professional coming out
    • Finding out where all the "No's" go
    • Growing like bamboo
    • Staying your soul's course
    • Social media's role in society and the artist's life
    • Disappearing to be found and the art that emerges from that place
    • Using obsession as a gift and precision in where we aim it

    "I have this vision of myself for a reason." PERIOD. Namaste, friends.



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    1 hr and 10 mins
  • NPC's, Scredians, and the very fabric of Reality
    Sep 15 2025

    Hey y’all. It’s been a minute, and we’re questioning reality and our place within it.

    In this episode we talk about:

    • Are we NPC’s?!

    • The repetition of history

    • Is the Universe constantly responding to our thoughts or are we making meaning out of random chaos?

    • Non-linear time, predetermination, and multiple dimensions

    • Heightened spiritual experiences + the dangers of belief

    • What are we doing when we are not fighting?

    • Emergences from non-doing and silence: the concept of Wu Wei

    • Christianity vs Scredianity

    • Butoh & The Art of the Grotesque

    • Buck Minsterfuller, Dynamic Maximum Tension, & creating at the edge

    • Knowing the truth of life and trusting


    Buck the fuck up, everybody.

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    1 hr and 6 mins
  • Crack Angels: Money, Drugs, and Other Deities
    Jun 2 2025

    We're back after a short hiatus with LOADS on our minds.


    We start our conversation with money, revolution, and consciousness:

    • Gentrification and homeownership in upstate New York
    • History, karma, and the repetition of patterns
    • The role of money in activism and community
    • Navigating wealth and consciousness
    • The material world vs inner reality
    • Healing and presence amidst suffering
    • Compassion and material wealth


    Then, we get into stories of Crack Angels and other deities. We explore:

    • Personal encounters with crack angels and unexpected blessings
    • Drugs as a way to sneak into heaven
    • Innocence without ignorance


    And, ripely on the cusp of pride month, we close with a little bit about gender and queerness:

    • Lessons from gay ducks
    • The restrictions of gender roles
    • Queerness as an antidote to traditional norms
    • The inadequacy of identity and labels
    • Beyond words: the essence of existence
    • Future Informed Indigeneity


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    1 hr and 14 mins
  • devil is a lie
    Mar 9 2025

    This episode was fun! And perhaps contains some of our hottest takes yet. We discuss:


    • Is the Devil real?
    • Exploring the Enneagram… and dark forces
    • Christian conspiracies
    • Self authority vs God vs external systems of information
    • The nature of life and our part in it: flourishing, chaos, and change
    • The effects of being guided by our collective fear of death
    • Embracing the Infinitude - we’re seeds.
    • Thought experiment: What IF this life was really IT? O__O
    • Getting back to awe, wonder, and curiosity
    • Neutrality as a liberating concept



    Stay Spicy :)





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    53 mins
  • we know nothing
    Feb 2 2025

    Happy New Year!


    In this episode, we reflect on the conflicting symbolism of the winter and holiday season, we realize that America is an abusive partner, and we laugh through the confusion, dread, and ridiculousness of it all.


    We talk about taking a step back from alarmist attitudes, releasing fear over death or destiny, and saying "enough" and meaning it.


    We vibe over theories of non-attachment as a path to freedom, indigenous languages without nouns, as well as ALIENS, the CIA, psychics, and other other immaterial things we don't understand.


    We go all over the place, and get nowhere - right where we belong.


    Knowing nothing is the beginning. Laugh through it all with us.

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    52 mins
  • Post-Election Reactions, Prophecies, Fallacies, and Play
    Dec 1 2024
    • “I am already free. There’s no more I need to do to be free.”


      November is usually a sweet, mellow month. Except when it's an election year. In this episode, we share our post-election reactions, and offer some shifts of perspective.


      Topics to discover:

    • The Role of Religion and Spirituality in Politics
      • Ignoring The Embodiment of the Feminine
      • “There are no rules.” What if we didn’t stick to the safe story?
      • Living in Prophetic Times;
      • A light analogy of Christ Consciousness
      • Letting go and walking away
      • Shifting to Play and Pleasure
      • Redirecting energy to the places and people where what you offer is valued
      • We’re rich now.
      • ...ALIENS?!
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    47 mins
  • This Is My Body Part 2: Conversation
    Oct 28 2024

    The Communion Podcast went live!

    For the first time in Longmont, Colorado we gathered with a live audience to discuss all things embodied and disembodied spirituality.


    In the conversation portion of our night, we vibe and discuss:

    • Challenging and redefining "Church"
    • Mercedez's tensions in new age spirituality and traditional religions
    • Who would Christ be now? A case for single black mothers
    • Pedro's fallout from his Evangelical church
    • Institutions, power, and gatekeeping divinity
    • Building new systems of value
    • The psychic wound from forced assimilation and land disconnection; Clinging to whiteness to hide from the wound
    • Animism and coming back to the Earth; Katerina's uncle as a cautionary tale
    • Our collective Tower Card
    • The terrifying question of freedom: "Who am I?"


    "At the end of this, we all die. So I'm so glad we're spending our brief time on Earth doing this." - Katerina

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    47 mins