For most of my life, I thought I felt safe. What I didn’t realise was that what I was living with was actually a nervous system in constant threat, with moments of relief. I didn’t know what true safety felt like.

In this episode, I explore how early experiences, trauma and chronic hypervigilance shaped my relationship to safety. And why insight and talk therapy alone were never enough to create lasting change.

This is the path that led me back into my body through somatic healing, deep rest and working with plant medicine in Peru. This process fundamentally changed how I live, relate, and serve.

This is a reflection on safety as an embodied state, not a concept, and why learning to create it within ourselves is foundational for healing, clarity and holding safe space for others.

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For most of my life, I felt like an outsider. Like I was missing some essential instruction manual for being human.

In this episode, I explore the long journey of trying to belong by becoming more like everyone else, and the moment I realised that the belonging I was searching for could only come from discovering who I actually am.

I share how growing up with abandonment, isolation and a sensitive nervous system shaped my strategies for earning connection, from achievement and people pleasing to staying too long in misaligned relationships, work and spiritual spaces. I reflect on the shame of feeling “defective,” the relief of understanding myself through frameworks like trauma, neurodivergence and intuition, and why none of those labels fully captured my experience.

This is an exploration of the outsider experience, the deep homesickness many of us carry, and what happens when we stop asking “What’s wrong with me?” and start asking “Who am I?”

If you’ve never quite fit into the boxes available, this episode is an invitation to consider that your difference may be part of your original blueprint, and that belonging doesn’t come from fitting in, but from belonging fully to yourself. And perhaps the Outsider Blueprint is the key to unlocking your unique magic in this world.

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This is a tender and honest episode about energy, relationships and learning how to ‘close the tabs’ in your life that are quietly draining you.

I share how the Cosmic Scavenger Hunt has shown me where my energy has been leaking through unfinished decisions, misaligned friendships, looping thoughts and situations that no longer fit the person I’ve become. Using the metaphor of browser tabs left open, we explore how so much of our life force gets consumed by revisiting things we haven’t been willing to get honest about.

I talk openly about friendships, group dynamics and relationships that were aligned for a season but no longer are, the fear of becoming the villain in someone else’s story and the courage it takes to take responsibility for your own energy. I also share how closing tabs has become a powerful rite of passage in reclaiming sovereignty and creating coherence across all areas of life.

This episode is an invitation to tune into your inner knowing and gently but bravely assess what’s still aligned, what needs renegotiating and what may be ready to be released so you can move forward with more clarity and freedom.

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