Episodes

  • ep. 101: heated rivalry

    ep. 101: heated rivalry
    Feb 8 2026

    i will never shut up about the club scene. never ever ever.
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    1 hr and 26 mins
  • ep. 100: the fear of being a beginner

    ep. 100: the fear of being a beginner
    Feb 1 2026

    100 episodes!!!!!!!! thankyouthankyouthankyou!! to be a master you must be a beginner first!
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    1 hr
  • ep. 99: life has been testing me [VIDEO]

    ep. 99: life has been testing me [VIDEO]
    Jan 25 2026

    a new era for dirty martini!!
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    1 hr and 8 mins
  • ep. 98: the death of empathy and critical thought

    ep. 98: the death of empathy and critical thought
    Jan 18 2026

    speak up even when your voice is shaking

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    55 mins
  • ep. 97: my worst travel story

    ep. 97: my worst travel story
    Jan 11 2026

    when it rains, it pours. this was high key traumatic
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    1 hr and 31 mins
  • ep. 96: welcoming 2026

    ep. 96: welcoming 2026
    Jan 4 2026

    thank you, 2025! please be kind, 2026.
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    1 hr and 5 mins
  • ep. 95: the best decision of my life

    ep. 95: the best decision of my life
    Dec 28 2025

    this small habit changed my world for the better for good. shout out to my 13-year-old self
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    1 hr and 3 mins
  • ep. 94: the longest day of my life

    ep. 94: the longest day of my life
    Dec 21 2025

    i'm not 20 anymore, i can't do all-nighters the way i used to
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    1 hr and 12 mins