Episodes

  • Time Flies

    Time Flies
    Aug 29 2023
    The anxiety spiral continues, creating a gap between me and all the things I want to do. Let's address that one, shall we? There IS hope. I think.MonsterAlley.com
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    16 mins
  • This Is Abuse

    This Is Abuse
    Aug 15 2023
    Ever wonder why the brain comes up with those crappy thoughts in the first place? Small miracle my mind redacts most of them before they come out of my mouth- or in an email.
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    6 mins
  • Going Backwards

    Going Backwards
    Aug 11 2023

    Man, I didn't even get a WEEK in, and already my brain decided it was time to undo all those good vibes and start freaking out over productivity again. Sigh.Check me out elsewhere: (https://medium.com/@theaccidentalmonster) or TAMonsterAlley.com
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    10 mins
  • For Myself

    For Myself
    Aug 9 2023
    It's time to get serious about creating, and leave the rest of that noise behind. Took me long enough, eh? ;) Check me out on Medium: (https://medium.com/@theaccidentalmonster) or TAMonsterAlley.com
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    15 mins
  • I Killed My Cat

    I Killed My Cat
    Jul 31 2023
    What's kept me away from doing anything for nearly two weeks. It's long because I'm reading this article here: https://medium.com/real-stories/i-killed-my-cat-1ab9ed427b4a
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    31 mins
  • Brain Wins

    Brain Wins
    Jul 17 2023
    My attempt to overcome anxiety and the beauty thing from a previous episode apparently gave my brain a secondary win. Dr K. explained it in this video:(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mThU-sdywKw&ab_channel=HealthyGamerGG).
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    11 mins
  • Electric Popping

    Electric Popping
    Jul 16 2023

    The imperfections of the previous episodes (and probably this one, too) caused a chain of anxious thoughts- bearing a small chunk of the insanity that is my mind for all to see.
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    10 mins
  • Genesis: Punished Beauty

    Genesis: Punished Beauty
    Jul 15 2023
    Discussing thoughts and personal experiences regarding being inadvertently "punished" for being attractive.
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    11 mins