Episodes

  • The Persistence of Now
    Jan 13 2026

    Time is not the prison we were taught to believe in.

    Urgency, regret, and anticipation fracture the self across an imaginary line —
    past and future pulling attention away from the only place that holds power.

    In this episode of Expect Nothing, the listener steps out of linear time
    and into the density of presence.

    The Persistence of Now explores the illusion of scarcity,
    the psychological architecture of the clock,
    and the moment the timeline ruptures —
    revealing that the self being searched for
    has never been lost or delayed.

    This is not an episode about becoming.
    It is about remembering.

    A meditation on presence, sovereignty,
    and the quiet freedom that arrives
    when the line dissolves
    and the self returns to Now.

    Nothing is missing.
    Nothing is late.
    Nothing needs to be earned.

    Expect nothing.
    Glow anyway.

    Lunar Phase: Waning Moon

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    6 mins
  • The Air Between the Words
    Jan 9 2026

    What is spoken is rarely where the truth lives.

    This episode explores the silent architecture beneath conversation —
    the pauses,
    the restraint,
    and the unsaid truths carried in the name of comfort and belonging.

    In the air between the words, it becomes clear how often voice is traded for peace,
    truth for compliance,
    and presence for approval.

    The Air Between the Words examines the subtle moments of self-betrayal,
    the energetic weight of politeness,
    and the quiet power that returns
    when the word finally matches the fire.

    This is not about speaking louder.
    It is about speaking anchored.

    A meditation on silence, subtext,
    and the moment a voice stops echoing
    and becomes its own signal.

    Expect nothing.
    Glow anyway.

    Lunar Phase: Waxing Moon — the threshold of voice

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    6 mins
  • The Compassion of the Unwitnessed
    Jan 5 2026

    There are moments no one sees.
    Battles fought without witnesses.
    Hours survived quietly, without applause.

    This episode is an offering to the parts of us that endured in silence —
    the unwitnessed self who learned how to survive when no one was watching,
    and the compassion we often forget to give ourselves afterward.

    Through reflection, sound, and stillness, this chapter explores the private rooms we keep locked long after the danger has passed — and what happens when we finally return with mercy instead of judgment.

    This is a meditation on self-forgiveness.
    On releasing the internal judge.
    On honoring survival without needing to explain it.

    If this episode meets you in a quiet place, you may want to know that these themes continue on the page as well. Diana’s poetry collection, The Poet Who Forgot Her Name, was written for the selves that learned to survive without witnesses.

    Available now wherever books are found.

    Expect nothing.Begin again.Glow anyway.

    Lunar Phase: Waning Crescent

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    6 mins
  • The Girl Who Grew Fangs
    Jan 3 2026

    Tonight, the moon wears her oldest name.

    Under the Wolf Super Moon, this lunar letter honors the moment instinct returns — when softness learns its edges and survival remembers its song.

    This is for the self who was taught to be smaller.
    For the one who listened to the dark instead.
    For the one who learned that gentleness and power can share the same body.

    A whispered invocation for winter courage, embodied truth, and the wild intelligence that refuses to stay tame.

    Stand in the moonlight.
    Let it silver your scars.
    Let the wolf inside you stretch.

    Glow anyway.


    Lunar Phase: Wolf Super Moon
    Theme: Instinct reclaimed • embodied power • winter courage

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    2 mins
  • No One Was Home — What Absence Reveals
    Dec 18 2025

    No one was home — and for the first time, that felt like truth instead of loss.


    This piece arrives under the waning moon, when light falls away and what remains becomes clear.


    Absence is often mistaken for abandonment.

    But sometimes, it is a room finally emptied of what never belonged —

    a silence that reveals space rather than erasure.


    For anyone standing in a quiet place,

    for anyone sensing stillness where noise once lived,

    this letter offers rest rather than resolution.


    Let the night compost what is no longer yours to carry.

    Rest in the pause.

    What remains is enough.


    Lunar Phase: Waning Moon — release and integration

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    2 mins
  • The Empty House Inside the Moon
    Dec 11 2025

    Healing the part of you that learned to hide — inside the moon’s quiet chamber.


    This episode is part of Expect Nothing, a lunar audio series.


    In this chapter, Diana steps into the quiet room inside —

    the one that held everything that couldn’t yet be named.


    The Empty House Inside the Moon is the chapter where silence becomes a mirror.

    Where the walls built for survival finally soften.

    Where the part of the self that learned to hide

    begins to come home.


    For anyone who has ever felt invisible in their own life,

    or learned to stay small in order to stay safe,

    this episode offers a gentle return —

    a reminder that the inner world also deserves light.


    Expect nothing.

    Begin again.

    Glow anyway.


    Lunar Phase: Waning Crescent

    Themes: emotional release, inner child return, shadow healing, archetypal memory

    Best listened: with a soft light, a slow breath, and an open heart

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    14 mins
  • Still Here
    Dec 8 2025

    After the mirror cracks, truth does not rush in —

    it rises quietly, like a waning crescent refusing to disappear.


    This Moon Letter follows The Mirror Cracked, offering a soft unraveling rather than a rupture.

    A reminder that what broke was not the self —

    but the illusion it was taught to live inside.


    The mirror is not glass.

    The mirror is conditioning.


    And when it fractures, what falls away is not identity, but performance:

    the reflection that enforced smallness,

    the inherited script,

    the shape that never fit the soul.


    This letter centers release —

    release of the rehearsed image,

    release of inherited weight,

    release of the version of the self that survived by dimming.


    What remains is not fragmentation, but return.


    Expect nothing.

    Glow anyway.


    Glow in the waning light.

    Glow in quiet courage.

    Glow as the unreflected self finally stands present.


    Lunar Phase: Waning Crescent — shedding, remembering, and stepping into the unreflected self

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    3 mins
  • The Mirror Cracked
    Dec 5 2025

    Every reflection holds a story — but not every story is true.


    In this chapter, Diana steps toward the mirror that shaped her,

    only to discover that the fracture running through the glass

    is the same one she has been carrying within.


    The Mirror Cracked explores the moment an old identity falls apart —

    when inherited roles dissolve,

    and the truth that was avoided finally looks back.


    What breaks here is not the self,

    but the illusion.


    A chapter for anyone who has questioned the version of themselves

    they were taught to recognize,

    and is ready to see what remains

    when the false image finally shatters.


    Expect nothing.

    Glow anyway.


    Lunar Phase: Waning Crescent — release before renewal

    Keywords: identity healing, awakening, self-recognition, shadow work, breaking illusion, emotional clarity

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    4 mins