She schedules her crying every week. She hasn't processed a single painful experience in her entire life. And her body is keeping score.

Raina is a brand strategist, agency owner, mother of two, and one of the most high-functioning people you'll ever meet. She's also been running on pure survival mode since childhood; dissociating from every emotion that slowed her down and treating the people around her like objects she navigates around instead of humans she connects with.

In this episode, Adam breaks down how quiet disorganized attachment combined with autistic features creates a double-layered wall between someone and every person who's ever tried to love them. He explains why "understanding why someone hurt you" isn't the same as forgiving them; it's actually stripping them of their humanity. And he walks Raina through the exact moment her nervous system learned that love is just a setup for betrayal.

his conversation covers:

Why high-functioning women with chronic dissociation often develop autoimmune disorders by their mid-30s

The difference between short-term dissociation (useful) and lifelong dissociation (destructive)

How your brain processes trauma using left brain logic and right brain emotion; and why it gets stuck

What happens when you remove someone's agency by excusing everything they do

Kohlberg's morality scale and why you should only open up to the top 10%

The "resolve and repair" model for confronting people without rupturing the relationship

Why the people who confused you in your life were probably the ones who loved you most

How 40 collaborative conversations in 90 days can rewire your neural pathways

If you've ever been told you're "cold" when you're actually terrified; this one's for you.

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Children are born neurologically and emotionally fragile. They're born feeling frightened and unsafe. And somewhere along the way, we decided that was someone else's problem to solve.

Erica Komisar joins Adam Lane Smith for a conversation about what we've lost: the understanding that the first three years of a child's life shape everything that comes after.

In this video: → Why 85% of your child's social-emotional brain develops before age three → The attachment foundation that determines mental health for life → How we told women that careers matter more than shaping the next generation → What chronic absence does to a child's nervous system (and why we're medicating the result) → The feminist message that backfired: "Women should be more like men" → Why 60% of mothers would stay home if they had financial and emotional support → The father's role: vasopressin, protection, play, and teaching risk → How fatherlessness connects to the behavioral crisis in young boys → The deathbed question: who will be holding your hand when you die? → Why sibling rivalry spikes when parents aren't present enough → The CEO/CFO model of marriage: equal value, different specialization → How wives can pull workaholic husbands back into the family

ABOUT ERICA KOMISAR: Erica Komisar is a psychoanalyst, parent guidance expert, and author of "Being There: Why Prioritizing Motherhood in the First Three Years Matters." Her new book on raising healthy children through divorce releases March 2026.

🔗 Erica's Website: komisar.com 🔗 Attachment Circles (Nonprofit): attachmentcircles.org 🔗 Instagram: @ericakommisar

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She's won races most people can't finish. Built businesses. Commanded stages. But relationships? That's where the pattern kept breaking.

Danica Patrick joins Adam Lane Smith and Andrey Korikov for a raw conversation about why high-achieving women keep attracting emotionally unavailable men: and what actually has to change.

In this video: → The "quiet disorganized" attachment pattern most successful women don't know they have → Why making life easy for men destroys the bond you're trying to build → The four levels of safety men must provide: and where most fail → Adam's three-date method for filtering out avoidant men fast → How to stop erasing yourself in relationships → The CEO/COO model that lets you stay in your feminine at home → Why male discomfort is actually a good sign

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