In today’s episode of Living My Truth With Shonnie, I’m getting real about something I still struggle with—apologizing for being me.

Not because I’m ashamed of who I am—I’ve grown way past that stage.

But because sometimes my energy, my voice, my presence feels too big for spaces and people who were never meant to hold me.

And maybe you’ve felt that too.

Maybe you’ve caught yourself shrinking, toning it down, trying to fit into places you’ve outgrown.

Today’s conversation is a reminder:

You don’t have to apologize for your light.

You don’t have to water yourself down to be loved.

You don’t have to become smaller to be accepted.

This is your permission slip to take up space.

To live loudly, boldly, and unapologetically.

If you’ve ever struggled with feeling “too much,” this episode is for you.

In this episode, I’m not speaking from the mountaintop—I’m speaking from the middle. The quiet space between healing and stepping into something new. Where Fear Ends, I Begin is me sharing the real, unfiltered truth about what it feels like to finally reach a place of peace… and still feel fear trying to pull up a seat.

This week, I’m facing something I thought I was fully healed from. But triggers have a way of showing up uninvited—loud, heavy, and relentless. In this episode, I’m taking you with me as I unpack the weight of returning home, the emotions that come with it, and the reality of healing while still fighting through the echoes of what I survived.

This one is longer, heavier, and more vulnerable than ever.

I’m sharing truths I haven’t said out loud before. I’m giving voice to the pain, the triggers, and the fight to hold onto my peace—even when it feels like I’m losing my grip.

If you’ve ever had to stand in front of the same people who broke you, if you’ve ever questioned your healing when old wounds started bleeding again, if you’re in the middle of fighting for yourself right now—this episode is for you.

⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode includes raw, unfiltered discussions about trauma, survival, and healing. Please take care of yourself as you listen.

You’ve already healed from this. This is just an attack. Don’t let it win.

Let’s get into it.

In this episode, we’re getting real about comfort—the sneaky trap that keeps us stuck, stagnant, and settling for less than what God has for us. We’ll talk about how comfort disguises itself as peace when it’s really a prison, why overthinking is keeping you from your breakthrough, and how faith requires movement, not just belief. If you’ve been waiting for the “perfect time” to step into what God is calling you to do, this is your wake-up call. It’s time to stop hesitating, stop second-guessing, and start moving. Because the life you’ve been praying for? It’s on the other side of obedience.

Hey my loves! Welcome back to Living My Truth with Shonnie. I know it’s been a minute, but I’m back and ready to dive deep into some real conversations. In this episode, we’re talking about something that hits home for so many of us—distractions, comparison, and learning to trust God’s timing. Inspired by Pastor Mike Todd’s Dating Distractions series, I’m getting transparent about how easy it is to lose focus and how even the smallest distractions can pull us away from God’s purpose.

What do you do when life doesn’t turn out the way you planned? When the relationship you invested in crumbles, the dream you’ve been working toward falls apart, or you find yourself stuck in a cycle of hurt and disappointment?

In this heartfelt episode of Living My Truth with Shonnie, I open up about my own recent breakdown and the moment God reminded me that it’s time to reset. I share what it means to release control, trust God’s timing, and let go of people and situations that aren’t aligned with His peace.

Life can be messy, unpredictable, and heartbreaking. But God isn’t afraid of the mess—He works right in the middle of it. Join me as we talk about resetting our hearts, embracing the process, and trusting that God is always working behind the scenes, even when life doesn’t look like what we want.

This is your season to reset. Let’s do it together.

Episode Description: Love Bombed into Loving a Narcissist – A Journey from Illusion to Reality

In this raw and deeply personal episode of Living My Truth with Shonnie, I share my journey of being love-bombed into a toxic relationship with a narcissist. From the perfect beginning filled with promises and affection to the manipulation, betrayal, and emotional abuse that followed, this is a story of heartbreak, healing, and rediscovery.

I open up about how he used my vulnerabilities, manipulated my trust, and even involved my son in his lies, making promises he never intended to keep. I reflect on how his need for control disguised as love left me questioning my worth and doubting myself, while cycles of gaslighting and blame kept me tethered to him.

Through prayer, boundaries, and self-reflection, I found the strength to break free, realizing that real love doesn’t manipulate, control, or tear you down. If you’ve ever ignored red flags or felt trapped in a toxic cycle, this episode is for you.

Join me as I share my lessons, my faith, and my hope for those still searching for a love that uplifts and respects them. You deserve more. Let’s get into it.

In this heartfelt and eye-opening episode of Living My Truth, Shonnie delves into the power of God’s unwavering love, even when the world—and sometimes our own hearts—turns away. Using inspiration from The Lion King, Shonnie reflects on what it would mean if God turned His back on us as we often do to Him during hard times. This episode explores why we drift, how the enemy uses distraction, isolation, and fear to pull us further away, and why it’s critical to fight against these tactics by staying anchored in God’s promises. Shonnie shares biblical examples, relatable stories, and practical encouragement on drawing closer to God even in the toughest storms. If you’re feeling distant, lost, or overwhelmed, this episode is a reminder of God’s enduring presence and His desire to pull you close when everything else feels like it’s falling apart. Stay connected, stand firm, and experience God’s love in a real and transformative way.