• Purgatory
    Oct 13 2025

    In Episode 7, Melissa and Alia, kick things off with our weekly Not So Zen moments — from porch raccoons to unfinished zen gardens — and talk about how to transmute life’s chaos back to calm. Then we dive into purgatory, that in-between space in life, love, and career where you’re not here, not there… just somewhere.

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    25 mins
  • 1.0.3. Dig a Lil Bit Deeper
    Oct 6 2025

    🎙️ In this episode, hear Alia and Melissa take things beneath the surface — exploring the magic of angel signs, synchronicities, and the subtle ways the Universe speaks to us. ✨

    But first, we start with our Not So Zen moments from the week — the messy, human stuff that tested our peace — and how we transformed & transmuted them back into presence and grace.

    This episode also holds a special vibration of love and remembrance as we honor Melissa’s father, who passed one year ago and whose birthday is 10/3. He continues to send signs from beyond — most often through pennies from heaven — reminding us that connection never fades, it just shifts form. 🕊️

    Join us as we dig a lil bit deeper into faith, signs, and soul whispers — proof that the divine is always closer than we think. #NotSoZen #AngelSigns #Synchronicities #PenniesFromHeaven #PodcastHealing #SpiritualAwakening

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    28 mins
  • J.O.M.O.
    Sep 29 2025

    When life gives you kidney scares, failed podcast recordings, and 4 hour ER wait times… you discover JOMO. In this episode, we swap FOMO for JOMO after a week of hospital runs, tech fails, and forced couch time. Spoiler: sometimes missing out is the best gift your body (and your microphone) can give you!

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    19 mins
  • The Big "D"
    Sep 22 2025

    To stay or to go....that is the question....?

    #NotSoZenPodcast #PodcastLaunch #NewPodcastAlert #PodcastCommunity #HealingJourney #SpiritualPodcast #JusticeAndSpirituality #ReikiEnergy #RealTalkPodcast #111Energy #PodcastLife #thebigd #ddog #phillyphilly #stay #go #relationshipenergy

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    27 mins
  • W.T.F.
    Sep 15 2025

    From Laughter to Legal Truth 🎙️ Starting with a hilariously “Not So Zen” moment before diving deep into finding justice through the legal system for sexual assault survivors. Trauma thrives in hiding – healing happens when we speak our truth. In this episode, we’re sharing the importance of healing modalities that support authenticity over silence, because your voice and your journey toward justice matter.

    Real, unfiltered, funny, authentic. That’s the Not So Zen way. 💪✨

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    32 mins
  • The Not So Zen Side of Death
    Sep 8 2025

    In this episode of Not So Zen, Melissa, the advocator, opens up about her experience with reiki at death when Alia, the healer, gave her father Reiki just days before he passed. From that personal story, we dive deeper into Reiki as a practice that clears low vibrational energy and raises our frequency — a pathway toward the higher consciousness New Earth is calling us into. It’s real, it’s raw, and it’s a reminder that even in moments of loss, healing and light are possible.

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    30 mins
  • The Unfinished Zen Garden
    Sep 1 2025

    Welcome to the Unzen Den: Chaos Meets Calm! Get ready for a wild ride as we welcome you to the not-so-zen garden, where we embrace the raw, messy reality of life. Join the Healer and the Advocator as they guide you through spiritual transformations and the fight for justice, all from the depths of life's lion's den. No holding back!

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    27 mins
  • Not So Zen Trailer Episode
    Sep 1 2025

    Life in your 40s isn’t all green juice and gratitude journals. Join a lawyer and a spiritual healer as they get candid about purpose, parenting, and patching yourself back together — one honest laugh at a time. “Not So Zen” is raw, funny, and unapologetically real — no incense required.

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    2 mins