Episodes

  • Been Seen as Shadow Alchemy with Emily Iris
    May 1 2026

    The conversation delves into the journey of self-discovery, empowerment, and integration of identity and work. Emily shares her experiences as a spiritual entrepreneur, dancer, and coach, highlighting the challenges and triumphs of embracing authenticity and self-expression. The exploration of archetypes, existential kink, and the divine spiral of life adds depth to the conversation, emphasizing the importance of integration and growth in personal and professional life.

    Takeaways

    • Bringing back the spark
    • Integration of identity and work

    Chapters

    • 00:00 Discovering the Spark
    • 07:41 Integration of Identities
    • 13:32 Balancing Work and Personal Life
    • 19:58 Exploration of Archetypes
    • 25:19 Navigating Subcultures
    • 31:12 Integration and Authenticity

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    31 mins
  • From Order to Chaos and Back Again with Shadow Work
    Apr 24 2026

    The conversation delves into the concept of shadow work and its significance in personal and collective growth. It explores the transition from order to disorder, the fear of disorder, the role of wisdom, the collective shadow, societal disorder, the revolution, and the liberation of every human soul. The integrated approach to sharing shadow work is also discussed, emphasizing the importance of readiness and willingness to share without imposing it on others.

    Takeaways

    • Shadow work and its significance
    • The evolution from order to disorder and the role of shadow work in this transition

    Chapters

    • 00:00 Introduction to Shadow Work
    • 10:31 The Collective Shadow and Societal Disorder
    • 26:27 The Revolution and the Liberation of Every Human Soul
    • 41:41 The Integrated Approach to Sharing Shadow Work

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    40 mins
  • Embracing Pleasure and Desire with Brenda Fredericks
    Apr 17 2026

    Brenda Fredericks shares her spiritual journey, the impact of One Taste and Orgasmic Meditation, the importance of boundaries and self-honesty, containment and expansion, the impact of boundaries on relationships, and the significance of vulnerability and self-expression.

    The conversation delves into the practice of desire, the birth of a podcast, the journey of desire, rituals and self-care, and working with Brenda. It emphasizes the importance of the journey of desire and the significance of self-care routines and rituals for maintaining balance and well-being.

    Takeaways

    • Spiritual journey and self-discovery
    • Embodiment and self-honesty Desire is about the journey, not just the manifestation
    • Self-care routines and rituals are essential for maintaining balance and well-being

    Chapters

    • 00:00 Introduction to Brenda Fredericks
    • 10:29 One Taste and Orgasmic Meditation
    • 17:15 The Importance of Boundaries and Self-Honesty
    • 24:31 Containment and Expansion
    • 31:58 Vulnerability and Self-Expression
    • 45:18 Rituals and Self-Care
    • 57:30 Working with Brenda

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    54 mins
  • Existential Kink in the Wild with Bob
    Apr 10 2026

    The conversation introduces the concept of Existential Kink (EK) and shadow work, exploring the impact of EK on personal growth and relationships. It delves into the practice of navigating conflict, setting boundaries, and the importance of authenticity in relationships.

    Takeaways

    • Existential Kink and Shadow Work
    • Navigating Conflict and Boundaries

    Chapters

    • 00:00 Introduction to Existential Kink and Shadow Work

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    43 mins
  • Power Dynamics and Shadow Work
    Apr 3 2026

    The conversation delves into the complexities of power dynamics, exploring their impact on relationships, society, and personal empowerment. It highlights the significance of understanding and navigating power dynamics in various contexts, from interpersonal relationships to societal structures.

    Takeaways

    • Power dynamics are pervasive in all relationships
    • Understanding the drama triangle is crucial for navigating power dynamics effectively

    Chapters

    • 00:00 Understanding Power Dynamics
    • 05:06 Dom-Sub Dynamics
    • 13:05 Power Dynamics in Relationships
    • 36:07 Reciprocity and Agreements
    • 47:02 The Role of Power in Society

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    48 mins
  • Living Existential Kink with Tina Estrella
    Mar 27 2026

    Tina Estrella shares her journey from BDSM to Existential Kink, highlighting the transformative power of EK and its intersection with spirituality.

    She discusses her spiritual journey, the role of BDSM in her healing process, and the impact of psychedelic medicine work.

    The conversation delves into power dynamics, holding space, and the evolution of coaching practices, offering insights into the integration of diverse modalities for personal growth and transformation. They also talk about the integration of spiritual practices into everyday life, navigating growth edges, and the importance of consistent practice. It also explores the significance of self-reflection, overcoming addiction cycles, and nurturing self-compassion. The themes of embracing change, human experience, and inner peace are central to the discussion.

    Takeaways

    • Existential Kink as a transformative practice
    • The intersection of BDSM and spirituality Integration of spiritual practices
    • Exploration of growth edges

    Chapters

    • 00:00 Introduction and Transition to Existential Kink
    • 11:05 Psychedelic Medicine Work
    • 23:03 Power Dynamics and Holding Space
    • 32:22 Exploring New Edges and Evolving Practices
    • 38:13 Spirituality in Service to Life and Family
    • 44:06 Overcoming Resistance and Self-Reflection
    • 52:01 Creating Space for Self-Reflection and Presence
    • 01:01:25 Celebrating Small Victories and Self-Compassion
    • 01:07:12 Communicating with Inner Parts and Self-Compassion

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    1 hr and 1 min
  • Somatics of Existential Kink
    Mar 20 2026

    With Lucy Baldwin, Holly Kiefer, Dani Granaroli and Laila Matthews.
    The conversation delves into the exploration of existential kink, shadow alchemy, and somatics, focusing on the richness of somatic experience, the power of witnessing and community, the role of stories and meaning, and the spiritual and somatic levels of existential kink.

    Takeaways

    • Somatic experience is rich and diverse, encompassing sensory input and submodalities.
    • The power of witnessing and community plays a crucial role in healing and transformation.

    Chapters

    • 00:00 Introduction to Existential Kink and Somatics
    • 09:05 The Power of Witnessing and Community
    • 23:02 The Role of Stories and Meaning
    • 30:53 EK and the Spiritual and Somatic Levels

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    32 mins
  • Annelle Taylor on Bringing EK to Medical Professionals
    Mar 13 2026

    Annelle Taylor shares her journey of discovering Existential Kink, her experience with cancer, and the incorporation of Existential Kink practices in medical settings.

    She discusses the importance of reframing emotions and sensations, and the impact of healing circles and B-Camp in supporting medical professionals.

    Annelle emphasizes the role of emotion and feeling in healing and the need for a more human-centered approach in medical care.

    The conversation delves into the challenges of emotional attachment and boundaries in medicine, the impact of emotional expression on health, and the importance of balancing empathy and professionalism. It also explores the role of compassion, witnessing emotions, and the integration of somatic and psychological approaches in medicine.

    Additionally, it discusses the application of existential kink in medicine and the impact of the B Camp program on medical professionals. The expansion of feeling in medicine is highlighted as a crucial aspect of the healing process.

    Takeaways

    • Existential Kink as a Healing Practice
    • Reframing Emotions and Sensations Balancing empathy and professionalism
    • The importance of feeling and emotional expression in medicine

    Chapters

    • 00:00 Introduction and Background
    • 04:58 Cancer Diagnosis and Treatment
    • 12:11 B-Camp and Healing Circles
    • 19:59 Emotion and Healing in Medical Settings
    • 28:29 The Challenge of Boundaries and Emotional Attachment in Medicine
    • 34:22 Acknowledging Emotions as Part of the Healing Process
    • 40:14 B Camp Program and its Impact on Medical Professionals

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    47 mins