Episodes

  • Breaking Generational Familiar Spirits & Curses Healing, Deliverance & Authority in Christ Podcast
    Jan 13 2026

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    Generational curses can affect even the strongest believers—but freedom is possible. In this episode, Shell Bell shares practical steps for breaking generational sin, navigating spiritual attacks, and walking in authority and healing through Christ.

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    Join Shell as she explores deliverance, spiritual warfare, forgiveness, inner healing, salvation, and reclaiming authority in Jesus. Learn how to identify spiritual doors, speak life over your family line, and experience ongoing healing and restoration. Perfect for anyone battling oppression, trauma, or the effects of generational curses.

    What you’ll learn in this episode:

    How generational curses impact believers despite their faith
    The difference between oppression, attack, and possession
    Using the blood of Jesus for restoration and freedom
    Daily forgiveness as a key to breaking cycles
    Identifying and closing spiritual doors
    Authority in Christ as your weapon in spiritual warfare
    Practical steps for deliverance and ongoing healing

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    33 mins
  • Vulnerability Is Your Anointing: Open Hearted Ministry, Boundaries & Protection From Narcissists
    Jan 6 2026

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    Vulnerability in ministry is not weakness—it is an anointing that releases healing, compassion, and deliverance.
    In this episode of Red Hot Truth, Michelle reveals how to minister with an open heart while protecting your spirit through discernment and biblical boundaries.

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    This episode is for anyone called into ministry, prophetic work, or leadership who has been wounded by spiritual misuse, narcissistic abuse, or emotional overexposure. Michelle teaches the critical difference between having an open heart and being spiritually unguarded, explaining why boundaries are not walls—but protection ordained by God.

    You’ll learn why healing must come before ministering to others, how operating from brokenness can unintentionally cause harm, and why not everyone has the right to influence your spirit or speak into your calling. Through prayer, wisdom, and Holy Spirit–led discernment, Michelle guides listeners into spiritual protection without closing their hearts or losing compassion.

    This episode addresses trauma, vulnerability, open-hearted ministry, and spiritual authority—reminding listeners that Jesus is the protector of the heart, and our role is to remain open, healed, and led by Him.

    ✨ Vulnerability is your strength
    ✨ Discernment is your safeguard
    ✨ Healing is the foundation of true ministry

    Disclaimer:
    This video offers educational and spiritual support and is not a substitute for medical or mental health care. Consult a qualified provider for any health concerns. Includes Christian teachings and prayer. No medical claims or guarantees are made. Viewer discretion advised. Some of the links above are affiliate links, which means I may earn a small commission if you purchase through them at no extra cost to you.

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    7 mins
  • Stop Telling Me I’m Healing Wrong | Why Christians Don’t Understand My Healing
    Dec 30 2025

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    Have you ever been told you’re “healing wrong”? In this episode, Michelle shares her frustration with Christians who misunderstand trauma recovery and deliverance.

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    Michelle dives into the tension between traditional deliverance teachings and her own healing journey. She explains why not every healing process needs to look the same.

    This episode explores:
    Why trauma healing is personal and nonlinear
    The difference between deliverance ministry and healing in Christ
    The frustration of being judged for your healing path
    How many Christians misunderstand ongoing trauma recovery
    Finding peace and validation in Christ, not in others’ expectations

    This conversation is perfect for anyone navigating trauma, spiritual abuse, mental health, and faith-based healing, especially when others misunderstand their process.

    Disclaimer:
    This video offers educational and spiritual support and is not a substitute for medical or mental health care. Consult a qualified provider for any health concerns. Includes Christian teachings and prayer. No medical claims or guarantees are made. Viewer discretion advised. Some of the links above are affiliate links, which means I may earn a small commission if you purchase through them at no extra cost to you.

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    45 mins
  • Spiritual Abuse & Trauma How to Heal Without Control, Gaslighting, or Toxic Deliverance
    Dec 23 2025

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    Spiritual abuse causes deep trauma—often in the name of “healing.”
    In this episode, Michelle exposes how toxic deliverance, spiritual gaslighting, and unhealthy authority structures can wound instead of restore.

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    In this powerful and trauma-informed conversation, Michelle unpacks the hidden dangers of spiritual abuse, unsafe deliverance ministry, and dependency on spiritual leaders. Drawing from lived experience and deep discernment, she explains how healing environments can become controlling, shaming, and psychologically damaging—especially for trauma survivors.

    This episode explores how accusation, manipulation, and gaslighting are often disguised as “discernment” or “spiritual authority,” and why true healing must always be gentle, private, and paced to the individual. Michelle addresses the harm caused by unhealed ministers, the dangers of forced deliverance, and the subtle ways spiritual dependency blocks emotional and spiritual growth.

    If you’ve experienced confusion, fear, shame, or loss of trust in church or ministry settings, this episode will help you recognize the signs of spiritual abuse, reclaim your autonomy, and understand what safe, Jesus-led healing actually looks like.

    This is a message for those seeking emotional healing, inner work, trauma recovery, and true freedom—not control.

    Key topics include:

    Spiritual abuse and religious trauma
    Gaslighting in church and deliverance settings
    Trauma-informed spiritual healing
    Healthy vs toxic spiritual authority
    Why healing cannot be rushed or forced
    Safe deliverance practices
    Breaking dependency on spiritual leaders
    Inner healing and emotional restoration
    The goal of spiritual healing is freedom, not submission to people.

    Disclaimer:
    This video offers educational and spiritual support and is not a substitute for medical or mental health care. Consult a qualified provider for any health concerns. Includes Christian teachings and prayer. No medical claims or guarantees are made. Viewer discretion advised. Some of the links above are affiliate links, which means I may earn a small commission if you purchase through them at no extra cost to you.

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    18 mins
  • Breaking Strongholds Unworthiness After Narcissistic Abuse Childhood Trauma & Spiritual Healing
    Dec 16 2025

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    Unworthiness is one of the deepest wounds left by narcissistic abuse—especially when it begins in childhood. In this episode, Michelle exposes how narcissistic parents create a belief of unworthiness and how God heals it.

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    Unworthiness is not just a feeling—it is a core belief formed through childhood trauma, emotional neglect, and narcissistic abuse. In this powerful episode, Michelle breaks down how narcissistic family dynamics distort self-worth, attack identity, and plant deep lies that follow survivors into adulthood.

    Through biblical truth, spiritual insight, and inner healing, this episode explores how unworthiness forms, how it manifests emotionally and physically, and how it can be uprooted in Jesus’ name. Michelle also addresses inner child wounds, generational curses, emotional trauma, and spiritual strongholds, offering hope and restoration for those who feel fundamentally undeserving.

    This teaching is for anyone who:
    Struggles with low self-worth after narcissistic abuse
    Grew up with emotionally unavailable or controlling parents
    Feels undeserving of love, rest, or God’s blessings
    Is seeking Christian healing, deliverance, and identity restoration
    Healing unworthiness is not about striving—it’s about receiving truth. You were never unworthy. You were made worthy by God.

    ✨ Key Takeaways:
    Unworthiness is a learned belief, not your identity
    Narcissistic abuse shapes core beliefs in childhood
    Inner child healing is essential for recovery
    God’s love is unconditional—not performance-based
    Generational curses can be broken through truth and repentance
    Healing is a process that restores perception, identity, and peace

    Disclaimer:
    This video offers educational and spiritual support and is not a substitute for medical or mental health care. Consult a qualified provider for any health concerns. Includes Christian teachings and prayer. No medical claims or guarantees are made. Viewer discretion advised. Some of the links above are affiliate links, which means I may earn a small commission if you purchase through them at no extra cost to you.

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    24 mins
  • Confusion After Narcissistic Abuse: How to Heal and Find Clarity
    Dec 9 2025

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    Confused after narcissistic abuse? You’re not alone. In this episode, Michelle breaks down how confusion impacts your healing and spiritual journey—and how to reclaim clarity and peace.

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    In this episode, Michelle dives into the confusion that often comes with narcissistic abuse. From gaslighting to emotional instability, confusion can affect your mind, body, and spirit. Michelle explains how spiritual warfare can amplify these feelings and offers practical, faith-based strategies for healing.

    Learn how to:

    Recognize confusion as a symptom and weapon of narcissistic abuse
    Reclaim your identity and autonomy
    Use fasting and guidance from the Holy Spirit to break strongholds
    Heal from anxiety, tension, and spiritual disorientation
    Engage in community and support to restore clarity
    Whether you’re just beginning your recovery or seeking deeper healing, this episode provides tools and encouragement for navigating confusion and finding peace.

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    Disclaimer:
    This video offers educational and spiritual support and is not a substitute for medical or mental health care. Consult a qualified provider for any health concerns. Includes Christian teachings and prayer. No medical claims or guarantees are made. Viewer discretion advised. Some of the links above are affiliate links, which means I may earn a small commission if you purchase through them at no extra cost to you.

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    16 mins
  • Healing Abandonment from Narcissistic Parents – Overcoming Trauma & Soul Wounds
    Dec 2 2025

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    Are you struggling with abandonment wounds caused by narcissistic parents? In this episode, Michelle explores how narcissistic abuse creates deep emotional and spiritual scars and shares steps to break free from soul fragmentation, trauma, and unhealthy strongholds.

    Michelle dives into the impact of abandonment as a central wound from narcissistic abuse, particularly from narcissistic parents. She explains how emotional neglect, inconsistent care, and childhood trauma can lead to confusion, insecurity, and soul fragmentation. You’ll learn how these wounds manifest in relationships, mental health, and personal growth, and how Jesus and the Holy Spirit can restore your confidence, wholeness, and identity.

    This episode is perfect for anyone seeking recovery from narcissistic abuse, childhood trauma, emotional neglect, or anyone ready to experience deep inner healing and self-discovery.

    Key Takeaways:

    • Abandonment is a core issue in narcissistic abuse
    • Healing core wounds can restore confidence and health
    • Abandonment can manifest as emotional neglect
    • Soul fragmentation occurs when parts of us split off due to trauma
    • The Lord promises to never abandon us in our struggles
    • Healing requires confronting and processing pain

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    22 mins
  • Rejection The Invisible Pin That Keeps Survivors Stuck | Narcissistic Abuse
    Nov 25 2025

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    Rejection is one of the deepest wounds created by narcissistic abuse. In this episode, Michelle breaks down how rejection forms, why it cuts so deeply, and how it shapes your identity, self-worth, and emotional patterns long after the abuse ends.

    You’ll learn how the rejection wound shows up in people-pleasing, fear of abandonment, overthinking, emotional shutdown, attachment issues, and the belief that you’re “not enough.” Michelle also explains the inner child’s role in rejection and how these early wounds create lifelong behavioral cycles.

    This shorter teaching is perfect for anyone who wants a clear, simple understanding of how narcissistic abuse programs your relationship with yourself — and how to begin healing the internal narratives that rejection creates.

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    30 mins