What is it?

How did we get involved

True Love Waits

Pam Stenzel

Fear driven teachings

Rings and commitment cards

Every Man’s Battle

The sin of Sodom - Ezekiel 16:49

She Deserves Better by Sheila Wray Gregoire

Apologizing for our part in it all

Where do we go from here?


Visit the Website here!
https://www.karenruthshock.com

Purchase the book here!
https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/1957007648/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=1681507542&sr=8-1

 

Amy Heilshorn joins me in the studio for the 2nd part of our series, on our journey into and out of some devastating church situations. 

We talk about 

- Our move to Columbus, Ohio

- Living together for over a year

- College ministry 

-Community groups 

- Our homeless friends

- Francis Chan and the e-mail that wrecked us

- The anxiety that came with it

- Asking questions

- John Piper

- Authoritative pastors

- She Has A Name

- A possible move to Atlanta

- Back to Fort Wayne

Our lives have quite a rollercoaster… so many hard memories but also so much good that has come out of it. 

Amy was somewhat of a “reluctant” guest. I had to really talk her into doing this. And… she did great! I know there are more stories to tell, so we will have to do it again sometime. Right, Aims???

Visit the Website here!
https://www.karenruthshock.com

Purchase the book here!
https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/1957007648/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=1681507542&sr=8-1

Amy Heilshorn joins me in the studio for a two part series on our journey into and out of some devastating church situations. 
 

We talk about 

- Our move to Columbus, Ohio

- Living together for over a year

- College ministry 

-Community groups 

- Our homeless friends

- Francis Chan and the e-mail that wrecked us

- The anxiety that came with it

- Asking questions

- John Piper

- Authoritative pastors

- She Has A Name

- A possible move to Atlanta

- Back to Fort Wayne
 

Our lives have quite a rollercoaster… so many hard memories but also so much good that has come out of it. 
 

Amy was somewhat of a “reluctant” guest. I had to really talk her into doing this. And… she did great! I know there are more stories to tell, so we will have to do it again sometime. Right, Aims???

Visit the Website here!
https://www.karenruthshock.com

Purchase the book here!
https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/1957007648/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=1681507542&sr=8-1

 

It’s so easy to walk around believing the lies that there is nothing good inside of us. Leaning into the “I’m such a loser” mantra. In this episode I will discuss how hard it has been to undo all of the toxic theology I have learned throughout the years. Maybe we can walk this road of worthiness together, reminding each other how loved and valuable we are.

Here’s a link to my book!
https://www.amazon.com/Too-Much-Not-E...

And my website…
https://www.karenruthshock.com

Today we will talk about my anxiety journey. All the scary, crazy stories I was told by well-meaning people, just trying to “fix” me. Oh, and I wanted to be “fixed.” 

And… let’s also talk about:

~ Shiny Happy People

~ The Umbrella of Protection

~ Spanking

~ Demons

~ Michael, Jason, and Freddy

Does fear drive out fear? 

Or does perfect love do that?

Here’s a link to my book!
https://www.amazon.com/Too-Much-Not-E...

And my website…
https://www.karenruthshock.com

 

Today, I interview the one and only, Kevin Shock… my teammate in this life. We discuss Kevin’s perspective on our faith journey.

Here’s a link to my book!

https://www.amazon.com/Too-Much-Not-Enough-Thoughts/dp/1957007648/ref=sr_1_1?crid=GJ2Y4KG7CTT5&keywords=too+much+and+not+enough+karen+shock&qid=1685855615&sprefix=too+much%2Caps%2C163&sr=8-1

And my website…

https://www.karenruthshock.com

Let’s talk about the 1970’s Christian horror movie I saw when I was nine years old. And how this led me to a life of fear when it came to my faith. Rapture Theology has played a big part in my anxiety/depression through most of my life. I only came to see there are different views (way more reliable views) in the past few years. Listen along as I explain about the confusion and fear that has been perpetuated by this theology. 
 

Here is a book by Keith Giles that played a crucial role in me having my eyes opened to the different teachings and belief that have been held for thousands of years:

https://www.amazon.com/Jesus-Unexpected-Keith-Giles-ebook/dp/B08DM8HGFL

Here’s a link to my book!

https://www.amazon.com/Too-Much-Not-Enough-Thoughts/dp/1957007648/ref=sr_1_1?crid=GJ2Y4KG7CTT5&keywords=too+much+and+not+enough+karen+shock&qid=1685855615&sprefix=too+much%2Caps%2C163&sr=8-1

And my website…

https://www.karenruthshock.com

Here we are. The beginning of a new adventure. There is so much to talk about and we want this to be a safe place for us  to do just that. This week is all about how we got to this point with my book and now this podcast. How writing about my most vulnerable moments helped me realize there are others on this same journey. And it’s so good to really know each other. Just to know we aren’t alone. Thanks for being here.

You can watch this episode here!
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0rFelHCEIpEHJGZJqs4iXg

Visit the Website here!
https://www.karenruthshock.com

Purchase the book here!
https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/1957007648/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=1681507542&sr=8-1