Who are you after losing someone who helped define you? Amanda Anderson joins me to explore grief, anxiety and rebuilding your sense of self when life changes beyond recognition.

Amanda has experienced the murder of her brother, the loss of her sister and father, and a stroke that affected her memory and language. Having served as Global Mental Health Project Lead at L’Occitane, she also brings experience of supporting others through crisis.

But one of the most revealing moments in our conversation comes from her walks after her father’s death, when she kept asking: “Who am I without him?” She shares the different question that helped her begin to see herself—and what he had left her—in another light.

Together, we explore how she has navigated uncertainty, what she reaches for when emotions feel overwhelming, and the expectations that can quietly steer us away from the lives we want.

In this episode:

• Why grief can shake your identity as well as break your heart.
• How Amanda responds when her thoughts spiral towards the worst-case scenario.
• What “rage journaling” looks like for her—and why she uses it.
• The difference between reframing a painful experience and forcing yourself to feel positive.
• How invisible social rules teach us to hide our sensitivity and silence our ideas.
• What supporting people through crisis has taught her about listening.

Chapters:

00:00 Human behaviour and playing small

00:36 The question that prompted a life change

06:21 NLP, perception and reframing

09:36 Reframing versus positive thinking

13:41 Trauma, uncertainty and coping

21:59 Self-awareness and recognising your choices

25:23 Amanda’s approach to rage journaling

28:43 What does trauma mean?

33:37 Amanda’s experiences of loss and trauma

43:04 Supporting people through crisis

44:32 Losing a parent and questioning your identity

48:28 The invisible rules that keep us small

An honest conversation about emotional resilience, living with loss and recognising when fear or other people’s expectations are making your decisions.

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Content note: Discussion of bereavement, murder, child assault, suicide, serious illness and violence.

We dive headfirst into the wild world of dating dynamics, where age and relationship timelines are the name of the game. So, if you're a 23-year-old gal dreaming of marriage and kids by 30, spoiler alert: you better have that serious guy lined up five years in advance. Yeah, I know, the biological clock is ticking louder than a New Year’s Eve countdown, and let’s be real, most people aren’t rushing to the altar like they’re on a game show. We also explore the comical absurdities of dating “icks”—because who knew running after a ping pong ball could be a dealbreaker? And don't even get me started on the irony of older women giving life advice to younger women, all while dodging the real talk about their own missed opportunities. Buckle up, folks, it’s gonna be a ride!

Takeaways:

• In today's dating scene, if you're aiming for marriage and kids, starting your relationship early is key, so plan wisely!
• Women often feel pressured by their biological clock, leading to intense relationship timelines that can feel absurd.
• The whole concept of 'icks' in dating is downright ridiculous, but it sure makes for great podcast content!
• Older women sometimes unintentionally suppress younger women's dating prospects by promoting career over family, which is just a wild irony.
• Men in their mid-30s are like fine wine, gaining attention and desirability as they mature, unlike those who peaked in high school.
• Dating younger men allows older women to experience a boost in desirability, but it can be a double-edged sword when looking for commitment.

Ever wondered how to navigate the wild world of modern dating? Well, buckle up because we’re diving deep into the juicy details of what it takes to find your ideal partner, whether you're looking for a fling or a lifelong commitment. Our guest spills the tea on his five golden principles for dating that are designed to help women elevate their game. From the crucial importance of healthy self-esteem to the simple yet often overlooked concept of common sense—he breaks it all down. He explains that when you truly value yourself, you naturally attract the right kind of people and won't settle for less. Plus, he touches on how understanding men can help women decode their behaviors in dating scenarios—because let’s be real, who wouldn’t want to know what’s going on in the male brain? And if that’s not enough, we tackle the whole 'law of reciprocity'—basically, if you’re the only one dancing, it’s time to sit down and reevaluate. It’s a candid conversation filled with insight, humor, and maybe a few eye rolls at the absurdities of love in 2023. Taking a different angle, we also explore the underlying psychological issues that plague both men and women in the dating scene. The episode doesn't shy away from the heavy stuff, like the pressures of societal expectations and the often toxic dynamics of modern relationships. Our guest argues that many women over-invest emotionally in relationships, often with dudes who don’t reciprocate those feelings. He calls out the idea that a lack of healthy male role models contributes to this mess—yeah, we’re talking about the 'Scar' effect in dating. It's a metaphorical monster that keeps young men from stepping up and claiming their role as responsible partners. We chat about how these dynamics play out in real life and how both genders can work towards healthier, more fulfilling connections. Spoiler alert: it all comes down to purpose and community. Lastly, we wrap things up by discussing the role of education in shaping young men's understanding of relationships. Our convo takes a turn when we talk about this new initiative in the UK to teach boys how to interact with girls—because clearly, that’s going to solve all problems, right? Our guest is skeptical, arguing that simply teaching mechanics isn’t enough. Instead, he advocates for the need to instill purpose and community values in young men, so they grow up to be decent human beings who understand the importance of mutual respect and partnership. Trust me, this isn’t just about teaching boys to be nice; it's about creating a generation that values real connections over superficial ones. If you’re looking for a blend of humor, sarcasm, and real talk about relationships, this episode is a must-listen.

Takeaways:

• Having a solid coaching philosophy means focusing on what people truly want from their relationships, whether it's short-term fun or long-term love, you do you!
• Self-esteem is crucial; when you love yourself, you set higher standards for how others treat you, because who needs bad vibes?
• Understanding men is key—guys often study women to get what they want, so ladies, it's time to crack the code on what makes them tick!
• Your value in a relationship goes beyond looks and personality; it's about whether your presence makes his life better, so bring your A-game!
• Reciprocity in dating is like a dance; if you're the only one stepping forward, you might as well be doing the moonwalk solo, and nobody wants that!
• Purpose is essential for men; without it, they can end up like a ship without a captain, just drifting, so let's get them on a course for greatness!

What if the most important part of your life happens in the gaps? In this episode, we dive into why art is woven into everything — from morning journaling and the creative process to grief, mental health, and finding meaning in a world of AI. A raw, abstract, beautiful conversation about being a creator.

Trauma, Relationships, Self-Worth & the Psychology of Healing | Shadow Work, Grief & Personal Growth

Why do some experiences stay with us for years while others seem to fade away? What is trauma, really? How do relationships reveal who we truly are? And can suffering become a pathway to wisdom?

In this thought-provoking conversation, we explore the psychology of trauma, emotional healing, grief, self-worth, relationships, and personal growth. Drawing on insights from somatic therapy, Carl Jung's concept of the shadow, PTSD research, and modern approaches to emotional regulation, we unpack how our deepest wounds can shape our identity, behaviour, and relationships.

Topics include:

• Trauma, PTSD, and nervous system regulation
• Carl Jung, shadow work, and personal transformation
• Emotional healing and somatic therapy
• Self-worth, purpose, and the search for meaning
• Sensitivity, emotional intelligence, and self-awareness
• Relationship dynamics and attachment patterns
• Grief, loss, and post-traumatic growth
• Gratitude, mindfulness, and mental wellbeing
• Psychedelic therapy and processing difficult emotions

Whether you're interested in psychology, mental health, relationships, self-development, or understanding yourself on a deeper level, this episode offers a fascinating exploration of what it means to heal, grow, and become more fully human.

Struggling with procrastination, overthinking, anxiety, or lack of motivation? This episode is a deep dive into mindset mastery, nervous system regulation, and overcoming self-sabotage so you can take consistent action and grow your business with confidence.

Our returning guest, Nell Bauduin, and I break down how your nervous system, inner dialogue, and subconscious beliefs directly affect your productivity, emotional regulation, decision-making, and success. If you’ve been dealing with imposter syndrome, perfectionism, fear of judgment, or avoidance, this episode gives you practical tools to rewire your thinking and unlock high performance.

At the centre of this conversation is the Inner Voice Triangle—your inner child, inner critic, and inner wisdom—and how these internal voices shape your identity, confidence, and ability to execute. Learn how to shift from self-doubt and overthinking into clarity, self-trust, and aligned action.

In this episode, you’ll learn:

• How to stop procrastination and build consistent habits
• Proven nervous system regulation techniques to reduce stress, anxiety, and overwhelm
• How to overcome self-sabotage, limiting beliefs, and negative self-talk
• Strategies to beat imposter syndrome and fear of failure
• How to reprogram your subconscious mind and shift your identity
• Tools for confidence building, mental clarity, and emotional resilience
• How to move from overthinking to action-taking and execution
• A powerful 4-step mindset reset method you can use in real time

This episode is perfect for entrepreneurs, coaches, creators, and business owners who want to improve productivity, discipline, focus, and performance while mastering their mindset and emotions.

If you’re into self-improvement, personal development, psychology, business growth, mindset coaching, mental health, and peak performance, this episode will help you eliminate mental blocks and start taking aligned, confident action.

In this raw, thought-provoking conversation, I sit down with Preston Zeller — entrepreneur, abstract artist, documentary filmmaker, polymath, and founder of projects like PsalmLog — from Mesa, Arizona.

Preston opens up about his profound return to Christian faith after film school, his intellectual deep dive into the Bible, theology, and other belief systems (from Eastern faiths and atheism to paganism and beyond), and why he rejects the false divide between religion and reason. He explores absolute vs. relative truth, the limits of hyper-rationality, the power of awareness over pure logic, and how everyday assumptions reveal that everyone lives by a form of faith.

The discussion turns deeply personal as Preston shares the catalyst for his journey: the death of his older brother Colin from a drug overdose after years of addiction and military service. This loss shattered his assumptions about grief, exposed how ill-equipped Western culture is to handle it, and sparked a transformative year-long project — painting one abstract piece every day for 365 days while documenting the process. That creative outpouring became the acclaimed documentary The Art of Grieving (streaming on Amazon Prime), which blends Preston’s intimate story with historical insights into how artists across time have used creativity to process loss. He reflects on adolescence as our first major grief (losing childhood innocence), the therapeutic power of art as a “better journal” for complex emotions, why words often fail us, and the risks of fueling creativity through endless pain.

Together, we wrestle with big questions: Why do we grieve if death feels so unnatural? What role does creativity play in turning suffering into connection and resilience? How do we balance objective truth with subjective experience in a world full of contradictions, linguistic manipulation, and arrogant dismissals?

Blending faith, philosophy, vulnerability, and artistic insight, this episode is a moving meditation on loss, meaning, intellectual honesty, and the human need to create amid heartbreak. Whether you’re navigating grief, questioning faith, or seeking better ways to process life’s hardest seasons, Preston’s story offers hope, validation, and a reminder that art — and faith — can help us endure and relate to one another more deeply.

Stay tuned for more episodes and content!

Dating, relationships, modern love, emotional safety, respect, and gender dynamics are all explored in this deep, honest conversation with relationship coach Monica Wardwer. We break down why dating feels harder than ever, how respect sustains long-term relationships, and how divisive online narratives are reshaping how men and women connect.

In this episode, we discuss the psychology of attraction, emotional and physical safety, masculine and feminine dynamics, and why love alone isn’t enough to make a relationship last. Monica shares insights from her own dating journey, the patterns that repeat in relationships, and what personal responsibility actually looks like in modern dating.

We also explore how algorithm-driven content fuels division between men and women, the impact of viral dating narratives, fertility concerns, and why understanding gender differences leads to healthier relationships. Using cultural archetypes — including lessons from Beauty and the Beast — we unpack why attraction, safety, and respect are deeply connected.

If you’re struggling with dating apps, relationships, breakups, or trying to understand modern love, this episode offers grounded psychological insight, compassion, and clarity.

Topics covered:

• Modern dating struggles and relationship psychology

• Respect vs love in long-term relationships

• Emotional safety, attraction, and bonding

• Masculine and feminine dynamics

• Dating archetypes and cultural narratives

• Fertility, timing, and relationship pressure

• Repeating relationship patterns and healing

• Social media, division, and dating culture