Episodes

  • Note Dump vol 1 - or - don't let not knowing what you're doing stop you from doing it

    Note Dump vol 1 - or - don't let not knowing what you're doing stop you from doing it
    Dec 18 2022
    A couple of years ago I wrote myself some notes. Ideas, suggestions, questions, and all that shit. Here I revisit those notes and discuss how they've impacted my life, where I've made progress and where I've continued fuck up over and over and over and over and over and over.
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    1 hr and 3 mins
  • Notes on Notes from From Underground Part One

    Notes on Notes from From Underground Part One
    Jun 4 2022

    Dostoevsky writes from the perspective of  a man trapped in a psychological labyrinth of his own making. The narrator describes his walls to you in vivid detail, even describing to you why his cage is much nicer than yours. 

    I read excerpts of the first section of the book, examine the perspective of the narrator, relate to his misery and try to justify day-to-day life in the face of the inevitable death of the universe. 
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    1 hr and 8 mins
  • Acid Tips

    Acid Tips
    Feb 5 2022

    Sometimes, when you eat a shitload of acid, it gives you advice. This is some shit the acid told me. The amount of sense it makes may vary.
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    53 mins
  • Selective Suicide as a Sacrifice to Sanity

    Selective Suicide as a Sacrifice to Sanity
    Feb 5 2022

    Confronting the fact that I'm in love with all these demons. Trying to decide which parts of me I keep and which parts of me get the axe. 
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    18 mins
  • A Very Manic Hello - or - Spaced Pilot 3000

    A Very Manic Hello - or - Spaced Pilot 3000
    Feb 5 2022

    This is the first step in the Initiand Project. 

    Listen as I overcome the anxiety and embarrassment that prevents me from creating. It's not good, but it's here. 
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    23 mins