In this episode, I share an honest perspective on why I believe “relationship goals” can actually do more harm than good.

We live in a culture that idolizes couples, pedestalizes longevity, and turns curated images of love into standards for our own lives. But what we see is often only a fraction of the story. Visibility is not evidence, and longevity is not the same as health.

Drawing from my own lived experience of marriage, singleness, pastoral counseling, and years of observing relationship dynamics, I talk about why building goals based on other people’s relationships can leave us disconnected from what actually works for us.

This episode invites you to rethink how you define desire, compatibility, and alignment. Instead of chasing someone else’s version of love, what if we trusted our own experience as data? What if wisdom came from how relationships felt in our bodies, not how they looked on the outside?

This is a conversation about discernment, alignment, and letting go of borrowed standards in order to make room for something real.

If you’ve ever admired a relationship only to later realize you didn’t want the life behind it, this episode is for you.

What happens when the role that once defined you no longer fits the life you’re living?In this episode of The Myesha Chaney Podcast, I share the untold story behind a quiet but necessary death. The death of an identity I carried for nearly two decades. The First Lady.

I was a pastor’s wife for 18 years and a pastor myself for much of that time. I lived under expectation, responsibility, and visibility. I governed my choices, my desires, and my curiosity through the lens of who I believed I was required to be.

When my marriage ended, the title ended. But the identity did not. This episode explores what happens after the environment changes but the conditioning remains. How roles linger internally long after they disappear externally. How obligation can quietly replace desire. And how leaving a system does not automatically free you from its rules.This is not a conversation about rebellion or abandoning faith. It is a conversation about honesty. About separating humanity from performance. About letting go of identities that once protected us but no longer reflect the truth of who we are becoming. If you have ever found yourself in the space between who you were and who you are becoming, this episode is for you.

Topics covered include:

• Identity after church and leadership roles

• The internal work that follows divorce and transition

• Letting go of obligation, shame, and religious performance

• Navigating the in between space of becoming

• Giving yourself permission to evolve

If this resonates, I would love to hear where you are in your own journey. Leave a comment and share your experience. And if you haven’t already, like, subscribe, and share this episode with someone who may need permission to let something die so something truer can live.

Thank you for being here.

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I want to talk about something that might challenge what many of us were taught to desire.

For a long time, women were told to want a man of God. That language shaped entire generations of dating expectations, marriage goals, and spiritual identity.

I spent eighteen years married to a senior pastor. I have spent most of my adult life around men who carried that title.

After my divorce, when I entered dating with healing and boundaries, I was surprised by what I encountered. Many men who identified as men of God led with lust, spiritual language without emotional maturity, and entitlement masked as calling.

That experience led me to ask deeper questions. Who taught me to desire this idea? Where is God in my pursuit of this title? And does this concept actually hold up in real life?

I am not saying there are no good men. There are incredible men who love God deeply, love their wives, love their families, and live with integrity. I am not speaking about them.

What I am questioning is the ideal itself. Much of it was shaped by men on stages teaching women to want someone like them. But ideals that are rarely embodied should be examined.

I do not desire a title. I desire evidence. Character. Consistency. Kindness. Responsibility. A relationship with God that shows up in how someone lives.

This season is asking many of us to stop repeating what we were taught and start testing what is true.

In this episode of the Myesha Chaney Podcast, I share something I never expected to say out loud.

My life shifted, and in many ways deepened, after I stopped going to church.

Before you assume what this conversation is or isn’t, let me be clear. This is not a position statement. This is not instruction. This is not me telling anyone what they should do with their faith. This is simply my lived experience.

For decades, church was my life. I was married to a senior pastor, deeply embedded in ministry, leadership, and weekly church attendance. After my divorce, life shifted. Circumstances changed. And without a plan or declaration, I found myself outside of the rhythms I had known for most of my adult life.

What followed surprised me.

In this episode, I talk honestly about what changed during nearly four years away from weekly church attendance, including:

• How my relationship with fear, shame, and guilt dramatically decreased

• What happened when I stopped outsourcing my spiritual authority and learned to trust my own discernment again

• How my faith shifted from pressure to peace

• Why I stopped labeling every hard season as spiritual warfare

• How my boundaries strengthened after years of emotional overextension

• And why my relationship with God actually deepened, not diminished

This conversation is for anyone navigating faith outside of performance. For those who love the church but needed space. For those who stepped away and felt conflicted about it. For those who never lost their faith but found themselves again inside of it.

Faith has seasons.
Some are built in community.
Some are forged in solitude.
Both can be sacred.

If church is life giving and fruitful for you, keep what is working.
If stepping away brought clarity, healing, or peace, you’re allowed to name that too.

God is bigger than one structure, one season, or one expression.

I’d love to hear from you.
Where are you right now in your faith journey?
Are you attending church and thriving, or did life change in unexpected ways when you stepped away?

Share your perspective in the comments. Let’s talk honestly.

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As a speaker, author, coach, and creator, she equips you to reclaim your voice, rediscover your identity, and rebuild your life after loss, transition, or reinvention. Whether you’re healing from heartbreak, navigating divorce, rediscovering your faith, or stepping into a new season of purpose, you belong here.

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Welcome to Season Two of the Myesha Chaney Podcast.

In this opening episode, Myesha reflects on what happens after the journey. When you have done the searching, striving, and reinventing, only to realize you were never missing anything. You were returning.

This episode is for anyone who feels like they have come full circle after loss, divorce, church hurt, or a major identity shift and are wondering what it all meant. Together, we explore why coming home to yourself is not failure or regression but integration and self trust.

This season will cover rebuilding after loss, emotional intelligence, faith and doubt, nervous system healing, boundaries, self trust, and what it really looks like to build a life by being fully yourself.

You do not have to perform healing here. You do not have to rush your becoming.

If you are rebuilding, you are not late. You are coming back online.

New episodes weekly.