Episodes

  • I Told God I Didn’t Want to Get Nailed | Brad Church | 045
    Jan 21 2026

    What happens when you say something to God… and He answers literally?


    After losing his business, his marriage, his finances, and nearly his faith, Brad found himself angry, broken, and unsure if God was still listening. Years removed from church, he made a simple but honest prayer before walking into a new congregation:


    “God, I want to worship You… I just don’t want to get nailed.”


    Moments later, an offering basket was passed—and inside were six-inch nails.


    In this powerful episode of When You Look, Brad shares his journey through bankruptcy, divorce, custody battles, anger toward God, and the quiet whisper that sustained him through it all: “I love you.” What followed was not coincidence, but a turning point that reshaped his faith, restored his life, and taught him the power of surrender.


    👉 This is a story for anyone who’s questioned God in pain, wrestled with disappointment, or wondered if God still speaks in the middle of our mess.


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    Chapters

    0:34 - Meet Brad Church

    2:01 - Backstory

    3:50 - Complete Devastation

    6:15 - Getting Nailed

    9:24 - God Heard Me

    14:09 - I Love You

    16:39 - Concrete Walls & Lack of Surrender

    19:27 - Life After Getting Nailed

    21:59 - Coincidence or God?

    23:21 - How Has Your Life Changed?

    24:37 - Final Thoughts

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    26 mins
  • Our Greatest Loss Led to Salvation & Blessings | Mick Wienholt | 044
    Jan 16 2026

    Our son Luke died one week before his due date—and in that hospital hallway, everything changed. In the deepest moment of grief, on my knees and completely broken, I cried out to God… and met Jesus for the first time.

    This is the raw, unfiltered story of how the death of our baby led to salvation, healing, and a restored life in Christ. From rebellion and self-reliance to surrender and redemption, you’ll hear how God used unimaginable loss to draw us into relationship with Him—and how He later redeemed that pain with new life, living children, and lasting hope.

    I share how grief became the doorway to faith, how God met us in our darkest night, and how His grace continues to rewrite our family story. If you’ve ever asked “Where is God in my pain?” or “How could God allow this?”—this testimony is for you.

    This episode is about:

    • Losing a child and finding Christ

    • Grief, surrender, and spiritual awakening

    • God’s redemption after tragedy

    • The power of crying out to God in desperation

    • How death can lead to eternal life

    • From heartbreak to restoration

    If you’re walking through loss, questioning God, or searching for meaning in your suffering—there is hope. God is near to the brokenhearted.

    👉 All glory be to God!


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    Chapters

    0:20 - Rebellion

    2:52 - Family Planning

    4:10 - Pregnant With Luke

    5:42 - Going to the Hospital

    9:23 - Surrender

    12:15 - Miscarriage

    13:27 - Delivering Luke

    14:10 - Healing

    17:11 - Pregnant Again

    18:25 - Nudges from the Holy Spirit

    21:53 - Pregnant with Twins

    25:56 - Due Date

    30:22 - God is So Good!

    33:09 - Coincidence or God?

    33:27 - How Has Your Life Changed?

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    37 mins
  • She Spoke With an Angel During a Horrific Crash | Katelyn Boston | 043
    Jan 14 2026

    In this powerful When You Look episode, Katelyn Boston shares the true story of a devastating car crash that should have ended her life. Struck by a vehicle fleeing police, her car spun violently—yet in the middle of the chaos, she experienced something remarkable—she spoke with an angel.


    As her car spun, Katelyn describes feeling wings wrap around her, hearing a calm voice tell her to “just let go,” and being held in supernatural peace while everything around her fell apart. What followed wasn’t just physical survival—but deep emotional and spiritual healing, including freedom from years of depression and grief.


    This is a story of:

    • A near-fatal car accident

    • A divine encounter in the middle of trauma

    • Angelic protection

    • Healing from depression and loss

    • God’s presence


    If you’ve ever wondered whether God sees you in your darkest moment—this testimony will remind you that you are not alone.


    👉 Watch to the end to hear how this encounter changed her faith, her family, and her understanding of surrender.


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    Chapters

    0:33 - Meet Katelyn Boston

    2:24 - Backstory

    6:00 - The Crash

    10:20 - Talking with the Angel

    15:37 - Angel Leaves, Police Arrive

    22:41 - Getting Katelyn Out of the Car

    32:16 - At the Hospital

    40:10 - Extent of Katelyn's Injuries

    41:36 - God's Intervention

    53:28 - Remembering Liliana Grace

    54:23 - Details of the Crash

    1:03:12 - Letting Go of the Dark Cloud

    1:16:04 - Don't Settle for Lukewarm

    1:22:31 - Coincidence or God?

    1:24:03 - How Has Your Life Changed?

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    1 hr and 31 mins
  • He Spoke a Curse at 13—It Almost Destroyed His Life | Pat Reilly | 042
    Jan 7 2026

    He spoke a curse over his own life at just 13 years old—and for decades, it came true.

    In this powerful episode of When You Look, Mick sits down with Pat Reilly to unpack a raw, redemptive story of addiction, relapse, spoken words, spiritual bondage, and the relentless mercy of God. What began as a declaration of rebellion turned into 13 years of hardcore crack cocaine addiction, broken relationships, loss, and despair.

    But this is not a story about failure—it’s a story about the power of words, the authority of Jesus, and the freedom that comes through repentance, prayer, and deliverance.

    Pat shares how:

    • A single statement spoken in pain became a self-fulfilling curse

    • Salvation without discipleship left doors open to addiction

    • Spiritual strongholds took hold—even after giving his life to Christ

    • Deliverance prayer and renouncing the enemy broke decades of bondage

    • God restored his family, purpose, leadership, and peace

    • Faith now anchors him—even while facing stage-four kidney failure

    This conversation is a sobering reminder that words carry spiritual weight, but it’s also proof that no curse is stronger than the cross of Jesus Christ.

    If you’ve ever wondered:

    • Do my words really matter?

    • Can Christians struggle with addiction or spiritual strongholds?

    • What does real deliverance look like in everyday life?

    • Can God redeem decades of wasted years?

    —this episode is for you.

    👉 Watch until the end to hear how Pat now lives in total surrender, peace, and purpose—and why he believes only what’s done for Christ truly lasts.


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    Chapters

    0:42 - Meet Pat Reilly

    2:21 - Pat's Early Years

    4:09 - Salvation

    5:47 - Resorting to Old Ways

    8:54 - Delivered from Addiction

    13:01 - Sowing Seeds

    14:52 - Unexpected Divorce

    19:10 - Kidney Failure

    23:48 - Harvesting Seeds

    28:25 - 13 Wasted Years Redeemed

    34:43 - Coincidence or God?

    36:35 - How Has Your Life Changed?

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    40 mins
  • From Attorney to Bedridden to Widowed…Yet Still Singing | Lara Silverman, J.D. | 041
    Dec 31 2025
    What do you do when your entire world collapses — not once, but again and again?In this powerful episode of When You Look, Lara Silverman, J.D. shares the stunning true story behind her eight-year battle with a mysterious neurological illness, the loss of her dream legal career, the miracle love story God wrote in the midst of her suffering, and the heartbreaking death of her husband Matt.Lara was a Stanford-trained attorney on her way to becoming a federal prosecutor when her body suddenly went haywire. Overnight, she went from courtroom-ready to completely bedridden — unable to sit up, walk, or care for herself. For years, she lived on a bedpan, in constant pain, while her world spun 24/7.Then God brought a man into her room — literally — and wrote a love story no one could script. A biochemical engineer, youth pastor, and cancer patient himself, Matt became her joy in the fire. They married, ministered together, and trusted God together… until Matt went home to Jesus one year later.In this emotional, raw, and faith-anchoring conversation, Lara reveals:• How she wrestled honestly with anger and bitterness toward God• The theology of suffering that transformed her faith• What “acceptance” really looks like when God doesn’t heal• The morning-after miracle verse God gave her the day Matt died• Why she still believes God is good — even without answers• How her story inspired her memoir Singing Through Fire👉 If you’re walking through grief, chronic illness, unanswered prayers, or a season that makes no sense… this episode will meet you right where you are.Lara's LinksBook https://www.amazon.com/Singing-Through-Fire-Finding-Surprising/dp/B0FMQZ264WYouTube Channel https://youtu.be/TDcUeQrbVZkInstagram https://www.instagram.com/larapalanjian/Facebook https://www.facebook.com/lara.palanjian.silvermanEpisodes Mick MentionedEpisode 029 - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D7cuY5PmBccEpisode 018 - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M2-6v1HdD8wWhen You Look Links YouTube ⁠https://www.youtube.com/@WhenYouLookShow⁠Be a Guest ⁠https://www.whenyoulook.com/beaguest⁠Website ⁠https://www.whenyoulook.com/⁠Instagram ⁠https://www.instagram.com/whenyoulookshow/ ⁠Facebook ⁠https://www.facebook.com/whenyoulookshow/⁠ Chapters0:29 - Meet Lara Silverman2:54 - Unexplained Neurological Illness5:54 - From Bad to Worse10:05 - Called to Acceptance13:42 - Meeting Matt Silverman17:15 - Bedridden Bride18:33 - Matt Dies19:47 - Purpose in Suffering23:17 - Having It Out With God29:42 - Lara's Theology Change33:25 - Acceptance35:21 - Isaiah 5539:07 - How God Communicates40:06 - How Do You Hear from God?42:10 - It's Not Confirmation Bias44:40 - How Mick Hears from God47:12 - How God Kept Lara a Christian49:17 - Hope of Christ52:54 - Read the Bible Every Today56:11 - Coincidence or God?58:07 - How Has Your Life Changed?59:32 - Lara's Book: Singing Through Fire1:02:24 - Lara's Unique Calling1:03:50 - Evidence of God
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    1 hr and 8 mins
  • His Heart Was Failing… But Only His Watch Knew | Mark Wilson | 040
    Dec 24 2025

    What happens when your body is shutting down… but you can’t feel a thing?

    Mark Wilson was an avid marathon runner — healthy, active, and the last person you’d expect to face sudden heart failure. But when his Apple Watch kept flashing 225 BPM, he brushed it off as a glitch. Days later, doctors told him the unthinkable: his heart was failing and it could stop any moment.


    In this powerful episode of When You Look, Mark shares his journey from “just tired” to a life-saving heart transplant, the moment he was placed on ECMO, and the peace he felt that made no sense apart from God. His story includes:

    ✔ The hidden heart disease that silently destroyed his heart

    ✔ Why elite-level running unknowingly kept him alive

    ✔ Being awake while on ECMO — and walking the hospital halls

    ✔ The helicopter arrival of a donor heart… and an unbelievable connection

    ✔ How prayer, faith, and supernatural peace carried him through

    ✔ How life, purpose, and family changed after receiving a new heart


    If you need a reminder that God still works miracles — or that He’s present even when you can’t feel Him — Mark’s testimony will move you deeply.


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    Chapters

    0:28 - Meet Mark Wilson

    1:32 - Mark's Backstory

    3:03 - River House

    6:19 - Going to the Hospital

    8:16 - Transferred to VCU Hospital

    9:32 - Giant Cell Disease

    11:34 - Needing a Transplant

    13:10 - ECMO

    20:15 - On the Transplant List

    22:13 - Heart Transplant Surgery

    25:00 - New Heart Within a Month

    26:58 - What Was It Like for You & Your Family?

    29:49 - Shroud of Peace

    30:51 - Waking Up With a New Heart

    33:30 - Coincidence or God?

    34:18 - How Has Your Life Changed?

    35:47 - The Helicopter Pilot

    36:55 - Final Thoughts

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    39 mins
  • A Voice Warned Her… Seconds Before Her Daughter's Seizure | Amberleigh Smith | 039
    Dec 17 2025

    What do you do when you place your sick toddler in her crib… walk outside… and suddenly hear a voice say: “Febrile seizure”?

    In this powerful episode of When You Look, Amberleigh Smith shares the terrifying moment her daughter Alice began seizing from head to toe—for over an hour. With doctors baffled, no answers, and a coma that seemed irreversible, Amberleigh and her husband were told to prepare for the worst.

    But then everything changed. A doctor tried a medication that “shouldn’t work.” A nurse said it was pointless. And yet within minutes, Alice woke up—looked at them—and spoke HER FIRST WORD EVER: “Jesus.”


    This is the story of

    • a warning voice that saved a life

    • a miracle doctors still can’t explain

    • parents who went from non-believers to radically transformed followers of Jesus


    Amberleigh’s story will stir your faith, challenge your doubts, and remind you that God is still moving, still speaking, and still doing miracles today.


    👉 If you’ve ever prayed for healing, questioned God in suffering, or wondered whether miracles happen now—this episode is for you.


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    Chapters

    0:25 - Meet Amberleigh Smith

    1:34 - Summer 2021

    2:57 - Hearing a Voice

    5:02 - Calling 911

    8:43 - Feeling Hopeless

    10:05 - A Non-traditional Option

    11:41 - Alice Awakens

    14:37 - A Miracle

    15:57 - The Why Questions

    21:40 - Hopelessness in the Hospital

    26:57 - Transformation

    34:02 - Why a Positive Response?

    38:46 - Hearing the Voice

    42:08 - Coincidence or God?

    42:56 - How Has Your Life Changed?

    46:54 - Exploring Hard Things With God

    50:49 - Baby Number 3

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    54 mins
  • The Song He Sang at Dinner… Changed Everything | Dennis Welch | 038
    Dec 10 2025

    When songwriter Dennis Welch sat down for dinner in a noisy Mexican restaurant in Nashville, he had no idea his entire life was about to change. But when a friend asked him, “What are you working on?” and followed it with “Sing it to me—right now,” Dennis took a risk that transformed the next chapter of his calling.

    In this episode of When You Look, Dennis shares how singing one unfinished song at a dinner table became a defining God moment that led to a renewed music career, national airplay, Grammy ballot recognition, and a flood of divine appointments that reshaped his life.

    His 18-year writing drought ended with God answering his prayer—and what happened next will challenge, inspire, and encourage anyone who has ever wondered if their calling has passed them by.

    If you’ve ever asked:

    Does God still open doors?

    Is my gift still worth pursuing?

    Can one moment really change everything?

    …this conversation is for you.


    🔗 Listen in and discover how God shows up in the right place, at the right time.


    Connect with Dennis Welch - https://denniswelchmusic.com/

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    0:23 - Meet Dennis Welch

    6:04 - Early Years

    9:54 - Talking With His Wife

    11:24 - Meeting Friends in Nashville

    13:56 - Recording Why Not Me

    15:25 - Grammy Ballot

    18:22 - Praying for a Faceless Person

    21:08 - Rich Says…

    23:36 - Coincidence or God?

    24:52 - Musician & Producer Kemper Crabb

    30:02 - How Has Your Life Changed?

    33:40 - Dennis' Contact Info

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    36 mins